Good Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this morning. Yesterday we talked about BEING RESPONSIBLE in BUILDING a HEALTHY ENVIRONMENT around our EMOTIONS as OPPOSE to BUILDING an ENVIRONMENT BASED upon the VERSION of ADULTHOOD that we are TAUGHT to GRAVITATE towards. We also talked about PORNOGRAPHY being a VICE that SEPARATES your OWN SEXUAL IDENTITY from your CONTROL and EMOTIONAL BEING and ATTACHES it TO WHOEVER and WHATEVER can PAINT the BEST ILLUSION…

Today what I would LIKE to talk about is ALONG the SAME LINE as EMOTIONAL DISCIPLINE and RESPONSIBILITY, but the ANGLE I WOULD like to APPROACH from is the ANGLE of GUILT and SHAME… What EXACTLY do I MEAN?… One VERY IMPORTANT ASPECT of OUR MAKE up is GROWTH. One UNDERSTANDING of LIFE DIES and GIVES LIFE to a NEW UNDESTANDING of LIFE and this CYCLE of LIFE CONTINUES throughout OUR LIVES and ESPECIALLY in ADULTHOOD. This is a NATURAL PROCESS that we ALL GO through and SHOULD BE WELCOMED… Sometimes we wake up ONE DAY and YESTERDAY made ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE to us and we WANT NOTHING to do with YESTERDAY, IT’S UNDERSTANDINGS, REASONINGS, IDENTITIES and BAGGAGE. What this MEANS is NOT only has GROWTH TAKEN place, but REALITY ITSELF HAS the RESPONSIBILITY to PROVE it’s VALUE in OUR NEW CURRENT STATE of GROWTH or IT IS SEEN as the ENEMY as well… ONE HUGE PROBLEM with SUCH AGGRESSIVE GROWTH is the WEIGHT of IDENTITIES, REALTIES, UNDERSTANDINGS and ACTIONS that HOLD the MIND and it’s FACULTIES in BONDAGE to GUILT and SHAME to the IDENTITIES and REALITIES of YESTERDAY’S PERSON and their UNDERSTANDING of LIFE.

ONE thing that HAS to be UNDERSTOOD about this is the GUILT and SHAME that we OFTEN EXPERIENCE is ONLY IN PLACE because the IDENTITIES and REALITIES of YESTERDAY STILL HAVE A HOLD ON YOUR PSYCHOLOGICAL AND SPIRITUAL GARDEN. Or ANOTHER WAY to SAY it IS, even THOUGH WE HAVE GROWN passed the IGNORANCE of YESTERDAY we HAVE to LEARN HOW TO DISCONNECT our MIND from being an ENERGY SOURCE to that REALITY COMPLETELY… What do I mean?… There are MANY things in my LIFE that I HAVE DONE THAT I AM NOT PROUD of AT ALL. Whether I DID them in COMPLETE IGNORANCE or in FULL UNDERSTANDING and KNOWLEDGE of what I was DOING. The BOTTOMLINE is “I DID IT” and I HAVE to BARE the REALITY that I AM RESPONSIBILE FOR IT and WHAT COMES ALONG with it, PERIOD… But what I WANT us to UNDERSTAND is the DIFFERENCE BETWEEN the WEIGHT of YESTERDAY’S GUILT and SHAME and a HEALTHY UNDERSTANDING of TAKING RESPONSIBILITY OF YOUR NEGATIVE ACTIONS and BUILDING an IDENTITY and REALITY AGAINST YSETERDAY’S IDENTITY and the DEMAND FOR ENERGY that it STILL has on our MINDS.

