Good Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this morning… Today we’re gonna do things a little differently before we continue… Just for today… … … The reason for doing things differently for today is “MOSTLY” just for myself… What do I mean?… ANY smart person understands in taking care of everybody else, sometimes it needs to be about you so that you can stay ACCURATE until you are ESTABLISHED in your MARRIAGE of LIGHT that care for you while you care for them… … … And since “SOME” of y’all actin like we gon end up being FAMILY, y’all got hold me down while I get myself together… … … Truth is, for rite now y’all all I got to shoot this stuff at… … … The way “MY” GENETICS are put together, and MANY that are of the GENETICS of LIGHT is, we GENERALLY don’t LIKE to have the ATTENTION be about us, or we GENERALLY ONLY SEEK to CARE for those that we CARE for… So often TIMES we DON’T TEND to OURSELVES PROPERLY, or make sure that WE STAY ACCURATE and STRONG for the WORK assigned to our GENETICS… … …

It’s EXTREMELY HARD being in the POSITION that I AM and HANDLING people that you love for MANY REASONS… But MOSTLY it’s hard because you HAVE to be able to SEE the OBJECTIVE passed certain things that can STAND in the WAY of that because of the DYNAMICS of the RELATIONSHIP and the EMOTIONS involved… And that’s the HARD part… Because REALLY what it boils down to is you GOTTA deal with shit that TEARS you into pieces, but you ARE NOT ALOWED that as a REALITY… So you BEAR the BURDEN and keep it moving, TRUSTING that the EDUCATION and the LOVE shown is ENOUGH to SERVE the PURPOSE of YOUR HEALING and the OTHERS EDIFICATION… … …

Y’all ARE READING my LIFE… MANY of you like to read because it’s ENTERTAINING, many of you LIKE to READ because you are ACTUALLY LEARNING and GROWING from it ACCORDING to the WILL of YAH… But EITHER way, you are READING my REAL LIFE, NO BULLSHIT, NO CUT, NO FILLERS… And because it is MY REAL LIFE, I MAY seem a LITTLE bit SENSITIVE and ON EDGE about HOW I’m HANDLED and the WAY REALITY is PAINTED AROUND myself… … … I HAVE been COMPLETELY ALONE fighting a WAR that MOST people don’t or CAN’T see, and TRUTHFULLY many do NOT even REALLY CARE about… They JUST CARE about what they can “GET” from it and HOW they can be INCREASED… … … And YES that is the REASON I fight… So THAT LIVES can BE INCREASED and ULTIMATELY SAVED from the COMING DESTRUCTION… But still in that FIGHT there is “A MAN” whos “REAL” BLOOD, SWEAT and TEARS were the COST for HAVING a FIGHT to INCREASE and SAVE LIVE… … … SO ALL of it is ON A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT LEVEL for me than ALL of you READING… … … I HAVE the “ACTUAL” SCARS and HAVE the ACTUAL EMOTIONAL and PSYCHOLOGICAL ACCOUNT “IN FIRST PERSON” PERSPECTIVE… So you can READ it, but I FOUGHT it, and I HAVE ALL the PAIN and SCARS to SHOW for it…

