Good Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this morning. Yesterday we talked about BUILDING EMOTIONAL DISCIPLINE and it involving building a HEALTHY ENVIRONMENT around the IDENTITIES of our CREATION. We ALSO talked about building that HEALTHY ENVIRONMENT includes SEARCHING and DESTROYING the IDENTITIES you MAY have EMBRACED that RESPOND to DARKNESS with DARKNESS…

Whenever we think about or talk about BUILDING ANYTHING within ourselves, USUALLY, we just LOOK to get CONSTRUCTION under way. But the TRUTH is DESTRUCTION of MANY things USUALLY is NECESSARY FIRST if WHATEVER STRUCTURE you ENDEVOUR to BUILD will STAND for ANY amount of TIME… See I can THINK GONNA build a PARADISE for MY BABY and MYSELF to DWELL in and SHARE our LOVE and BEAUTY as ONE FLESH, but if I have NOT PROPERLY DESTROYED EVERYTHING within MYSELF that have NO PLACE in PARADISE, THERE WILL BE NO PARADISE, PERIOD… So BUILDING a MIND and EMOTIONAL CAPACITY FOR PARADISE is WHAT KEEPS PARADISE intact… Those who have been reading for a little while should remember we talked about HOW LONG ADOM had to till the GROUND BEFORE he ACTUALLY was INCREASED with the REAILTY of his WOMAN. And HOW during that TIME of TILLING the GROUND is a REFLECTION and PICTURE of HIM TILLING the GROUND of HIS OWN MIND getting HIMSELF PREPARDED to receive the ACTUALLY GROUND of PARADISE of his WOMAN. SO ADOM learned HOW to be a GARDENER BEFORE he GOT the ACTUAL GARDEN OF HIS DREAMS. Well that would make sense if someone EXPECTS to ACTUALLY KEEP the GARDEN. You NEED to KNOW how to GARDEN and PROTECT that GARDEN from ANY and ALL POSSIBLE THREATS… PROBLEM is MOST WOULDN’T SEE IGNORANCE as a THREAT, and MOST WOULDN’T SEE their OWN UNDERSTANDING of REALITY as a THREAT…

TRUTH is MOST of the REALITY of PARADISE for the LINEAGE of MANKIND is EXPERIENCED through WORKING ON YOURSELF before ANYONE ELSE can be RESPONSIBLE for ANYTHING in you or to you. This is why we are TALKING about EMOTIONAL DISCIPLINE. The REASON why the PARADISE REALITY is MAINTAINED first through working on yourself is, the TILLING WORKING that ADOM is SEEN doing in his OWN GARDEN is a REFLECTION of HIM TRAINING HIMSELF to RESPOND in a HEALTHY WAY PRODUCTIVELY to NEEDS and RESPONSIBILITIES OUTSIDE of his OWN FLESH and DESIRES… What do I mean? A WHILE back I told y’all that MY BABY gets SERVED LIKE a QUEEN just LIKE she SERVES me LIKE a King. Well MANY MEN may STRUGGLE at that but the TRUTH is when YOU SEE ADOM TILLING the GROUND, WHO EXACTLY is HE PREPARING HIMSELF to BE IN SERVICE to?… … … He is TRAINING HIMSELF to RESPOND to the NEEDS OUTSIDE of HIMSELF or his OWN FLESH to KEEP the REALITY of PARADISE intact… So WHAT EXACTLY is that SAYING when YOU train YOURSELF to RESPOND to the NEEDS of SOMEONE ELSE?… You are TRAINING yourself for SERVICE… SO ANOTHER way to SAY it is HE HAD to TRAIN HIMSELF and HIS FACULTIES around the CARE of HIS GARDEN as OPPOSED to the CARE of HIS OWN IMAGE, HIS OWN DESIRES, HIS OWN UNDERSTANDING of RITE and WRONG, HIS OWN NEED to BE WORSHIPPED and SERVED ETC… So in all ACTUALITY ADOM is PREPARING A PLACE WITHIN HIS OWN PSYCHOLOGICAL and EMOTIONAL GARDEN FOR HIS QUEEN…

