Good Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this morning… Ok, check it out… Today I need to do things a LITTLE DIFFERENTLY just for today to address a few things concerning my PERSONAL FAMILY… And since a WHOLE LOT of y’all actin like we gon end up being FAMILY, y’all gotta hold me down, LEARN and GROW with MYSELF… … …

To the MEN of MY GENERATION of my FAMILY… ALL OF YOU… … … BOTH SIDES… … … I HAVEN’T MUCH HANDLED my FAMILY on my FATHER’S SIDE in these WRITINGS “DIRECTLY”… But I “NEED” for y’all to UNDERSTAND SOMETHING so I KNOW you GOT it FROM ME… … … I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE of Y’all, and I SEE YOU… … … “ALL” of YOU, but NAMELY I wanna address The MEN of MY GENERATION AMONG you for the MOMENT… … … We FAMILY JUST the SAME as I SEE my OTHER FAMILY… AND NEVER EVER ONCE were “YOU” outside the SCOPE of ANY of this… … … We HAVE OUR OWN BUSINESS to TEND to AMONGST OURSELVES as MEN and FAMILY… BUT I’M TELLING you STRAIGHT FORWARD that WHEN ADDRESS my FAMILY, I’M “ALWAYS” INCLUDING you… EVEN if I’m NOT ADDRESSING you DIRECTLY… … … There has ALWAYS “ONLY” been LOVE and TENDERNESS BETWEEN us and THAT’S “ALL” that I RECOGNIZE “ALL” of you AS… … … A FEW of you, we were CLOSER in our YOUTH, and we HAVE GROWN into MEN of our OWN… My AIM is to STRENGTHEN and SHARPEN “OUR” BONDS and RELATIONSHIP as WELL… … …

To the MEN of MY GENERATION on my MOM’S SIDE… … … “ALL” of YOU, EVEN the ONES that I’ve NEVER MET that are READING… I SEE you as WELL… … … CHECK IT OUT… … … OUR GENERATION HAS to REALIZE a “FACT” that doesn’t matter HOW you CUT IT, “WE ARE ALL THE FUCK WE GOT”… … … HAVING SAID THAT… … … We GOTTA GET SMARTER, STRONGER, WISER, CLOSER, MORE RESPONSIBLE of OURSELVES and ONE ANOTHER, and we GOTTA FIGURE OUT WHICH DIRECTION we SUPPOSED to be SHOOTIN in… … … “ALL” of us are FUCKED UP in our OWN DIFFERENT WAYS… And with that BEING SAID, WE SHOULD SEE that WE THE “ONLY” ONES that can SAVE US… Because its US… … …

STRAIGHT FORWARD Y’all… We HAVE a “BEAUTIFUL FAMILY”, with some INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL HEARTS… But WE HAVE BEEN “TAUGHT” BY OUR “PARENTS” to HATE and FIGHT ONE ANOTHER… To LOVE you in your FACE, but ALSO HAVE the CAPACITY to DESTROY you and “BLAME YOU”… … … WE WERE “TAUGHT” those BEHAVIORS BY our “PARENTS”… … … THEY LOVED US and PROTECTED US, but they “ALSO” DESTROYED US… … … And YOU KNOW WHY they did that?… … … Because that’s “EXACTLY” what their PARENTS did to THEM… So they TAUGHT us to BEHAVIOR the WAY they WERE HANDLED and CARED for… … … And ITS “PERVERSION”… … … ALL OF IT… … … THE CAPACITY to LOVE and HATE all in the SAME CAMPAIGN is “ONLY” PERVERSION and SICKNESS… AND ITS a CURSE… … … So OUR FAMILY as a WHOLE “IS” CURSED… I’m sure ALL of you PIECED that together by NOW… … … I EXPLAINED to y’all long AGO “HOW” our FAMILY got “INFECTED”… … … And that SAME SPIRIT in “STILL” RULING where he is “ALLOWED”… … …

