Good Evening Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this evening. Y’all know I HATE to break my word and not write in the evening when I tell you that I’m going to. But sometimes things come up that are completely out of our control. So I do apologize I will be writing to y’all in the morning. But I would like to briefly talk about something so I can clear myself of a matter that is a reoccurring issue for me. Many of you that read these writings understand that not only is reality MOST of the time NOT what it seems, but USUALLY the COMPLETE OPPOSITE of what you are seeing. The TRUTH is you ALWAYS talk to the SOURCE before you take such a BOLD position. Especially when it’s OBVIOUSLY true that you REALLY DON’T know him the WAY you ALWAYS thought you DID. The REASON I say that is because NOT ONE SINGLE PERSON EVER DOES, LITERALLY. And it’s ALWAYS been that WAY. And that’s unfortunate because if you DID I KNOW for a FACT YOU’D be SHOCKED and you probably wouldn’t have torn down a relationship on something that you are COMPLETELY UNINFORMED and BLIND about. Never in thousand lifetimes would I presume anything so BOLD about those that are DEAR to me WITHOUT speaking with that person FIRST. All you had to do was ASK, I Love You, we would talked and you SERIOUSLY would have been SHOCKED. I love you so much that I will STILL do that if you like… SERIOUSLY… But on something else… I NEED to tell you this, I AM ABSOLUTELY CRAZY ABOUT Y’ALL, I swear I wish y’all could see JUST HOW MUCH… But y’all hurt me waay too bad, it’s always been that way. I don’t believe that you intend to. But you do… And to be COMPLETELY honest I’m done trying to see passed it and I’m done hoping that it will change. To be COMPLETELY honest today I REALIZED that I NEED to be done with a LOT. Not because of ANYTHING any of YOU have done, but it’s something that I NEED TO DO. I am STILL ABSOLUTELY CRAZY ABOUT ALL OF Y’all and of course what I say only applies to certain relationships…

Tomorrow we continue our course

#BlackMagicIII

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