First what we NEED to UNDERSTAND is GUILT and SHAME ITSELF. GUILT and SHAME ARE A CANCER to the SOUL. Meaning IT IS ONLY THERE as a WITNESS to CORRECT BEHAVIOR, but ONCE the BEHAVIOR is CORRECTED GUILT and SHAME HAVE NO MORE USABLE ENERGY for the MIND. And if COMPLETE UNDERSTANDING isn’t GIVEN THEY BECOME an ENERGY SIPHON to the MIND… NOW HOW this PARTICULAR ENERGY SIPHON works is it ONLY TARGETS the IDENTITIES and UNDERSTANDINGS of TODAY’S PERSON… What do I mean?… The GUILT and SHAME was FORMED by a PARTICULAR IDENTITY EMBRACED that FORMED a CERTAIN REALITY that the GUILT and SHAME were FORMED IN. So when YOU WOKE UP TODAY and YESTERDAY’S PERSON and IDENTITIES MADE NO SENSE it is BECAUSE TODAY’S PERSON has GROWN PASSED those UNDERSTANDINGS. But what HAS to BE UNDERSTOOD is THE GROWTH DOES NOT UNDO the WORK on OUR PSYCHOLOGICAL and SPIRITUAL FACULTIES done by YESTERDAY’S PERSON… So EVEN THOUGH YESTERDAY’S PERSON is a DISTANT MEMORY the REALITY of THOSE IDENTITIES are STILL PRESENT with you AND ARE STEALING the ENERGY FROM TODAY to ENERGIZE TODAY’S PERSON… So in a SENSE you are HELD in SORT of a PERGATORY if you will. DEAD to YESTERDAY’S PERSON but HAVING NO ENERGY to COMPLETELY EMBRACE the IDENTITIES and LIVE in the REALITY of TODAY’S PERSON…

So like I was SAYING the OTHER DAY, IN MANY CASES before CONSTRUCTION can be UNDER way, DESTRUCTION has to be GIVEN it’s PROPER ENERGY and APPLICATION. Even THOUGH NO ONE ENJOYS DESTRUCTION, IT IS ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY FOR TODAY’S STRUCTURE to STAND and HAVE LIFE… ONE of the BIGGEST TOOLS for YESTERDAY’S PERSON and IDENTITIES to KEEP us in BONDAGE is the REPLAYING and REINTRODUCTION of ACTIONS and UNDERSTANDINGS of YESTERDAY and it’s PERSON. The REASON for that is to REMIND TODAY and IT’S PERSON that IT IS ONLY WORTHY of RECEIVING for YESTERDAY’S ACTIONS REGARDLESS of the NEWNESS of LIFE… But the TRUTH about what is GOING on is THIS… The FEAR , GUILT and SHAME YESTERDAY’S IDENTITIES are REALLY a DISPLAY of THE IDENTITIES THEMSELVES in FEAR of NONE EXISTENCE just LIKE ALL DARKNESS. Remember I SAID that IDENTITIES of DARKNESS HIJACK the FACULTIES of THE MIND and USE those VERY SAME FACULTIES to SET UP THEIR RESPONSES and UNDERSTANDINGS. So THE GUILT and SHAME is REALLY JUST A SMOKE SCREEN to KEEP you FROM BUILDING ACCORDING to the DESIGN in YOUR GENETICS. That’s WHAT you HAVE to UNDERSTANDING, YOUR GENETICS were AWAKENED to the RESPONSIBILITY ASSIGNED to them, or ANOTHER way to SAY it is YOU HAVE BEEN CALLED OUT OF DARKNESS INTO LIGHT. Or the MIND GIVEN OF YAH and NATURE that is HARDWIRED TO YOUR GENETICS have MADE YOUR TRUE IDENTITY REAL to YOU by WAKING YOU UP TO the CONSCIOUSNESS of the REALITY of YOUR CREATION.

NOW what you HAVE is a MIND that IS AWARE and AWAKE and READY to be TRAINED ACCORDING to your TRUE IDENTITY in the LIGHT, but the MIND OF YESTERDAY and it’s DARKNESS is ACTIVELY and AGGRESSIVELY TRYING to KEEP IT’S HOLD on YOU AND it’s EXISTENCE in REALITY in SOME WAY. What I want Y’all to UNDERSTAND is DARKNESS is EXTREMELY CRAFTY. If it CAN’T GET YOU TO EMBRACE a CERTAIN IDENTITY because YOU Have GROWN PASSED those UNDERSTANDINGS, it will JUST TAKE EXISTENCE through GUILT and SHAME. IT’S STILL BEING GIVEN ENERGY this way and it’s STILL EFFECTING YOUR REALITY and the REALITY of OTHERS…

