Good Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this morning. Today I need to address a certain issue. So we are gonna do things a little differently just for today… But first I wanna say this to ALL that are reading… Since “SOME” of y’all are actin like we gon end up being FAMILY, y’all gotta bear with me and cover me while I CORRECT and make ADJUSTMENTS to my OWN SELF to STAY ACCURATE and CONTINUE the FREE FLOW of the YAH and NATURE THROUGH my BEING… The TRUTH is the issues that you are reading that HAVE BEEN back and forth in these writings with my FAMILY NEEDS to be PUT to REST COMPLETELY… And when you have LOVED and only KNOWN a CERTAIN PEOPLE, it ain’t so EASY to SHIFT your SOUL around reality so EASILY once it PRESENTS certain REALITIES that NEED to be ADJUSTED to STAY ACCURATE… … … So to be STRAIGHT FORWARD I’m just trying PROCESS certain PEOPLE OUT of my SOUL because of the “NATURAL” RESPONSIBILITIES that I’m PRONED to TAKE when I RECOGNIZE SOMEONE as FAMILY… … … And NOT EVERYONE is WORTHY of that TYPE of HANDLING REGARDLESS of what they BELIEVE about themselves… … …

So yes there ARE IN FACT certain DOWNFALLS to LOYALTY, HONOR and ALL that GOOD SHIT BEING DIRECTLY HARDWIRED to your GENETICS when you HANDLE MINDS of DARKNESS or IN DARKNESS… You HAVE no FOUNDATION of REALITY, PRINCIPALS and OPERATION of LIFE to BUILD ANY TYPE REALITY BASED on “ACTUALS”… So THERE is REALLY NO REAL RELATIONSHIP to SPEAK of, JUST IDEAS about THIS or that THAT REVOLVE around a COMMON “UNDERSTANDING”… … … But the PROBLEM is THOSE IDEAS HOLD REQUIREMENTS and ENERGY in the PSYCHE… So what that MEANS is “THEY MAKE YOUR SOUL ACCOUNTABLE to THEM” as if they in FACT are REAL RELATIONSHIPS… … …

So WHAT ends up HAPPENING is the “FICTIONAL” RELATIONSHIP that LITERALLY is ONLY HELD intact by a “COMMON UNDERSTANDING” generates REAL LIFE ENERGY and EMOTIONS that ARE “NOT” GROUNDED or CONNECT to “ANYTHING” CONCRETE that would GIVE THEM “ANY” type of ACCURACY ANYWHERE so that “LIFE” can BE the ULTIMATE REALITY and GOAL… … … So BASICALLY your MIND is JUST RESPONSIBLE to ENTERTAIN ILLUSIONS for PEOPLE that ONLY LIVE in ILLUSIONS and you JUST GET LOOK LIKE a “REALLY GOOD GUY”… … …

I NEED to SPEAK to “ONE” of my “LITTLE COUSINS” DIRECTLY… … … LITTLE COUSIN you are CORRECT we have NOT SPOKEN to ONE ANOTHER for SOME time NOW, and even THOUGH you are EXCELLENT AT ACTING, you and I BOTH KNOW why that is “ALONG” with the REST of OUR RELATIVES READING… … … But I’m GONNA GIVE it to you STRAIGHT… … … I SHOT CUZ at you “NOT” because I DIDN’T KNOW what you would do, matter of FACT I TOLD HIM what you would do… The REASON I TOOK that ROUTE was a COURTESEY for you TO SEE “ACTUALS” ABOUT yourself BEFORE the REALITY of OUR RELATIONSHIP was MADE CONCRETE… … … Because the TRUTH is “YOU” were DIFFERENT to me for CERTAIN REASONS and CERTAIN BEHAVIOR from you CUT in a SPECIAL TYPE of WAY… … … I WILL EXPLAIN… … …

You and MY LITTLE BROTHER were LIKE BROTHERS GROWING UP, so NATURALLY I SAW you as a LITTLE MORE than a LITTLE COUSIN… You WERE MY LITTLE BROTHER… … … SO when I WAS LOCKED UP AGAIN for NOTHING and LITTLE BROTHER DIED while I WAS LOCKED UP FOR NOTHING AGAIN, JUST LIKE when MY FATHER DIED WHILE I WAS LOCKED up FOR NOTHING and NOT ONE OF MY FUCKIN FAMILY MEMBERS EVEN FUCKIN CHECKED ON ME… … … THIS TIME was the SAME so NO DIFFERENCE REALLY THERE… But TO COME OUT of JAIL to “NOBODY” and HAVING to STAY TOGETHER for MY MOM because of her LOSING her YOUNGEST SON while HER OLDEST SON was LOOKING AT GOING BACK to PRISON for NOTHING “AGAIN”, it did SOMETHING SPECIAL to me to GET CUT BY the LITTLE BROTHER that I NEEDED REAL BAD… THEN WATCHING you NIGGAS LAUGH AT and MOCK MY ENTIRE LIFE and LEAD MY YOUNGER COUSINS AGAINST ME… THAT DID SOMETHING SPECIAL to ME… … …

