Good Evening/Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this evening/morning… Check it out… I’m SLEEPY… … … And I could REALLY BUST DOWN JUST how WONDERFUL “SLEEP” is rite now, but I’m SURE Y’all EXPERTS at it just as much as I AM… … … So what I’m saying is, “I DON’T REALLY FEEL LIKE THINKING THAT MUCH TONIGHT Y’all”… … … So just for TONIGHT, we’ll talk about something a little DIFFERENT…Then we RITE BACK to the DELICIOUSNESS… … …

Those of US who HAVE BEEN to “PRISON”, that “AIN’T ALREADY CRAZY”, and “SHOULD” be IN THAT MFKA, “KNOWS”, that PRISON is a “VERY VERY VERY DIFFERENT” WORLD and REALITY, and ALLL of its PRINCIPALITIES and LAWS ARE STRUCTURED AROUND “PSYCHOLOGICAL IMPRISONMENT”… … … And OF COURSE “MOST” people “KNOW” this ALREADY, but IF YOU DIDN”T, YOU BOUT TO… … … ANYONE “TELLING” YOU “PRISON” is about TRYING to “REFORM” a MIND, is a MFKA THAT’S EITHER GETTING “PAID” to say that SHIT, or ARE JUST “COMPLETELY” IGNORANT to “ACTUAL REALITY”… … … DO “I” PERSONALLY FEEL LIKE “PRISONS” ARE “NECESSARY”?… … … YES and NO… … … I WILL EXPLAIN… … …

WHEN YOU BUILD an “ARTIFICICAL REALITY” using “MINDS and GENETICS” “ALREADY” DOWNLOADED with their AUTHORITIES, IDENTITIES and REALITIES to PRODUCE ACCORDING to, or that is “INNATE” in THEM JUST as MUCH as BREATHING, with the “AIM” of PEACE, HARMONY and PRODUCTION of SOME SORT or ANOTHER ACCORDING to a “CERTAIN PREDETERMINED” UNDERSTANDING of “ACCURACY”, YOU “HAVE TO” HAVE SOME FORM of RESOURCE of PURGING REALITY of THOSE that ARE “NOT” BENEFICIAL to YOUR “ARTIFICIAL REALITY” and STRUCTURE… … … Now the reason why “I” say “PURGE”, is BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT PRISONS ARE “SUPPOSED” to be FOR… They ARE FOR “PURGING” EITHER the SOCIETY of the EVIL and MULTIPLICATION of IT, or THE “PRISONER” HIMSELF from the “DESIRE” to OPERATE ACCORDING to “HIS or HER” NATURAL DISPOSITION, and REALITY of REASONINGS, “IN MOST CASES”… … …

So FROM the POSITION of UNDERSRTANDING the “PURSUIT” of HARMONY “THROUGH” “ARTIFICIAL” MEANS, to PRODUCE an “ARTIFICAL REALITY” with “ANY” SUCCESS, “I” UNDERSTAND “WHY” PRISONS ARE NECESSARY… … …

HOWEVER… I AM of a “DIFFERENT” BREED of “INDIVIDUALS”… … … “OBVIOUSLY”… … … AND “I” PERSONALLY BELIEVE that PEOPLE SHOULD BE “OPENLY” EXECUTED for “EVIL” and CRIMES against “OTHERS” that ARE SEVERE ENOUGH WITHOUT MERIT or CAUSE, “BY” THOSE that THEY HAVE EXECUTED THEIR EVILS AGAINST… “WITH” the SUPPORT of the “WHOLE” COMMUNITY, REALITY, SOCIETY, FAMILY ETC… And THOSE that OFFEND in MINOR WAYS to a “COMMUNITY, FAMILY, SOCIETY ETC”, should be EITHER “EXILED” or “COMPLETELY SHAMED” BEYOND the POINT of them REGAINING the COURAGE to PURSUIT REALITY that is “NOT” in the “VERY BEST” INTERESTS of “EVERYONE ELSE”… … … PRISON is LITERALLY a REALITY that is ABOUT “MONEY, CONTROL and FEAR”, NO “REFORM” what so EVER… … …