So WHEN you HAVE a REALITY LIKE that BROTHERHOOD is SOMETHING that has a WEIGHT with you that DOES NOT have the ABILITY to be “OPTIONAL”… … … Meaning, BROTHERHOOD is SOMETHING that MEANS “ABSOLUTE” LIFE, LOVE and PROTECTION… … … SO it’s NOT just “GIVEN” away for OBVIOUS REASONS, and it’s NOT SOMETHING that you see as SOMETHING you PICK UP WHEN its CONVEINENT, or WHEN the SMOKE CLEARS and NOTHING is to LOSE… … … YOU LIVE it and IT’S YOU on ALL LEVELS and in ALL FORMS… … … Someone once said that the “TRUEST” friend is the MAN that NEVER HAD a TRUE FRIEND… … … And even though that’s NOT SCRIPTURE, there is MUCH MUCH TRUTH in that STATEMENT… … … You really CAN’T be SOMETHING to SOMEONE and YOU YOURSELF have NEVER BEEN WITHOUT… … … And as you are GROWING in your RELATIONSHIPS I trust that’s ONE thing that YOU are LEARNING… YOUR SPOUSES or RELATIVES can “ONLY” be to you WHAT they ARE, not WHAT you or them THINK themselves to be… Of course PEOPLE can LEARN and GROW, but PEOPLE DON’T NEED to BE a COVERING or FRIEND to you if they don’t HAVE a REAL NEED for a COVERING or FRIEND… … … And that’s just the REAL ABOUT it… … … I AM the WAY I AM with my PRECIOUS BABIES not just BECAUSE they are AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL and BREATHTAKING… I’m the WAY I AM BECAUSE I HAVE A NEED and THEY are MY FLESH and LIFE… … … So I CARE for them BASED on WHAT and WHO I AM, WHO and WHAT they are and WHAT is NECESSARY for OUR LIFE and GROWTH as ONE… … … I don’t HANDLE them the way I do because I’m JUST FILLING a DUTY that SOMEONE HANDED to me and NOW I GOTTA DEAL with it… … … They are MY ENTIRE EVERYTHING and MY ONLY MEANS to LIFE in this DIMENSION… … …

SO YOU CAN’T MAKE people HANDLE you with the LOVE and CARE you NEED to STAY ACCURATE if they DON’T “NEED” to do that for “THEMSELVES” to stay ACCURATE… … … And that’s HOW REALITY WORKS… And that’s WHY “ONLY” your GENETIC AUTHORITY STRUCTURE can PROVIDE LIFE to your “ACTUAL” GENETICS… It’s MORE than LOVE, it’s LOVE “AND” LIFE… So IT’S EVERYTHING to them because it’s the COMPLETE TOTALITY and REALITY of their IDENTITY on ALL LEVELS being FORMED into LIFE OPERATIONS… … …

… … … STRAIGHT FORWARD… … … When you HAVE BEEN “MORE” than a BROTHER to SOMEONE because YOU “NEEDED” a REAL BROTHER, there is a REALITY that is CREATED… ESPECIALLY when YOU were BEING a BROTHER UNDER the ASSUMPTION that your ENERGY and LOVE would be MATCHED in your BROTHERHOOD and RELATIONSHIP… … … So in BEING a BROTHER it was NEVER EVER about what ANYONE THOUGHT or even WANTED to be REALITY, it was ABOUT being a BROTHER and TENDING to the RESPONSIBILITIES of BOTHERHOOD… … … NO ONE pays MORTGAGES and SUPPORTS FAMILIES for MONTHS and MONTHS on END for just a DUDE… No ONE BUYS CARS and GIVES AWAY CARS to JUST a DUDE… No ONE FIGHTS for the MARRIAGE and LIFE of a GUY that’s JUST a DUDE… And No SEEKS the PROTECTION and CARE of BROTHERHOOD from JUST a DUDE… That’s NOT REALITY… You only DO things like that FOR what you SEE as a “REAL” BROTHER… … … And of course it’s NEVER About “THINGS”, FUCK THINGS… THINGS mean “NOTHING” and they CAN “ALWAYS” be GOTTEN… But what CAN NOT ALWAYS be GOTTEN is a REAL BROTHER… OR someone that WILL SACRIFICE “WHATEVER” is NECESSARY for the LIFE and INCREASE of a PRECEIVED BROTHER… … …