I SHOT CUZ AT you KNOWING you would RESPOND to it LIKE you WERE COMPLETELY CONFUSED, but to SAY that you were “UNAWARE” of “ANY” problems between you and I was FURTHER COMFORMATION that we are JUST COMPLETELY DIFFERENT MEN and WE NEED to NOT SHARE “ANY” COMMON UNDERSTANDINGS that BIND EITHER ONE of US to “ANY” COMMON REALITY… … … It MAY SEEM EXTREME, but WEAKER MINDS  WOULD ONLY see that… … … I ONLY DEAL in REALITY and ACTUALS… You ARE “UNAWARE” and THAT’S EXACTLY WHY you are sooooo EXTREMELY DANGEROUS to ANYONE WITH ANY LIFE INTENTIONS… … … ANYONE “UNAWARE” of THEMSELVES causing SOMEONE this TYPE of DAMAGE to SOMEONE they “CALLED” a LOVED ONE NEEDS to STAY “UNAWARE” to themselves… … … You CAME ALL the WAY to the CITY and DIDN’T COME AND SEE ME KNOWING where we were… THAT’S COMPLETELY FUCKIN SHAMEFUL AS a FULLY GROWN MAN CALLING HIMSELF ANYONE’S LOVED ONE… And I’M DONE CHASIN y’all… … … SINCE YOU HAVE OFFENDED me AT LEVELS that MY SOUL is ACCOUTABLE to REALITIES that are UNBECOMING of FAMILY, and WE JUST CAN’T SEEM to GET it FIGURED out  because YOU “UNAWARE”, WE DEFINITELY NEED to STAY our DISTANCE FOR GOOD… … … We’re JUST TOO DIFFERENT… … …

To ANOTHER ONE of MY LITTLE COUSINS that LIKES to MAKE MUSIC, but is ALSO NOT IN RITE STANDINGS with ME… I’m GONNA BE STRAIGHT FORWARD with YOU “LITTLE COUSIN”… … … YOU BROKE MY HEART… … … REAL SHIT… … … You INTRODUCED REALITIES to US that WERE NEVER MEANT for us… … … AND YOU DID THAT SHIT FOLLOWING SOME BITCH ASS NIGGAS… … … FIRST LESSON of MANHOOD… … … YOU DON”T FOLLOW “NO FUCKIN MAN”… … … THAT SHIT GET YOU PUT IN THE GROUND JUST FOR FOLLOWING… … … And IF YOU NEED AN “EXAMPLE” on MANHOOD, YOU NEED to LOOKING AT “REAL FUCKIN MEN”… … … JUST BECAUSE you RELATED to SOMEBODY DON’T MAKE them MEN and it “DEFINTIELY” DON’T MEAN YOU FOLLOW their FUCKIN EXAMPLES… … … But YOU WAS PRETTY MUCH FOLLOWING your “WHOLE” FAMILY… AND THIS is the “ONLY” REASON I’m EVEN HANDLIN you THIS WAY… … … A WHOLE LOT OF FUCKIN PEOPLE FAILED you TERRIBLY… RITE ALONG WITH MOST of THE REST of MY LITTLE COUSINS… … …

You DON’T PLAY GAMES WITH GROWN MEN LITTLE COUSIN… YOU PLAYIN WITH YOUR LIFE and EVERYBODY YOU LOVE when you DOING STUPID SHIT LIKE that… … … YOU FOLLOWIN them BITCH ASS NIGGAS and LOOK AT WHAT HAPPEN to US… … … You and YOUR MOTHER KNOW that SHE is LIKE a SECOND MOTHER to ME and FAR as I WAS CONCERNED, YOU WAS IN THE DOOR… BUT NOW I GOTTA HANDLE LIKE A FUCKIN GROWN MAN and SHIT… THAT SHIT is FUCKIN PERVERTED… … … YOU LITTLE NIGGAS BETTER WAKE and LOOK at THESE NIGGAS EXAMPLE of MANHOOD COMPARED to REAL MEN… … … TRUTHFULLY, and EVERY SINGLE REAL MAN and REAL WOMAN for that MATTER KNOWS this… “IT’S ONLY ONE REAL WAY TO HEAL A BITCH ASS NIGGA”… … … Your FUCKIN COUSINS that’s SUPPOSED to be LOOKIN OUT for your LIFE and BEING GOOD EXAMPLES for YOU ARE “NOT” THE WAY… … … ANY MAN LEAD you AGAINST YOUR OWN is “ONLY” A BITCH ASS NIGGA, and AIN’T NO REAL IN HIM… … … The WHOLE TRUTH is THAT GOOFY ASS NIGGA QUAYIN PERFORMING for Y’all wit HIS DISPLAYS like WE GOOD and this NIGGA KNOW we NOT, BECAUSE this MAN HAS LITERALLY DISRESPECTED and MOCKED “EVERYTHING” SACRED TO ME and JUST ACTS LIKE it’s JUST SUPPOSED to be OVER, I “STILL” HALFWAY WANNA BURN HIS ASS DOWN WHILE HE PERFORMIN FOR EVERYBODY… … … THAT JUST GOES to SHOW you HOW FUCKIN GOOFY you NIGGAS is… And the “ONLY” reason WHY that SHIT COULD EVEN EFFECT me the WAY it DOES is BECAUSE I CAN’T DO SHIT to YOU BITCH ASS NIGGAS… … … Now WHAT THE FUCK I’m SUPPOSED to DO WITH ALL THAT SHIT WHILE YOU NIGGAS HAVIN A GOOD TIME WITH your FAMILY… … … BITCH ASS NIGGAS CAN LEAD some BULLSHIT AGAINST a NIGGA you KNOW CAN’T KILL YOU, then ain’t MAN ENOUGH to FIX the SHIT the RITE WAY to AVOID FUCKIN UP OTHER RELATIONSHIPS… … …

LITTLE COUSIN… When I DO SPEAK to you, you NEED to RESPOND to ME LIKE you KNOW you SUPPOSED TO… You WANNA BE RECOGNIZED as a MAN YOU BETTER HAVE SOME FUCKIN HAIR YO NUTS WHEN we DO GET TOGETHER… THAT BITCH ASS SHIT will GET you EXACTLY what them GOOFY ASS NIGGAS GETTIN… … …

Tomorrow we continue our course

#BlackMagicIII

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