Now HAVING SAID WHAT I “JUST” SAID, “MANY, MANY, MANY” MEN “AND” WOMEN “HAVE” COMPLETELY “REFORMED” “THEMSELVES” while “IN” a PRISON, and “PEOPLE” “DO” CHANGE and REFORM “THEMSELVES” in PRISONS if “THEY” SO CHOOSE to USE their ENERGY and SPACE ACCORDINGLY… … … BUT “PRISON” ITSELF is “NOT” DESIGNED to “REFORM” ANYONE… … … IF YOU WANT a PERSON to “CHANGE” from their that HAS BEEN “SUBJECT” to “ARTIFICIAL REALITY”, that HAS the “POTENTIAL” to CHANGE and BE a “VALUABLE” ASSET to “ANY” REALITY, “THEY” HAVE to BE “FORCED” into “ACTUAL REALITY”… … … Now WHAT EXACTLY do I MEAN BY “ACTUAL REALITY”… … …

WELL the TRUTH is, PEOPLE WHO ARE “EVIL”, and EXECUTE their EVIL AGAINST OTHERS  do it because they CAN GET AWAY with that SHIT without “ANY” REAL PUNISHMENT, or LIFE CHANGING REALITY being the RESULT of their EVILS… Meaning, EVIL PEOPLE TARGET OTHERS BECAUSE they “THINK” its RITE for them to DO, and THEY HAVE “FIGURED” a WAY for “THEM” to CAPITALIZE on “SOMEONE ELSE’S” IGNORANCE, INNOCENCE and WEAKNESS… SO WITH MINDS LIKE that, what they ARE “SHOWING” YOU is their MINDS HAVE BEEN “BUILT” in an “ARTIFICIAL REALITY”, PROTECTED by LAWS, UNDERSTANDINGS and REASONINGS that MAKING that REALITY a “CONCRETE” REALITY to OPERATE in for them at the LIFE, PARADISE and EXPENSE of OTHERS… … …

IN “ACTUAL REALITY”, or in a SOCIETY that DOES NOT HAVE an AGENDA BESIDES LIFE, LOVE, BEAUTY, FAMILY, EXCELLENCE, PEACE, JOY and PURITY, YOU HAVE a “COMPLETELY” DIFFERENT UNDERSTANDING of “REALITY”, and a COMPLETLEY DIFFERENT “GOVERNMENTAL MIND” in that SOCIETY, that SURVIVES on the INTERGRITY of THEIR FELLOW MAN or WOMAN… … … So WHAT YOU HAVE is SOCIETY that RECOGNIZES “LIFE” as the OBJECTIVE, as OPPOSED to REASONINGS and UNDERSTANDINGS BASED on LAWS that SUPPORT an “ARTIFICIAL REALITY” that “DOES NOT” HAVE the AUTHORITY to STAND “WITHOUT” SOMEONE SUFFERING BECAUSE “OTHERS” ARE EVIL and HANDICAP… … …

So in a SOCIETY LIKE THAT, “ESPECIALLY” with MINDS that “HAVE” SUFFERED BECUASE of “OTHERS” EVILS and HANDICAPS, and MINDS that “ONLY” SEEK PEACE, LOVE, JOY, LIFE ETC, what YOU HAVE IS MINDS that UNDERSTAND REALITY from “SUFFERING” BECAUSE of EVIL… Now I HAVE a QUESTION… … … THE OLD TIME YSRAYL DIDN’T RECOGNIZE “PRISONS” as an OPTION for THOSE that INFRINGED UPON “OUR” LIVES, PARADISE and PROPERTY… YOU KNOW what we DID if YOU FELT LIKE YOU COULD JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT to PEOPLE and “LIVE”?… … … Well, there were a NUMBER of THINGS we DID to PEOPLE LIKE THAT, but my POINT is, WE DIDN’T DEAL with that VERY MUCH because YOU WERE KILLED “OPENLY” IF YOU HAD the MIND and HEART to PRODUCE “THAT” TYPE of REALITY, or a REALITY where PEOPLE “SUFFER” because YOU STUPID, EVIL and DON’T GIVE a FUCK… … … AND if it was SERIOUS “ENOUGH”, that SHIT MIGHT HAVE GOT YOUR “WHOLE FAMILY” KILLED RITE ALONG WITH YOU… … … So HAVING REALITY so “ACTUAL”, PEOPLE’S MINDS were FORMED ACCORDING to a COMPLETLEY “DIFFERENET” SET of LAWS… … …

Ok, I REALLY “DIDN’T” plan to TALK about “SOME” of my VIEWS on “PRISON”, but when YOU ARE a “TEACHER” it just KINDA HAPPENS WITHOUT YOU REALLY TRYING to… … … What I WANTED to talk about was an EXPERIENCE that I HAD while IN PRISON that MAY HELP SOME UNDERSTAND “MY” APPROACH TOWARDS REALITY, and WHY “I” “DON’T” HARBOR “BITTERNESS” towards “ANY” GROUP of PEOPLE, or PEOPLE in GENERAL, “OUTSIDE” of those that “ARE EVIL”, and INTEND EVIL UPON “ANYONE” without WARRANT of CASUE… … …

