Good Evening Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this evening… Check it out y’all… We gon do things a LITTLE BIT DIFFERENTLY this EVENING, JUST for this EVENING, then we rite back at it wit BUILDING HAWAH in the SEXY and DELICIOUS like she SUPPOSED to be… … … YES MA’AM… … …

Tonight I NEED to ADDRESS a FEW things “OPENLY”, with THOSE that CONSIDER MYSELF and my BABIES as “FAMILY”, that HAVE “NOT” made THEMSELVES an “ENEMY” ALREADY, and OF COURSE my PRECIOUS, SWEET, DELICIOUS, AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL WIVES, my WHOLE ENTIRE EVERYTHING… … … I have “OPENLY” SHARED CERTAIN REALITIES about MY PERSONAL FAMILY and UPBRINGING with y’all for a MULTIPLICITY of REASONS, and I won’t go into ALL of them NOW… But the MAIN REASON is I WANTED my BABIES to GET “SOME” of WHAT MY REALITY has BEEN, and WHERE I COME from… … … I PERSONALLY FEEL that’s “EXTREMELY” IMPORTANT to “KNOW” about “ANY” MAN that “CALLS” HIMSELF “LEADING” ANYONE… If YOU DON’T KNOW WHERE he COMES FROM, and what BUILT him INTO the REALITY that HE IS, YOU DON’T KNOW the “ACTUAL” PERSON… Meaning, YOU DON’T “UNDERSTAND” the PERSON from the POSITION of “WHAT” has MOLDED them in “CERTAIN” ASPECTS and REALITIES… … …

I HAVE OPENLY ADDRESSED REALTIES that HAVE PRESENTED THEMSELVES, and I NEED to DO that “NOW” to be CLEAR as to “MY” MOTIVES and OBJECTIVES as CONCERNING those that I AM “PERSONALLY” RELATED to… … … “FIRST” I “NEED” to SAY this “OPENLY” so “EVERYTHING” READING, but “ESPECIALLY” my BEAUTIFUL WIVES HAVE a “CLEAR” UNDERSTANDING of “ACTUALS”… … … “MOST” DAMN NEAR “ALL” of MY FAMILY “TURNED” on ME at ONE of THEEE MOST “DELICATE and SENSITIVE” TIMES in MY LIFE… And “THIS” REALITY is a “NORM” for THEM… As I HAVE WRITTEN BEFORE, “THEY” HAVE “TURNED” on MYSELF in the PASSED at THEEE MOST SENSITIVE and DELICATE TIMES of LIFE… ACTUALLY to be “COMPLETELY” STRAIGHT FORWARD, MY FAMILY has “ALWAYS” TURNED on ME, or EITHER LEFT ME “COMPLETELY” FUCKIN “UNCOVERED” WHEN I NEEDED them “MOST”… … …

But the WHOLE “TRUTH” about that is “EVERY” SINGLE ONE of THOSE TIMES, there was a “COMMON DENOMINATOR”, and REASON for MYSELF BEING HANDLED like a FUCKIN DEVIL for ABSOLUTELY “NO CAUSE”… … … I WON’T GET into “THAT” ASPECT of it because it MAKES NO SENSE to… … … But what I DO NEED to SAY is THAT “MANY” of those that WERE LEAD ASTRAY as CONCERNING MYSELF by SOMEONE DEAR TO ME, were FAMILY that RESIDES OUTSIDE of TOWN, and REALLY HAVE NO “ACTUAL” INTERACTIONS and ACCESS to me to “KNOW” any DIFFERENTLY then WHAT was TOLD to THEM by SOMEONE, or THOSE “CLOSER” to ME… … … Now I “DO NOT” EXCUSE EVIL EXERCISED “AGAINST” MYSELF for “NO CAUSE”, when I’m “OPENLY” SAYING YOU GOT SHIT WRONG, “COME TALK TO ME”… … … But I DO “COMPLETELY” UNDERSTAND the “MIND” and OPERATIONS in WHICH MISLEAD MANY into those REALITIES and UNDERSTANDINGS… … … SO I “NEED” the WHOLE WORLD to KNOW that MY “WHOLE” FAMILY ISN’T COMPLETLEY FUCKED UP, there are THOSE that WERE “SERIOUSLY” MISLEAD to their UNDERSTANDINGS and CONCLUSIONS ABOUT MYSELF… … … AND “SOME”, NEVER TOOK SIDES AGAINST MYSELF to BEGIN WITH, JUST DIDN’T KNOW WHAT to MAKE of ALL of WHAT was COMING AT THEM… … … Even though ALL of this is “MY” ACTUAL LIFE and REALITY, I UNDERSTAND that its A LOT to TRY and TAKE in and UNDERSTAND at ONCE… … …