So what “I” PETITION that WE “ALL” do… Which is SOMETHING that I PERSONALLY LIVE BY, is to “SEPARATE” your MINDS and UNDERSTANDINGS of the “TRADITIONS” we HAVE BEEN TAUGHT “IS” FAMILY, that CLEARLY “ONLY” KEEP DARKNESS and IGNORANCE “BOLD AND STRONG”… … … The BOTTOMLINE of it is, we FOLLOWIN PEOPLE that WERE FUCKED UP by the PEOPLE RESPONSIBLE to their CARE… And we BEING LEAD to OUR DEATH as a FAMILY and GENERATION… ALL of our MINDS have been TAUGHT to SEE FAMILY as “OBLIGATION” that MEANS you can do and SAY what the FUCK EVER TO PEOPLE and YOU ARE SUPPOSED to be RESPECTED and HELD in REGARD because of a “TITLE”… … … LISTEN… … … I ALSO NEED to VENT SOMETHING TO a FEW, “NOT MANY” of the OLDER GENERATION DIRECTLY… … …

CHECK IT OUT… Y’all DON’T REALLY KNOW that WELL… Or as WELL as you THOUGHT… … … And I’ve been TRYING to give you GLIMPSES of MYSELF in the RAW so you can kinda get FEEL for who and what I really AM… … … I KNOW its a lot to take in, but I understand their is a CULTURE, and I LIVED it for a good while… … … But I ALSO NEED for you to UNDERSTAND SOMETHING… … … I DO NOT GIVE A FLYIN FUCK IF YOU ARE MY AUNT, UNCLE OR ANYTHING… IF YOU OPENLY AIM at ME or DISRESPECT ME “I’M FUCKIN YOU UP”… AND I’M TELLING EVERYBODY EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK I DID and EXACTLY WHY… AND THEY CAN COME SEE ME ABOUT IT IF ITS ANY FUCKIN DISAGREEMENTS… … … Yes THAT will “COMPLETELY” HURT MYSELF doin that, but I’ve been HURT WORSE… … … A FEW OF YOU MFKAS HAVE JUST “NEVER FUCKIN EVER” BEEN PUT IN YO FUCKIN PLACE… AND I’M TELLING YOU STRAIGHT FORWARD THAT IS NOT A LESSON YOU WANT TO GET FROM ME… … … IF YOU CAN’T HANDLE ME RITE, DO US ALL A FAVOR and JUST STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME… … … BECAUSE Y’all PLAYIN WIT SHIT that YOU DON’T FUCKIN UNDERSTAND… … … ALL YOU FUCKIN GROWN ASS FUCKIN CHILDREN NEED to FUCKIN LOOK AROUND YOU… IF YOU HAVE NO CHILDREN AND A MAN IS HALFWAY TAKEN RESPONSIBILTY FOR YOUR LIFE and SOUL, DO YOU THINK ITS SMART TO BE SHOOTING AT HIM?… … … WHO’S GOT YOUR LIFE WHILE YOU ARE SO BOLD?… … … AND WHO OWES YOU ANY FUCKIN THING?… … … Y’all BETTER START UNDERSTANDING that SHIT IS DIFFERENT… YOU WILL GET FUCKED UP COMPLETELY if YOU HANDLE PEOPLE LIKE YOU WANNA BE FUCKED UP… … … ON TOP OF THAT, HOW MUCH DIVISION and CONFUSION is CAUSED when THE “FUCKIN PARENTS” ARE KILLING their CHILDREN and PITTING them AGAINST ONE ANOTHER… WHAT THE FUCK is WRONG with YOU?… … …