I HAVE BEEN a BROTHER MANY MANY MANY times OVER, to MY OWN FAULT in some CASES… AND of course this CONVERSATION is for ONE man… … … BUT EVERY SINGLE WAR and EVERY SINGLE SIGHT of TROUBLE I HAVE NEVER EVER SEEN or HEARD from YOU “ONCE”… … … But you CONVEINENTLY SHOW up with a FRESH EXCUSE on WHY you were UNAVAILABLE and UNINFORMED when the SMOKE CLEARS and the COAST is CLEAR… … … WHEN you are the ONE getting FUCKIN KILLED “ALONE”, “AFTER” being a REAL BROTHER to SOMEONE, “REPEATEDLY”… You know what that STARTS to LOOK LIKE?… … … It starts to LOOK LIKE “YOU” have a BROTHER and I HAVE BURDEN of being the BROTHER for BOTH of US… … … Bottom line that I BELIEVE “MOST” MEN can RELATE to “ESPECIALLY” if you ARE or HAVE HAD a REAL BROTHER, NO MAN should FEEL COMFORTABLE STANDING with a man and PRESENTING HIMSELF to REALITY in the a CAPACITY that has NEVER BEEN REAL for YOU… … … You can’t “TELL” someone you “LOVE them LIKE a BROTHER” when THEY “STILL” FEEL and SMELL like WAR and YOU WERE CONVENIENTLY UNINFORMED “AGAIN”… … … And NO MAN should EVER FEEL COMFORTABLE with RECEIVING ENERGY for BEING something that “YOU” BULLSHITTED your WAY through… … … I DON’T ACCEPT that… … … You MAKE EVERYTHING CHEAP and WORTHLESS when YOU PRESENT REALITIES that WAY and it’s NOT ACTUAL… … … ESPECIALLY when it’s DONE in a WAY and FOR REASONS that are COMPLETELY CONTRARY to WHO and WHAT I AM… … …

There HAS been NO and WILL NEVER BE “ANY” QUESTIONS about LOVE… The ONLY ISSUE is, I’m BLOODY ALL by myself… And I’m NOT OK with BEING BLOODY ALL by MYSELF and SOMEONE ELSE shows up to PRESENT themselves in a WAY to REALITY that is COMPLETELY FALSE and CONTRADICTORY to what’s ACTUAL… … … I’m sooooo FAR PASSED ENTERTAINING PEOPLE and THEIR BULLSHIT… … … Don’t USE MY FACE or NAME for ANYTHING that HAS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with me “ESPECIALLY” when that was NOT the UNDERSTANDING or PRETENCE for REALITY… … … I AM LIGHT… THERE are CERTAIN REALITIES and AUTHORITIES you DO NOT PLAY with… … …

As I SAID, this is DIFFERENT for me than it is with you all… This is MY REAL FLESH and BLOOD… I Don’t EXPECT ANYONE to EVER FIGHT for me or FIGHT WITH me… My FIGHT is MY FIGHT… But DON’T think for ONE SECOND that YOU GONE SHOW UP and RECEIVE ENERGY for MY BLOOD, SWEAT and TEARS, “ESPECIALLY” when YOU WATCH from a SAFE DISTANCE and THOUGHT NOTHING to EVEN PICK UP a FUCKIN PHONE… … … Had we just TALKED and SQUARED things UP, they would SQUARE RITE NOW and WE PROBABLY could be HAVING a DIFFERENT REALITY rite NOW… … … But the COURSE you TOOK and for the “REAL” REASONS you took them, that’s DEFINITELY NOT a POSSIBILITY for rite now… … … Like I SAID this is COMPLETELY DIFFERENT for me than y’all, PLAYIN with me like that is LITERALLY YOU PLAYIN with the HELLS that I HAVE LIVED through… NOBODY WANTS that and I DEFINITELY don’t WANT that FOR ANYONE… … …

But LASTLY… There are THOSE that LOOK to you for your EXAMPLE and GUIDANCE, whether YOU KNOW it or NOT or EVEN CARE… And the BOTTOMLINE of that is I WOULD NEVER PUT my STAMP of APPROVAL on SOMEONE that I KNOW is NOT “CURRENTLY” FIT to be PRESENTING themselves in that LIGHT to PEOPLE that I LOVE DEARLY… That’s NEVER GONNA BE the CASE… You GON BE RITE, and YOU GON lead “MY” PEOPLE in the RITE DIRECTION or I’m GON SEE to it that YOU DON’T… AND that’s FAMILY TALKING, KEEPING it all the WAY FAMILY LIKE… … …

#BlackMagicIII

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