SO HOW do we BEGIN to DISMANTLE YESTERDAY’S IDENTITIES and REALITIES so that we HAVE the ENERGY to BUILD TODAY’S PERSON?… FIRST YOU HAVE TO SEE YESTERDAY’S PERSON as JUST THAT, SOMEONE you KNEW YESTERDAY, AS OPPOSED to it BEING YOU PERFORMING those ACTIONS YESTERDAY… What do I mean? REMEMBER ONE CYCLE of LIFE DIES to give ENERGY to A NEW UNDERSTANDING and LIFE, SO YOU NEVER HAVE TWO DIFFERENT UNDERSTANDINGS OF LIFE BEING ENERGIZED BY the SAME MIND or SOURCE. In OTHER WORDS YOU HAVE TO MAKE UP YOUR MIND CONSCIOUSLY that YOU WILL NOT EMBRACE THE GUILT AND SHAME THAT BELONG TO DARKNESS. That’s NO LONGER YOUR ADDRESS… Does THAT mean that YOU WILL STOP FEELING GUILT or SHAME IMMEDIATELY UPON DOIN this? ABSOLUTELY NOT… But that’s OK because YOU ARE TRAINING YOURSELF TO BUILD and YOU are TRAINING YOURSELF TO TAKE AUTHORITY OF YOUR OWN MIND and ENERGY and WHAT HAS RITES to them and WHAT they ARE USED FOR. SO EVEN though it MAY be UNCOMFORTABLE we WELCOME it BECAUSE we are LEARNING FROM IT. Example- LIKE I just said I MYSELF have done things YESTERDAY that I AM NOT PROUD OF AT ALL, but IT’S TODAY and YESTERDAY’S PERSON was PUT TO REST.

Y’all that have been reading for a while KNOW that MY BABY got that “Oooh Wee MAGIC”… What is “Oooh Wee MAGIC”?… “Oooh Wee MAGIC” Is when yo woman SO COLD “Oooh Wee” is the ONLY HALFWAY INTELLIGENT SHIT you can COME up with to EXPRESS IDENTIFYING with YOUR PARDISE and ALL that COMES with it… But IF I ALLOW the DARKNESS from YESTERDAY to DICTATE my TODAY REALITY it DON’T MATTER HOW MUCH “Oooh Wee MAGIC” my baby has because I WILL NEVER SEE IT. Do you KNOW WHY I WOULD NEVER SEE it?… Because MY FACULTIES are TRAINED to RECOGNIZE YESTERDAY’S IDENTITIES and REALITIES as MINE. So NOT ONLY do I UNCONSCIOUSLY SEE MYSELF as NOT BEING WORTHY of the “Oooh Wee MAGIC”, but I WILL WILLINGLY DESTROY it because I HAVE NO ABILITY to CONNECT with it. So TECHNICALLY the ONLY thing that I SEE as WORTHY ENOUGH for MY ENERGY is YESTERDAY’S IDENTITIES and UNDERSTANDINGS even though I HAVE GROWN PASSED the PHASE in my LIFE that I ACTIVELY INVEST ENERGY into them to GIVE them a PLACE in PHYSICAL REALITY. Of COURSE there is a SPIRITUAL ASPECT to all this, but the SPIRITUAL ASPECT is ONLY KEPT INTACT by the PSYCHOLOGICAL ASPECT. So in other WORDS IGNORANCE or FLAT OUT IGNORING the PSYCHOLOGICAL ASPECT of YESTERDAY’S IDENTITIES and REALITIES, KEEPS YESTERDAY’S SPIRITUAL BONDAGE intact. PLEASE UNDERSTAND this Y’ALL, DO NOT WORRY about SPIRITS YOUR FOCUS NEEDS to BE ON BUILDING your MIND in a WAY that YOU ARE LEAVING NO ROOM for them, OR THEY NEVER HAD A PLACE with YOU because YOU HAVE NO CAPACITY to EMRACE them because YOUR MIND has BEEN FORTIFIED with LIGHT…