“FIRST” UNDERSTAND “THIS”, MANY, MANY, MANY PEOPLE MEN and WOMEN, of “ALLL” BACKWARDS ARE “IN” PRISON, and HAVE BEEN TO PRISON and SHOULDN’T HAVE… BUT OF COURSE WE “ALLL” UNDRSTAND that “BLACK and BROWN” PEOPLE are DISPROPORTIONATELY IMPRISONED, and “MUCH” of it “IS” a RESULT of “MYTHS”, and “FEARS” that HAVE BEEN “AMPLIFIED” by WEAKNESS, IGNORANCE, IMPOTENCE, LACK and EVIL, of COURSE COUPLED with “OTHER” ACTUAL REALITIES… … … What do I MEAN?… … …

“ANYONE” of “ANY” INTELLIGNECE that is “NOT” INDOCTRINATED by “SOMEBODIES” RELIGION, or BELIEF SYSTEM will TELL YOU THAT “PRISON” WILL HAVE YOU “STARVING” for “INTELLIGENT” CONVERSATION that’s “NOT” HATE FILLED, RELIGION BASED, SHALLOW, or DEROGATORY TOWARD WOMEN… … … MOST of the MEN that ARE “IN” PRISONS ARE “SERIOUSLY” MOSTLY “FULLY GROWN CHILDREN” that SERIOUSLY “NEED” SOMEONE to “BABYSIT” their MINDS and ACTIONS for THEM so they DON’T DESTROY OTHERS and THEMSELVES JUST TRYING to LIVE… … …

But EVERY ONCE in a WHILE YOU STUBLE UPON “SOMEONE” with SOME TYPE of LIFE EXPERIENCES that HAVE BUILT their MINDS to REASON REALITY from a “DIFFERENT” POSITION… … … “ANYONE” that HAS EVER BEEN THROWN in the “HOLE” that’s NOT ALREADY CRAZY, for ANY REAL TIME will TELL YOU that “WHEN” YOU GET OUT that MFKA, YOU SERIOUSLY NEED a MINUTE to GET YO SHIT BACK together… … … And THOSE that “DON’T”REALIZE that they “DO”, are THOSE that “NEVER” LEFT PRISON… … …

But ANYWAY, “FRESH” out the HOLE I was PLACED on a “DIFFERENT” UNIT then when I WENT IN the HOLE… … … “THAT TIME”… … … AND it was “MOSTLY” YOUNGER GUYS ON the UNIT… “MOST” were PRETTY SMOOV, and REALLY JUST NEEDED SOMEONE “OLDER” that HAD some FUCKIN SENSE to SHOW them SOMETHING “OTHER” THEM MEN TRYING to “HARM THEM”, or DESTROY THEIR IMAGE as “YOUNG MEN”… … … I “ALWAYS” RAN a WORKOUT GROUP of GUYS that WORKED OUT EVERYDAY, and PRETTY MUCH KEPT EACH OTHER TOGETHER… I WOULD TEACH them the WORKOUT GAME, and WE would THROW the GYM AROUND… … … DAMN… … … And YOU KNOW WHAT’S CRAZY?… … … THEM NIGGAS FORGOT the LOVE SHOWN TOO, and TURNED ON ME wit the REST of THEM NIGGAS… … …

But ANYWAY, there was this “MIDDLE AGED” WHITE guy COME FRESH on the UNIT… WE’LL CALL HIM “DAN”… … … Now DAN was ONE of those PEOPLE that YOU WONDER “WHAT IN THE HELL DID “YOU” DO” to go to PRISON… … … This was like the WHITEST WHITE DUDE EVER BIRTHED ON EARTH… … … AND HE WAS “TERRIFIED”… … … So I FELT HIM OUT a LITTLE bit, TALKED to HIM and SEEN that he was REALLY an OK DUDE, PRETTY INTELLIGENT and HONEST, which is “RARE” in PRISON… … … But ANYWAY, on “MOST” UNITS YOU HAD AT LEAST ONE or TWO OLDER “PRISONERS” that PRETTY MUCH KEPT ALL THE YOUNGER KNUCKLE HEADS in LINE… AND IF HE/THEY were “RESPECTABLE” and TREATED EVERYONE GOOD, “EVERYBODY” LISTEN to THEM and BIT OFF THEIR MIND and ENERGY… … … So ON MY UNIT I WAS ONE of OLDER, BUT STILL YOUNG MEN that the YOUNGER MEN GRAVITATED TOWARDS… … …