Now to THOSE that “HAVE TURNED” on MYSELF that “ARE” IN the THIS CITY, and ARE CLOSE ENOUGH to MYSELF, that I HAVE LOVED, PROTECTED and CARED FOR, and HAVE “SPOKEN and ACTED” AGAINST MYSELF for “NO CAUSE” in ANY WAY… … … This is the STRAIGHT FORWARD “FACTS” Y’all, and “THIS” is HOW “ACTUAL” REALITY WORKS… … … I “COMPLETELY” and TOTALLY “FORGIVE” “ALLLL” of YOU for YOUR HANDLING me LIKE a FUCKIN DEVIL, but the TRUTH is “ACTUAL” REALITY was CREATED for ME in those REALITIES… I UNDERSTAND with “MOST”, REALITY doesn’t WORK so ABSOLUTE, and “USUALLY” YOU can PRETTY MUCH DO WHATEVER YOU WANT to PEOPLE, and JUST MAKE an EXCUSE for BEING EVIL and “INTENTIONALLY” ATTEMPTING to DESTROY SHIT YOU DON’T FUCKIN UNDERSTAND… … … And that “USUALLY WORKS with “MOST” PEOPLE… But “I AM” NOT ONE of those PEOPLE… … …

EVEN THOUGH I LOVE “ALLL” of YOU, “MANY” of YOU I “DO NOT” HAVE ANY RESPECT FOR… And to SOMEONE WIRED “ONLY” to OPERATE in “ONE” UNDERSTANDING and REALITY, “THAT” is CONFUSING ENOUGH… … … STRAIGHT FORWARD I KILL PEOPLE that TARGET ME for NO REASON, or NO FAULT of MY OWN… AND I’m PERFECTLY CONTENT with that REALITY… So SOMEONE BEING WIRED the WAY that “I” AM, I DON’T DO WELL AROUND PEOPLE that I CAN’T TRUST… This is “ONE” MAJOR REASON I
KEEP my CIRCLE SMALL… Too MANY PEOPLE OPERATE in “ILLUSIONS” about ACTUAL REALITY, and “THINK” they CAN DO WHATEVER they WANT to PEOPLE, and YOU JUST SUPPOSED to ACT LIKE it AIN’T that SERIOUS… … .. Of COURSE this is “NEVER” AIMED at ANYONE that I LOVE, EVER, but I’m “SERIOUSLY” NOT LIKE THAT, I’ll SHOOT YO ASS for PLAYING WITH ME and MY LIFE… And I SEE that AS “PERFECTLY” NORMAL and ACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOR for CERTAIN MINDS in their “ILLUSIONS” that they CALL a REALITY… … … And I KNOW that “SOUNDS” FUCKED UP, but what’s even “MORE” FUCKED UP is WHAT the FUCK I’M ALWAYS GON BE LOOKING AT if I “DON’T” COMPLETLEY FUCKIN DESTROY and DISMANTLE my ENEMIES… … …

So EVEN though I LOVE “ALLL” of YOU DEARLY, and I “SERIOUSLY” WANT “ALLLL” of YOU to LIVE, and PROSPER at EVERY SINGLE THING YOU DO, MANY YOU WILL NEVER BE CLOSE to ME AGAIN… I’m JUST WIRED that WAY… And the WHOLE TRUTH is, AFTER my BABIES and I DO WHAT we GON DO, MANY of YOU WON’T SEE me ANYMORE… Well NOT IN PERSON… … … THOSE that ARE “EXCLUDED” of course ARE EXCLUDED from THAT… … …

EVEN THOUGH I LOVE ALL of YOU, MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE with this FAMILY HAS BEEN “ABSOLUTE” FUCKIN HELL… Y’all ARE “JUST” NOW SEEING what the FUCK I BEEN DEALING WITH MY WHOLE FUCKIN LIFE… FUCKIN GOOD RIDDANCE to MANY of YOU… FUCK… … … I SWEAR SOME OF Y’ALL SO FUCKIN BACKWARDS its SCARY that YOU “ACTUALLY” FREE TO MAKE YOUR OWN FUCKIN DECISIONS… WHAT THE FUCK… … … Y’all EVER BEEN so FUCKED UP by SOMEBODY that YOU HAVE to TAKE a FEW MINUTES to MAKE SURE AIN’T NOTHING WRONG WIT “YOU”?… … … STRAIGHT FORWARD I’m JUST “DONE” WIT HANDICAP MFKAS… … … Ok, CHECK IT OUT… I’m GON SAY THIS SO I DON’T HAVE to be PISSED OFF for NOTHING AGAIN… … … IF YOU DON’T KNOW, DON’T UNDERSTAND, or DON’T GET IT, DON’T WORRY ABOUT IT, IT AIN’T REALLY THAT IMPORTANT… … …

KING MAAZYAH

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