THEN the REST of Y’all STANDING AROUND WATCHIN and SHIT LIKE FUCKIN SCARED ASS CHILDREN and “NOT” ADDRESSING “STUPID SHIT” “OPENLY”… … … Its ALL PERVERSION and YOU ARE KILLING YOUR FUCKING CHILDREN and their CHANCE AT LIFE… … … WE LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF Y’ALL, BUT FUCKIN “ENOUGH”… … … LOOK AT WHAT THE FUCK WE DOIN WHILE EVERYBODY JUST WANNA LOVE AND PRAY FOR PEOPLE THAT “CLEARLY” HAVE NO MIND, or REGARD for LIFE and LOVE… JUST WHAT THE FUCK they FEEL and COMES to MIND… … … So I’m TELLIN EVERYONE that FEELS because I AM YOUR NEPHEW or WHATEVER I MAY BE STRAIGHT FORWARD… I “ONLY” RECOGNIZE “RESPECT”… If you CAN NOT RESPECT me or MY ENERGY, YOU NEED to NOT KNOW me THEN… BECAUSE that SHIT is SUICIDE FUCKIN WIT ME… … … SERIOUSLY… … … I LOVE MY FAMILY and I BEEN HELD AT BAY for SHIT that don’t really got nothing to do with me… … … That’s a BIG PROBLEM for me… … … And PEOPLE ARE BEING CAUGHT in the CROSSFIRE that SHOULD NOT BE SUFFERING for BULLSHIT that AIN’T GOT NOTHING to Do with them… … … Shit, SOME of them DON’T EVEN KNOW what the FUCK GOIN ON, and THEY PAYIN FOR OUR STUPID SHIT… … …

ALSO MEN of our GENERATION, we ARE “ALL” MEN of OUR OWN… NONE OF US ARE “ANY” BETTER than the OTHER, JUST “DIFFERENT”… … … Y’all HAVE to UNDERSTAND that I AM “ONLY” BEING what I AM… IN NO WAY do I “PERSONALLY” FEEL LIKE I AM, or MY LIFE is MORE VALUABLE than YOURS… If I FELT that WAY I WOULDN’T HAVE SACRIFICED MY LIFE for YOURS… … … I’m A KING y’all, AND I HAD to “HIDE” that SHIT MY “WHOLE LIFE”… … … BEING KING of MY CALIBER can get you KILLED “FAST” in this DIMENSION… … … I DO NOT MEAN to BELITTLE “ANYONE” if you FEEL that WAY, that’s NEVER MY INTENT… I CAN ONLY be what I AM ACCURATELY, and I “ONLY” AIM to EDIFY and SHARPEN, THAT’S IT… … … This is WHY I TEACH y’all to LOOK at “ACTUALS”, not what you UNDERSTAND to be RITE because you been “TAUGHT” to be LEAD by “FEELINGS”… … … If a MAN TENDS to YOUR WELL BEING OUT of HIS “OWN” ENERGY and LIFE, THAT’S “STRICTLY” LOVE y’all… … … EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE on HERE has been for that REASON… … … And that’s the “ONLY” reason WHY I WOULD SACRIFICE of MYSELF in the CAPACITIES that I HAVE… … … I ONLY AM what I AM, and I have been BANGED UP A LOT in my SHORT TIME HERE… … …

We HAVE to GET STRONGER, WE HAVE to GET WISER and MORE CRAFTY and we HAVE to “LOVE” ONE ANOTHER without ALL THAT DUMB SHIT… AND WHEN we SEE SOMEBODY ELSE VIOLATING, we NEED to BE ON THAT ASS… In LOVE and WITH “TENDERNESS” and the MIND of “LIFE” of course… But if you just gon FUCK UP the REALITY of OUR FAMILY and the “INTEGRITY” in which we ESTEEM and REGARD ONE ANOTHER, then I’m BOUT to GET UNDER yo MFKIN SKIN and STAY THERE… … … WHO the FUCK ARE you?… … … MEN “WE” HAVE to “TAKE” the AUTHORITY and MIND and WE HAVE TO KEEP ONE ANOTHER STRONG… WE ALL WE GOT Y’all… SERIOUSLY… … … AND THESE MFKIN DEVILS ain’t PLAYIN… THEM BITCHES BOUT to “DESTROY” SHIT… … … We GOTTA SERIOUSLY STOP this… … …