For THOSE that “DON’T KNOW ME, or HAVE NEVER BEEN AROUND ME… … … EVEN THOUGH I DON’T POSSESS a SHY BONE in MY BODY, and DON’T HAVE a PROBLEM GIVING it TO YOU JUST LIKE I FEEL IT, “OPENLY”, I AM “NOT” a LOUD PERSON, or SOMEONE that SEEKS ATTENTION or ENERGY… … … AND BECAUSE I CAN BE VERY INTIMADATING, “UNINTENTIONALLY”, MOST PEOPLE that DON’T KNOW ME “TRY” to STAY AWAY from ME… … …But ANYWAY, “DAN” JUST GOT to that PRISON, “FRESH” on the UNIT and HE DIDN’T HAVE HIS PROPERTY YET… SO BECAUSE they FEED YOU “NOTHING” in PRISON, HE HAD NO FOOD for the NIGHT and WAS SERIOUSLY LOOKING at DYING before the NIGHT was OUT… … … YOU COULD SEE it in HIS FACE… … …

ONE TRADITION in PRISON is, RITE BEFORE LOCK DOWN for the NIGHT, EVERYBODY RUSHIN to USE the MICROWAVE to COOK them a LITTLE DISH or SOMETHING to YOU CAN “ACTUALLY” WAKE UP in the MORNING and NOT DIE in YO SLEEP… … … So “EVERYBODY” in LINE in the REC ROOM WAITING to USE the MICROWAVE, and DAN is THERE HEAT UP SOME “COFFEE”… … … NOW “I” KNOW this MAN JUST GOT to the UNIT, and he MISSED DINNER, so NOT ONLY is HE HUNGRY BUT THAT COFFEE BOUT to KEEP HIS ASS UP to SUFFER EVERY BIT of that SHIT… … …

So I’m COOKING my “SURVIVAL MEAL” for the NIGHT with DAN WAITING to USE the MICROWAVE AFTER for his “COFFEE”… … … ANYONE that KNOWS ME, or ANYONE that’s BEEN LOCKED UP with ME, “KNOWS” that “I’m” NOT gon EAT IN FRONT of YOU, or “ACT” LIKE I DON’T KNOW  “YOU” NOT HUNGRY TOO and “NOT” OFFER YOU SOME… “IF” YOU ARE a GOOD PERSON and I LIKE YOU… … … I KNEW the GUYS that DAN was IN THE ROOM WITH WAS “NOT” GON GIVE HIS ASS “ANYTHING”… SHIT, EVEN IF HER ASKED… … … SO when I WENT down to COOK my FOOD I TOOK “DOUBLE” than what I would “NORMALLY” COOK for MYSELF…

I HAD a “SINGLE ROOM”, so I was BY MYSELF in my ROOM and DIDN’T HAVE to WORRY ABOUT ANYONE ELSE… AND my NIGHTLY ROUTINE was COOK my FOOD, drop it off in ROOM after I cooked it, QUICK grab my SHOWER STUFF and HANDLE my WATER, and LOCK DOWN AFTER THAT… … …

SO I’m in the REC ROOM COOKING my FOOD, DAN is BEHIND me TALKING , STILL HALFWAY SCARED because ALLL THESE YOUNG NIGGAS AROUND HIM LOUD, ROWDY and SHIT… SO I’m COOKIN, NEVER TOLD HIM that I was COOKING for HIM TOO… … … SO AFTER I COOK, I SHOOT UP to my ROOM, drop my FOOD OFF, GRAB my THINGS for my SHOWER and HANDLE my BUSINESS… … … I WAS “ALWAYS” one of the LAST, if NOT THEEE LAST to LOCK IN on OUR UNIT because I ALWAYS took my SHOWERS RITE BEFORE LOCK DOWN… … … So they CALL COUNT OVER the ENTERCOM SYSTEM, and YOU SUPPOSED to be “IN” YOUR ROOM at that TIME, but YOU KNOW… … … So I GET back to my ROOM, do what I NEED to do before I EAT, DIVIDEd UP the FOOD that I COOKED into ANOTHER BOWL to GIVE to DAN… … …