Think about it this way. The PHYSICAL GARDEN was ALREADY PLANTED by YAH and ADOM had to TRANSFORM it INTO a DWELLING for his WOMAN before he COULD HAVE her. And OF COURSE with us being MULTI- DIMENSIONAL BEINGS this would MEAN that the GARDEN of his MIND HAD to be TRANSFORMED into HER DWELLING PLACE as well. So the REMOVAL of EVERYTHING that WOULD TAKE AWAY from HER PARADISE EXPERIENCE that is in HIM HAD to be REMOVED in order for HER PARADISE to be COMPLETE in HIM… My BABY’S PARADISE REALITY is WITHIN MYSELF, it’s NOT WITHIN HER. But what IS IN HER is MY PARADISE REALITY… So that means in ORDER for PARADISE to BE her REALITY to PRODUCE according to it HAS to BE in MYSELF FIRST AS HERS. NOW EXACTLY WHAT does that MEAN “HERS FIRST”… ADOM was BUILDING a PHYSICAL PARADISE for his WOMAN but he ALSO was BUILDING a PSYCHOLOGICAL and SPIRITUAL PARADISE for his WOMAN within HIMSELF. DO y’all REMEMBER why THAT PARADISE was SO NECESSARY to BE BUILT FIRST? Because THAT is the GARDEN or PARADISE that ALL THE ACTUAL SEEDS of PARADISE are FORMED. So ADOM had to FORM HIMSELF into the SEED BEARER of PARADISE on an EMOTIONAL and PSYCHOLOGICAL LEVEL for his WOMAN. So WHAT that means is EVERY SINGLE SEED THAT WAS NOT OF OR FOR THE MULTIPLICATION OF THE PARADISE REALITY HAD TO BE DESTROYED. Reason being at SOME POINT THAT SEED will BE SOWN INTO his WOMAN and then what HAPPENS to THEIR PARADISE REALITY? It received SEED from a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT REALITY and UNDERSTANDNG of LIFE…

So ADOM had to BUILD HIMSELF into PARADISE to RECOGNIZE the SEEDS of PARADISE as OPPOSED to the SEEDS of DARKNESS that MAY have come from the UNDERSANDING in the WORLD OUTSIDE of the GARDEN. You HAVE to REMEMBER ADOM WAS CREATED OUTSIDE OF THE GARDEN, so BASICALLY he was MADE FROM GROUND that HAS THE ABILITY to FACILITATE an UNDERSTANDING OUTSIDE of PARADISE. Another way to LOOK at it is ADOM CAME from the GROUND that FACILITATES the UNDERSTANDINGS of LIFE that is the ENEMY of PARADISE. The REASON for him being FORMED out of that GROUND would be, HOW can I PROTECT, MAINTAIN and NOURISH PARADISE PROPERLY if I HAVE NO REAL way to CONNECT with WHAT ISN’T PARADISE. So ADOM is ABLE to LOOK within HIMSELF and SEE WHAT PULLS ENERGY FROM BUILDING the PARADISE REALITY, MARK it AS AN ENEMY, DESTROY IT and BUILD ACCORDING to PARADISE based on WHAT he WITNESSED WITHIN HIMSELF that DOES NOT PRODUCE the SEEDS of PARADISE… SO TILLING the GROUND of PARADISE for ADOM was ALL ABOUT, tilling the GROUND of HIS MIND to FORM AN UNDERSTANDING AROUND HIMSELF on HOW to PRODUCE the PARADISE that he LONG FOR. So EVEN THOUGH ADOM was CREATED as the PERFECT IMAGE, he was CREATED FROM GROUND OUTSIDE of PARADISE, so the REALITY OUTSIDE of PARADISE was PRESENT with him. AND I ASSURE YOU THIS is WHERE MOST of HIS MOTIVATION CAME from to DILIGENTLY BUILD PARADISE, he was LIVING in a REALITY that HIS GENETICS were NOT DESIGNED FOR…