Now I WANNA ADDRESS a YOUNG MAN that is “EXTREMELY DEAR” to my HEART “OPENLY”… … … Check me out lil Cuz… … … My mom told you hit it BRIGHTER SKYS with FAMILY… I would have LIKED to SIT and RAP wit you before you left… So we’ll just SIT and RAP rite now… … … “FIRST” I NEED for “YOU” to KNOW SOMETHING from “MYSELF”… … … “I LOVE YOU” and “I AM COMPLETELY” PROUD of you as my COUSIN, FAMILY and as a MAN… … … YOU gotta UNDERSTAND something, THIS is CALLED LIFE… And its DESIGNED to DESTROY you, or STRENGTHEN you… And That’s REALLY UP to YOU how it WORKS OUT… … … But we “ALL” are DIFFERENT and we ALL have to FIGHT our FIGHT the WAY it COMES at US… You REALLY CAN’T CHOOSE that… And THAT’S WHAT PROVES you and MAKES YOU STRONGER as a MAN… … … You DID SOMETHING that SHOWED me SOMETHING that I NEVER DOUBTED, YOU ARE A GOOD MAN… … … I’m gonna SAY something that NEEDS to be SAID “OPENLY”… … … YOU HAVE BEEN “ABUSED” by MANY in your FAMILY LITTLE COUSIN, and you were DELT a REALLY FUCKED UP HAND… … … NONE of “THAT” was YOUR FAULT… But UNFORTUNATELY ITS “YOUR” RESPONSIBILITY… … … YOU and I have “ALWAYS” ONLY SHOWN LOVE and ANYTHING DIFFERENT would be “EVIL” to US… … … YOUR “WHOLE” FAMILY LOVES YOU CUZ… I WOULD be a LIE if I TOLD you DIFFERENTLY… But the THINGS that YOU have FELT from YOUR LOVED ONES is “NOT” the “TOTALITY” of them, MANY of THEM ARE VERY SICK, and THEY BEEN “MADE” that way… That’s NOT WHO they REALLY ARE… … … And WE WORKING ON that for those that don’t WANNA be SICK… … … But YOU GOTTA UNDERSTAND something, you been in a RING before… … … It’s JUST “YOU”… … … And that’s WHAT your MIND “HAS TO” CONNECT with or YOU DIE… … … AND really that’s the LESSON of LIFE… … … YOU GOTTA FIGHT YOUR FIGHT Cuz, and YOU HAVE a FAMILY that will HELP YOU, but YOU ALSO GOTTA PROTECT YOURSELF… … … People are EVIL CUZ, and they WANNA HURT you because THEY HURT, and its EASIER if they CAN INFECT you with their REALITY… They have SOMEONE they ARE BETTER THAN and can RIDICULE of their “OWN” DESIGN and LIKING… … … NEVER EVER BE AFRAID to STAND up for yourself Little CUZ, with FAMILY or NO MAN… Be what you are and DO NOT APOLOGIZE FOR it… … … You are an “EXTEMELY” STRONG YOUNG MAN and YOU HAVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE in FRONT of you, YOU WINNIN RITE THERE CUZ… SERIOUSLY… … …

But I NEED you to UNDERSTAND me ON SOMETHING that is VERY SERIOUS… … … EVERY SINGLE LABEL that HAS BEEN PUT ON YOUR MIND NEEDS to be “DESTROYED” by YOU… … … Those LABELS “ARE NOT” ACTUALS… Its a SCIENCE to DIVIDE and MAINTAIN CONTROL of MINDS… … … Basically you END UP LIVING YOUR LIFE According to SOMEONE’S LABEL that’s NOT YOU… … … EVERY SINGLE PERSON is DIFFERENT, LOOK at MYSELF, NO ONE SUPPOSED to be the SAME… … … What you HAVE to UNDERSTAND is your “BIGGEST” most BRUTAL FUCKIN OPPONENT is “ALWAYS” GONNA BE “YOURSELF”… … … And ANYONE with ANY SENSE KNOWS that… … … WHAT’S WRONG with people is what they “DO NOT” FIX or NOT STRONG ENOUGH to FACE HEAD ON… … … EVERYONE HAS to FIGURE out what their REALITY is that BENEFITS “THEM”, INCREASE that and DESTROY the REST… … … And NO one can do that for you… … … You are YOU Cuz, be that… FOCUS “ALL” YOUR ENERGY on YOURSELF and YOUR OWN MIND… YES, of course you have responsibility to your FAMILY just LIKE they HAVE RESPONSIBILITY to YOU… But you GOTTA BE YOUR OWN MAN the WAY it works for you, and YOU gotta BE HAPPY with it… It doesn’t MATTER HOW EVERYONE ELSE FEELS ABOUT it… … … IT’S JUST YOU, DO YOU, BE STRONG and WISE, WALK SOFTLY and KEEP a BIG STICK… … … YOU are your “OWN” MAN and YOU NEED you FIGURE YOU out on a PSYCHOLOGICAL and SPIRITUAL LEVEL and BUILD “THAT”… … … It don’t MATTER what EVERYBODY THINK you SHOULD be DOIN, WHAT do YOU KNOW you SUPPOSED to be DOIN and YOU STICK to that… … …