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING is SEEN before ENERGY has BEEN APPLIED to SUPPORT IT’S EXISTENCE. There is NO WAY for me to SUPPORT the “Oooh Wee MAGIC” if I HAVE NOT BUILT MYSELF PROPERLY to RECOGNIZE and RESPOND to it PROPERLY. So BECAUSE YESTERDAY’S PERSON was NOT WORTHY of the “Oooh Wee” YESTERDAY’S PERSON is MY NUMBER ONE ENEMY along with his UNDERSTANDINGS and REMINDERS of when he HAD EXISTENCE in the PHYSICAL REALITY through MY GENETICS. But WHAT he WILL NOT DO is GENERATE GUILT and SHAME, GUILT and SHAME HAS nothing to DO with TODAY’S PERSON since I HAVE BUILT MYSELF ACCORDING to MY AWAKENING OUT of BONDAGE and PSYCHOLOGICAL SLUMBER. ALWAYS REMEMBER GUILT and SHAME ARE ONLY USEFUL to BEGIN CORRECTIVE ACTIONS, if you are USING GUILT and SHAME as an IDENTITY to KEEP you in a CERTAIN UNDERSTANDING then you are REASON for YOUR OWN BONDAGE. GUILT and SHAME BELONGS to DARKNESS as an IDENTITY. GUILT and SHAME for the CHILDREN of LIGHT is JUST TO KEEP US in MIND of the LIGHT that we BELONG to and KEEP us on the STRAIGHT and NARROW so that LIFE can BE OBTAINED as OPPOSED to DARKNESS and DEATH.

BEING CALLED out of DARKNESS is NOT ALWAYS a SMOOTH PROCESS because MUCH of the DARKNESS has found a way into our MINDS in Certain AREAS and UNDERSTANDINGS of OURSELVES. But the BEAUTY is YOU ACTUALLY GOT THE CALL… DARKNESS will ALWAYS KEEP you ASHAMED to ANSWER because IT’S EXISTENCE is on the LINE. But we NEED to BEGIN to SEE LIFE and LIGHT as ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY at the BEAUTY we were CREATED in and DESIGNED to HAVE EVEN DOWN TO YOUR GENETICS. SO STOP USING GUILT AS AN ENERGY SOURCE TO KEEP YOU IN A PLACE OF BELIEVING YOU ARE NOT WORTHY OF LIFE and BEAUTY. NONE of us HAVE the AUTHORITY to make that CALL… And if GUILT and SHAME FEELS COMFORTABLE to YOU then YOU ARE WAAY TOO comfortable with YESTERDAY’S PERSON, IDENTITIES and REALITY having a PLACE with you…

YESTERDAY we began to TALK about RESPONSIBILITY to BUILD a HEALTHY EMOTIONAL ENVIRONMENT around YOUR EMOTIONS. This IS THE RESPONSIBILITY to ALL that ARE CALLED to the LIGHT. I HAVE a RESPONSIBILITY to MY BABY and EVERYONE that SEES me as a LEADER to KEEP a HEALTHY EMOTIONAL ENVIRONMENT AROUND my EMOTIONS. So the GUILT and SHAME of MY PAST ACTIONS and UNDERSTANDINGS being EMBRACED would BE a RELFECTION of MY IRRESPONSIBILITY to those I HAVE a RESPONSIBILITY TO. SO NO MATTER WHAT DARKNESS tries to COME with as a REMINDER, my RESPONSIBILITY and MY IDENTITY has been BUILT TO BOX OUT ALL such ATTEMPTS. So ULTIMATELY by MY NOT EMBRACING GUILT and BUILDING MYSELF ACCORDING to MY RESPONSIBILITY I am MAKING MYSELF WORTHY of MY BABY’S “Oooh Wee MAGIC”. So AGAIN LIKE I said a MINUTE ago, NOTHING EXISTS WITHOUT the PROPER ENERGY being GIVEN to it FIRST to SUPPORT it’s EXISTENCE. So the REALITY of MYSELF that IS DESERVING of the ACTUAL “Oooh Wee MAGIC” is MADE a REALITY NOT BEFORE it was GIVEN to me, but ONLY AFTER I DESTROYED YESTERDAY’S PERSON, IDENTITIES and UNDERSTANDINGS ALONG with the GUILT and SHAME that KEEPS them SIPHONING ENERGY from TODAY’S PERSON that ACTUALLY has a RESPONSIBILITY to the “Oooh Wee MAGIC”…

Tomorrow we continue our course

#BlackMagicIII

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