So I WALK TO HIS ROOM, LOOK in the WINDOW before I KNOCK, and DAN SITTING DOWN, DRINKING HIS “COFFEE” reading a BOOK, and “BOTH” HIS CELLIES “EATIN BIG DUMB ASS BOWLS” of FOOD… NIGGAS GOT KOOL AID and SHIT… … … WIT ICE IN IT… … … SMH… … … So I KNOCK on the DOOR, they ALLL LOOK up and I POINT at DAN to COME to the DOOR… … … BOTH of HIS CELL MATES were a LITTLE THROWN OFF… AGAIN this was LIKE the WHITEST WHITE DUDE in the JOINT, and HE “JUST” GOT THERE… … … SO HE COMES to the DOOR and I ASKED HIM if HE WANTED the BOWL in my HAND… … … JUST JUST TOLD I MADE TOO MUCH, and wasn’t gon EAT the REST of IT so HE WOULDN’T FEEL SHAMED… … … AND HE TOOK IT and THANKED ME GREATLY… … …

AFTER THAT he was STILL THE WHITEST WHITE DUDE in the UNIT, but he was an OK GUY, HAD A LOT of KNOWLEDGE and VERY INTELLIGENT… It was “REFRESHING” to CONVERSE with HIM from TIME to TIME about THIS or THAT… HE EVEN WORKED OUT WIT me and the GUYS a FEW TIMES… … …

ONE DAY I’m OUTSIDE on the PATIO on our UNIT, just CHILLIN by MYSELF, and DAN COMES OUT… … … “HEY”, can I ASK YOU a QUESTION… … … “SHOOT”… … … WHY ARE YOU SO DIFFERENT than “MOST” BLACK GUYS?… … … “WHAT YOU MEAN DAN”?… … … YOU’RE just DIFFERENT, and YOU SHOULDN’T BE HERE… … … Well DAN I’m DIFFERENT because I’m “ME”, I THINK FOR “MYSELF”, and I GIVE ENERGY to WHAT and WHO “I” WANT to GIVE ENERGY TO, “NOT” what PEOPLE “THINK” I SHOULD, or WANT me TO… … …

WHEN PEOPLE just “RECEIVE” the REALITY THROWN AT THEM, and LET WHAT has BEEN “PREDETERMINED” for them to BE “ACTUAL REALITY”, “ALLL” of THEIR MIND and ITS REASONINGS on REALITY is “ARTIFICIAL”, therefore its a “THREAT” to “REAL LIFE, LOVE, BEAUTY, PEACE, EXCELLENCE and PURITY”… … … THERE is “NO CONNECTIONS to “ACTUAL LIFE and REALITY”… … …

“MY PEOPLE” PERISH for their “LACK” of KNOWLEDGE, and MY PEOPLE PERISH from “ARTIFICIAL KNOWLEDGE” as WELL… IF YOU “TEACH” PEOPLE they ARE “SLAVES” and they WILL “ONLY” DIE the DEATH of “SLAVE” APPROACHING REALITY IN “ILLUSIONS”, YOU GIVE THEM a “CHOICE”… … … MANY, MANY, MANY BLACK PEOPLE GRAVITATE TOWARDS “BITTERNESS” because its a “MASK” for “IMPOTENCE”… YES, WE “ALLL” KNOW that BLACK and BROWN PEOPLE have “REASON” to be “BITTER” at a “GOVERNMENTAL MIND and STRUCTURE” that FORCES THEM INTO THIS or THAT REALITY of DESTRUCTION and DEATH by DESIGN… … … But, IF YOU’RE BITTER with PEOPLE that ARE SUFFERING in the “VERY SAME” REALITY as “YOU”, YOU JUST DID NOTHING to CHANGE YOU or ANYONE ELSE… … …  IF YOU “TRY” to FORCE a MIND of LIGHT, ACCURACY and STRENGTH into a REALITY and IDENTITY that is “NOT” our OWN, MORE than LIKELY we GON TURN the LIGHTS ON, FREE ALLL “YOUR” SLAVES and TURN THEM AGAINST YOU… … … SO REALLY it just BREAKS down to AUTHORITY to PROCESS REALITY ACCORDING to “ACTUALS”, as OPPOSED to what is “PREDETERMINED” that LEADS to MORE HATERED, DESTRUCTION and DEATH… … … And SOMETIMES YOU just NEED a BEAUTIFUL, STRONG, TOUGH, THICK SKINNED, HARD HEADED ASS NIGGA at the WHEEL to HELP with the “ACTUALS” about REALITY on EARTH… … …

Teddy Pendergrass- Love is the Power

Tomorrow we continue our course

KING MAAZYAH

 

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