So, ADOM is ALONE WORKING on HIMSELF or HIS GARDEN and he is MARKING WHAT he KNOWS is DARKNESS and NOT FIT to PRODUCE the REALITY of PARADISE. So WHAT is the ACTUAL TILLING WORK DOING to ADOM?… First if YOU NEVER MANUALLY TILLED ANY GROUND YOU HAVE NO idea the WORK the BROTHA is being put through. TILLING is what I CALL “MUSTY” work, I DON’T CARE how SMOOTH or COOL you TRY to BE while you doin it, after a FEW MINUTES of that shit yo black ass is “MUSTY”… Remember I said the other day whatever YOU DESIRE to do or NOT DESIRE to do is a REFLECTION of who and what you are as a MAN or WOMAN? So YOUR MOTIVATION to do this or that is ENERGIZED by your EMOTIONS… ADOM is SUBJECTING HIMSELF to this REAL WORK for a REAL AMOUNT of TIME, so what we see is ADOM’S EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL CAPACITY BEING FORMED AROUND HIS IDENTITY of KING, HUSBAND, FATHER, BROTHER and FRIEND to HIS WOMAN that AIN’T even there yet. SO the ACTUAL WORK is YOKING his EMOTIONAL and PSYCHOLOGICAL FACULTIES but it is ALSO BUILDING his EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL FACULTIES TO RECOGNIZE a CERTAIN DSICIPLINE or MODE of OPERATION TOO ISN’T it?… So BASICALLY the ENERGY that HE IS PUTTING IN in his PSYCHOLOGICAL GARDEN and WHAT SEEDS and UNDERSTANDINGS that he ALLOWS to STAY will DETERMINE the ACTUAL CONNECTION to the PHYSICAL GARDEN(HAWAH) and REALITY of PARADISE for HER to PRODUCE ACCORDING to… So ADOM BUILT AN ENVIRONMENT of HEALTHY UNDERSTANDINGS and RESPONSES AROUND HIS EMOTIONS and the IDENTITIES of HIS CREATION that ONLY SUPPORT the PARADISE REALITY…

So now let’s LOOK at HAWAH who was CREATED INSIDE of PARADISE. So IMMEDIATELY we SEE the DYNAMIC of REALITY with that SMALL PIECE. ADOM came from the dirt in the GUTTA and had to get EVERY FUCKIN THING out the MUD, HAWAH on the other hand was CREATED IN PARADISE and PROBABLY never even TOUCHED MUD. NOW REAL MEN KNOW this to be TRUE… YOU NEVER EVER WANT YOUR WOMAN TO EVER EVEN SEE MUD, LET ALONE HAVING TO HANDLE ANYTHING THAT WAS EVER INVOLVED WITH MUD… But she is SEEN DOIN some of the DIRTEST shit ANYONE could think to do to their SPOUSE who put in the REAL WORK for her BEAUTY and REALITY… So WHAT do we SAY about HAWAH?… HAWAH was CREATED BEAUTIFUL but the BEAUTY she was CREATED in HAD NO CONNECTION to HER HUSBAND or PARADISE… Remember YOUR ACTIONS are MOTIVATED by your EMOTIONS and UNDERSTANDINGS. ADOM WANTED PARADISE and HAWAH so he WORKED for them and the ACTUAL WORK is what YOKED him to HAWAH and the PARADISE he BUILT for her. So HAWAH’S ACTIONS had to be a SIGN of NO WORK put in to CONNECT HER to the PARADISE BUILT for her and THE MAN that ACTUALLY BUILT it on an EMOTIONAL and PSYCHOLOGICAL LEVEL… So WHAT exactly WOULD have been the REAL WORK for HAWAH TO CONNECT HERSELF and BUILD her EMOTIONAL and PSYCHOLOGICAL BEING in the REALITY of HER HUSBAND?…