LIFE is NOT GONNA BE PRETTY “FIRST”, that’s “ONLY” in the FUNNY PAGES Cuz… … … I PERSONALLY have BEEN COMPLETLEY HOMELESS, I’ve SLEPT IN BUS SHELTERS in THIRTY DEGREE WEATHER… I’ve LIVED IN HOTELS, BOUNCING AROUND trying to PERSERVE MY LIFE… I’ve GON DAYS that I DIDN’T EAT ANYTHING BECAUSE I DIDN’T HAVE ANYTHING to EAT… … … And I HAVE ALSO been ON TOP of EVERYTHING… At ONE POINT in my LIFE I was MAKING OVER TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS a WEEK… … … CASH… … … I did what I WANTED and I BOUGHT what I WANTED and I LIVED MY LIFE… … … Of course I DON’T GLORY in EITHER ONE of THOSE REALITIES, but they BOTH have TAUGHT me a VERY VERY VERY VALUABLE LESSON… … … THE “ONLY” THING YOU HAVE IS “YOU AND YOUR MIND”… … … PROTECT your MIND Cuz, PROTECT it from PEOPLE that “DON’T” UNDERSTAND it, or LIKE IT… Protect it FROM YOURSELF and YOUR OWN IGNORANCES… PROTECT and BUILD YOUR MIND Cuz… THESE NIGGAS OUT HERE AIN’T FOR you, and ALL THIS DUMB SHIT is a TRICK… … … I was MAKING OVER TEN GRAND a WEEK “CONSISTANTLY”, and that SHIT GOT ME LUMPED UP, BAD… … … People DON’T LIKE when you KNOW how to do it and make it LOOK EASY, and they STRUGGLE at it… So DO YOU and “PROTECT” YOURSELF FROM EVERYONE… … … LEARN how to LIVE YOUR LIFE for YOU with the GOAL of ADVANCEMENT and INCREASE of YOURSELF in a REALITY that is “COMPLETELY” UNDER YOUR AUTHORITY and CONTROL… … … NOTHING ELSE WORKS Cuz… … … DO EVERYTHING THAT is REAL “ON YOUR OWN”, NEVER EVER THINK that SOMEONE is there TO INCREASE YOU “OUTSIDE” of them “ONLY” HAVING the “CAPACITY” to INCREASE you… If they “CAN” CUT you, they “WILL”, MATHEMATICAL CERTAINTY… … … MEN ARE EVIL Cuz, and BELIEVE NO DIFFERENT… They CAN KILL and BELIEVE your LIFE NEVER MEANT ANYTHING to ANYONE ANYWAY… … … STAY AWAY FROM NIGGAS Cuz… NOT BLACK PEOPLE with MINDS, but NIGGAS… … … NIGGAS ARE EVIL Cuz… … … KEEP YOUR BODY “CLEAN, HEALTHY and PURE” Cuz, live INSIDE YOURSELF and NOT for ANYTHING OUTWARD… … … STAY STRONG Lil Cuz, and I’m “ALWAYS” rite here… … …

Maze- Featuring Frankie Beverly- We Are One

#BlackMagicIII

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