Good Afternoon Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this afternoon… … …Check it out Y’all… … … I’m NOT gonna write TODAY, “JUST” for TODAY… … … But I WOULD like to HAVE a FEW BREIF WORDS with my DELICIOUS QUEENS “FIRST”, then a FEW PEOPLE in my BIOLOGICAL FAMILY… … …

As OF TEN o CLOCK this MORNING my “DIVORCE” from DARKNESS is COMPLETE and FINAL… … … Ooooh Wee Y’all don’t even UNDERSTAND… … … I SWEAR Y’all DON’T… … … And “THAT” is why I’m not WRITING this EVENING… … … I’m NOT too MUCH of a “DRINKER”, but I’m gon have MY BLACK ASS a SHOT or TWO this evening… … … BULLSHIT AIN’T NOTHING… … … Shit I’m DRINKNIG AT HOME, so it MAY EVEN BE “THREE or FOUR”… … …

I NEED “ALLL” of MY BEAUTFUL QUEENS to KNOW and UNDERSTAND that “YOU” ARE my WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD, and Y’all HAVE “NO IDEA” HOW MUCH STRENGTH that “YOU” have GIVEN “ME”… … … SERIOUSLY… … … I FIGHT a WAR that “NO ONE” is REALLY CONNECTED to but “ME”… AND “THAT” WAR is SOMETHING that “I” BEEN MUSCLING ON my OWN SINCE “BIRTH”… And for the VERY “FIRST” TIME in my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE, “I” DON’T FEEL “ALONE”… AND “THAT” is a “BEAUTIFUL FEELING”… I ALMOST DON’T EVEN UNDERSTAND IT… … … It FEELS BEAUTIFUL THOUGH… … … And its “ALLL” BECAUSE of “YOU”… I LOVE YOU sooo MUCH my PRECIOUS LOVES… … … AND ALLL Y’all DON’T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU LINED UP FOR… Ooooh Wee I SWEAR Y’all DON’T… … …

To “ALLL” of my “YOUNGER” FEMALE COUSINS I WOULD LIKE to HAVE a WORD WITH YOU that I’ve BEEN WAITING UNTIL “TODAY” to HAVE WITH YOU… … … “FIRST” I NEED for “Y’all” to UNDERSTAND that “NONE” of this is “ANY” of YOUR FAULT “AT ALLL”… … … THIS REALITY is SOMETHING that “I” KNEW would BE a REALITY “LONG AGO”… “HOW” it MANIFEST was “COMPLETELY” OUTSIDE MY REALITY and CONTROL, which is what MADE it “SOOO” INCREDIBLY DIFFICULT… … …

LET BIG CUZ TELL YOU SOMETHING “STRAIGHT FORWARD” that “ALLL” of Y’all “NEED” to HEAR… … … I DON’T CARE WHAT “LOOKS” CUTE, FUNNY, INTERESTING and LIKE a JOKE, when YOU “PLAY” with a MAN’S LIFE “YOU” ARE “SUPPOSED” to be “KILLED”… … … PERIOD… … … THERE ARE SUPPOSED to be “NO” QUESTIONS ASKED, and ABSOLTELY “NO REMORSE” for YOU NOT “ONLY” GETTIN YO FUCKIN BRAINS BLOWED OUT for “PLAYING” with a GROWN MAN, but NO REMORSE for SPENDING the REST of “FOREVER” in the REALITY of YOUR SIN and HELL… … … AND YOU “ESPECIALLY” NEED to DIE DOIN that SHIT to a MAN that HAS “ONLY” EVER LOVED YOU and TAKEN CARE of YOU… … … SO “YES” I TORCHED Y’all ASS CONTINUALLY… … … BUT HAD it BEEN “ANYBODY” ELSE even “REMOTELY” JUST LIKE BIG CUZ, “YOU” WOULD “NOT” BE HERE READIN THIS… … …

AND “THAT” is the REALITY that “I” NEED for Y’all to UNDERSTAND… YOU ARE INTELLIGENT, STRONG, BEAUTIFUL “YOUNG WOMEN”, with YOUR “OWN” MINDS and UNDERSTANDING… But LISTENING to “OTHERS”, FAMILY or NOT, WILL GET YO ASS KILLED THINKING YOU GON DO WHATEVER YOU WANT to PEOPLE’S LIVES and its JUST gon BE FINE BECAUSE its “YOU”… … … “I” SERIOUSLY “DON’T” HAVE a PROBLEM KILLIN “ANYBODY” that PUTS themselves in MY FAMILY BUSINESS, “ESPECIALLY” to DO ME and MY FAMILY HARM… … … AND “ANY” REAL MAN FEELS “EXACTLY” the SAME WAY… … … Y’all can “THINK” its CUTE BEHAVING like THESE PUNK ASS HOES OUT HERE, but THAT’S EXACTLY HOW YOU WILL BE HANDLED… NOBODY BUT BITCH ASS NIGGAS, and PUNK ASS HOES HAVE “ANY” PATIENCE for “EVIL” and DUMB SHIT… … … AND I “PERSONALLY” NEVER FEEL “ANYTHING” for SOMEONE GETTIN THEMSELVES KILLED FUCKIN with the WRONG PERSON… … …

BUT I “ALSO” NEED for YOU to UNDERSTAND that “I” COMPLETELY FORGIVE “ALLL” of YOU YOUNGER COUSINS… I DON’T BELIEVE that “ANY” of YOU ARE WORTHLESS PUNK ASS BITCHES, that DESERVE to DIE a THOUSAND DEATHS… BUT I DO BELIEVE that Y’ALL MADE an “EXTEMELY” DANGEROUS and FOOLISH MISTAKE that “VERY EASILY” COULD HAVE “COST” YOU YOUR LIFE had it “NOT” BEEN BIG CUZ that YOU DID that SHIT TO… … … SO I NEED for Y’all toLEARN and LET ALLL that SHIT GO… … …

To MY “ONE” OLDER FEMALE COUSIN that TOOK UP ARMS AGAINST “ME”… … … Check it out… I SERIOUSLY DON’T KNOW “WHAT” the FUCK IS WRONG WIT YOU… TURNING ON YOUR YOUNGER COUSIN that “ONLY” LOVED YOU and TOOK CARE of YOU, MAKES “NO SENSE” to ME at ALLL… AND NOT “ONLY” that, YOU STUCK to that SHIT to the END… … … But ANYWAY, I FORGIVE YOU from WANTING to KILL YO ASS, and I FORGIVE YOU FOR BEING DESTROYED BY YOU… … … I PERSONALLY DON’T LIKE YOUR KIND, and I “DON’T” TRUST YO ASS AT FUCKIN ALLL… Other PEOPLE MAY BEHAVE “DIFFERENTLY” SEEING HOE SHIT LIKE THAT, but NOT ME…. I CAN’T HAVE PEOPLE even CLOSE to ME that I CAN’T TRUST… … … SO I FORGIVE “YOU”, but I STILL NEED for YOU to STAY AWAY from ME, and I’LL STAY AWAY from “YOU”… I HAVE “NO RESPECT” for YOU, and I REALLY JUST DOIN this for “ME”… … …

Now to the REST of my BIOLOGICAL FAMILY… I trust that ALLL of us HAVE LEARNED a GREAT DEAL from this WHOLE EXPERIENCE, but that SHIT OVER WIT… Let that SHIT GO… … …

KING MAAZYAH

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