See WHAT we HAVE to REALIZE is HAWAH NEVER BUILT an IDENTITY for HER OWN GENETICS. What do I mean?… The IDENTITY HAWAH had CAME from her HUSBAND and ALL the VALUE she had CAME from HER HUSBAND, so TECHNICALLY HAWAH’S UNDERSTANDING of VALUE was SINGULAR in DIMENSION. MEANING, she was ONLY VALUABLE if SOMEONE ELSE’S ENERGY MADE her VALUABLE. Another way to say that is, WHOEVER COULD SHOW HER VALUE in some WAY she was SOLD. She NEVER BUILT her VALUE AROUND the IDENTITIES of QUEEN, WIFE and MOTHER, or HER VALUE WAS NOT IN HER SERVICE TO HER HUSBAND, HER VALUE WAS FOR HERSELF… ADOM WANTED HAWAH so he BUILT a PLACE for HER WITHIN HIS PSYCHOLOGICAL AND EMOTIONAL FACULTIES and HE BUILT a HEALTHY and SAFE ENVIRONMENT around the IDENTITIES and OFFICES that were RESPONSIBLE for her CARE. But QUEEN, WIFE and MOTHER is NOT SEEN GIVEN ANY ENERGY or EFFORT by HAWAH to HAVE EXISTENCE in REALITY… … …  REMEMBER NOTHING JUST IS… … … So WHAT she was CREATED AS was STOLEN because NO EMOTIONAL and PSYCHOLOGICAL PROTECTION and ENVIRONMENT was BUILT AROUND the IDENTITIES of QUEEN, WIFE and MOTHER. So LITERALLY there was NO REAL WAY TO GET ENERGY to those OFFICES, ESPECIALLY if they were NEVER RECOGNIZED as VALUABLE by HAWAH HERSELF…

So WHAT we would HAVE to SAY is, THE IDENTITIES of QUEEN, WIFE and MOTHER were GIVEN to the GENETICS but they were NEVER PROPERLY ENERGIZED BY THE WORK NECESSARY to GIVE the VALUE in the MIND and BEING of HAWAH. And OBVIOUSLY that WORK would have STARTED with HER RECOGNIZING WHO SHE belong TO and WHAT REALITY she was DESIGNED to PRODUCE according to. What do I mean?… HAWAH WENT as FAR as TO SLEEP with the SERPENT, so this TELLS US THAT her IDENTITY DIDN’T EVEN BELONG to ADOM in her MIND, SHE was CREATED for HERSELF to do as SHE PLEASES with. So ALL of HER MOTIVATION on an EMOTIONAL LEVEL was CENTERED AROUND her INCREASE as OPPOSED to her HUSBAND’S INCREASE… I had a DISCUSSION some years back with a YOUNG LADY that was in a GROUP I was invited to speak to and the QUESTION came up of SERVICE to her HUSBAND. This YOUNG LADY although VERY INTELLIGENT had THEE DUMBEST UNDERSTANDING of RELATIONSHIP. Her UNDERSTANDING was EVERYONE is AN INDIVIDUAL in a RELATIONSHIP and PEOPLE should BUILD THEMSELVES FOR THEMSELVES and COME together as PARTNERS to FORM a UNION. I told her that IT’S SOUNDS GOOD and it MAY EVEN FEEL GOOD to YOU in a RELATIONSHIP like that if YOU’VE BUILT your UNDERSTANDING of RELATIONSHIP that way, but NOTHING ABOUT that DESIGN SAYS RELATIONSHIP or UNION. And IT WILL FEEL GOOD until you see YOUR SPOUSE RESPOND to YOU with WHAT’S IN HIS BEST INTERESTS as OPPOSED to THINKING about YOU and THE RELATIONSHIP FIRST.

See HER REAL ISSUE was she was SELFISH, she wanted HER ENERGY to BE for HER as WELL as HER HUSBAND’S ENERGY to BE for HER. Of COURSE I didn’t TELL her this, but BEFORE she EVEN STARTED talking I COULD SEE that HER HUSBAND was SLEEPING with TWO OTHER WOMEN. And what WAS CRAZY about that was ONE of THEM was in the GROUP… … … This is WHY I ALWAYS SAY you BEETER KNOW WHAT the DESIGN of YOUR GENETICS are and START from THERE. IDENTITIES and UNDERSTANDINGS we EMBRACED CREATE REALITIES REGARDLESS of WHAT you THINK. And EVEN THOUGH the MAN KNEW RITE FROM WRONG and I DON’T CONDONE his BEHAVIOR because he is ONLY TEARING DOWN his OWN PARADISE, STARTING WITHIN HIMSELF. I ALSO UNDERSTAND his WIFE’S SELFISHNESS and SELF CENTERED NATURE FORCED HIM into a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT UNDERSTANDING of HIMSELF and HIS WOMAN. And JUST SO HAPPEN he was WILLING to PUT IN THE ENERGY TO ENERGIZE the IDENTITY HE WAS FORCED INTO…

Tomorrow we continue our course

#BlackMagicIII

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