Good Evening/Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this evening/morning… … … YSRAYL, “TONIGHT”, we’re gonna just clear the air a little bit… … … Y’all already KNOW how it is “AFTER” some “BULLSHIT” don jumped off, BLACK PEOPLE GOTTA BE “WRANGLED” BACK TOGETHER… … … FUCK THAT… … … It AIN’T “ONE” AUTHENTIC NIGGA READIN “THIS” RITE NOW that’s IN THE MOOD to BE LEARNING “SHIT”… … … WHEN BLACK PEOPLE GET FUCKED WIT WHILE WE WAS MINDING OUR BUSINESS, YOU AIN’T GON “TALK” US THROUGH a “PEACEFUL” RESOLUTION to SHIT, and WE AIN’T DID SHIT but STAYED in OUR LANE… … … IF WE AIN’T GON DO NOTHING to YOU, WE GOTTA “AT LEAST” GET TOGETHER, TALK SHIT ABOUT IT and BARBEQUE… … … BULLSHIT AIN’T NOTHIN… … …

I TOLD Y’all when I was a KID, we MOVED AROUND “A LOT”… … … We DIDN’T HAVE a WHOLE LOT, and it was “ALWAYS” ROUGH… I MEAN “ALWAYS”… … … We MOVED AROUND “SO MUCH”, that I ALWAYS “EXPECTED” to MOVE EVERY COUPLE YEARS… I just thought that was the WAY IT WORKED… … … My DAD was COMPLETELY “OUTSIDE” the PICTURE DOIN “WHATEVER” he was DOIN, and it was just MY MOM, MYSELF and my YOUNGER BROTHER… My YOUNGER BROTHER and I HAVE DIFFERENT FATHERS… I AM the “ONLY” CHILD that my FATHER EVER HAD… And my BROTHER’S DAD wasn’t NO BETTER than “MY DAD”, so it was REALLY JUST US… … …

For a FEW YEARS in the LATE 80’s, EARLY 90’s, we stayed in a spot off 24th and Capitol… And if “ANYONE” READIN “REMEMBERS” what was goin on DURING “THAT” TIME in “THAT” AREA, it was “LITERALLY” LIKE a “WARZONE”… … … THEM NIGGAS WAS KILLIN EACH OTHER like “CRAZY”… … … It wasn’t “ONE” NIGHT YOU “DIDN’T” HEAR GUNSHOTS “ALLL” AROUND YOU… AND it was like “EVERYDAY” somebody’s BROTHER, COUSIN, UNCLE, FATHER, EVEN SISTERS and MOTHERS was GETTIN SHOT and KILLED… … …

So as a KID, even though I “WANTED” TO, I “NEVER” EXPECTED to BE AROUND LONG… … … On top of “ALLL” that SHIT “CONSTANTLY”, even though I “DIDN’T” COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND “ALLL” of IT at the TIME, “I” was the “KING’S” “SON”, and “I” HAD an “EXTREMELY” HIGH BOUNTY on MY HEAD… I KNEW THIS when I was a CHILD… DIDN’T COMPLETLEY UNDERSTAND “WHY” I was a “TARGET”, DIDN’T WANT to BE a TARGET… I just KNEW that “ALLL” of MY SPIRITUAL ENEMIES that were MANIFESTING in DIFFERENT WAYS “PHYSICALLY”, and IF THEY KEPT that SHIT UP, I FELT LIKE I WASN’T GON MAKE IT… … … I WAS BY “MYSELF”… … … AND it was JUST “BAD” ALLL AROUND ME “ALLL” the TIME, and I JUST wanted to BE AWAY… SOMETIMES I EVEN FELT LIKE it would HAVE BEEN BETTER IF I WAS KILLED… I WOULDN’T “ALWAYS” be HAVING to FIGHT… … … JUST “CONSTANT” FIGHTING… … … As a “KID”, when YOU DON’T REALLY UNDERSTAND “EVERYTHING”, but YOU LIVE in a REALITY LIKE the ONE THAT “I” DO, DEATH is SCARY, but SO IS “EVERY SINGLE DAY”… … … On top of “WONDERING” if “THAT” is GONNA BE the DAY… … …

It wasn’t just “GROWN MEN” GETTIN KILLED… When YOUR “CLASSMATES”, and FREINDS GETTING KILLED that YOU GREW UP WIT IN THE HOOD, for “NOTHING” much OTHER than for the “VERY SAME SHIT” I was GUILTY of… BEING a KID in the WRONG PLACE and TIME… … … So GROWING UP like that YOU GROW UP “FAST”… … … TOO FAST… … … The “FIRST” TIME I HAD a GUN PULLED on ME, I WAS “TWELVE” YEARS OLD… … … When YOU HAVE “GROWN MAN” RESPONSIBILITIES like PROTECTING “LIFE”, STARTING with “YOUR OWN”, as a “CHILD”, but YOU “STILL” TRYING to MAKE “ACCURATE” SENSE out of a WORLD that SEEMS to just want to “DESTROY YOU”, YOU JUST PLAY YOUR POSITION UNTIL YOU CAN MAKE YOUR “OWN RULES”, and CHANGE YOUR “OWN” LIFE and REALITY… … …

GROWING UP LIKE “I” DID, YOU GROW into “ONE of TWO” THINGS… THE “SOLUTION or the PROBLEM”… … … A LOT of BLACK MEN and WOMEN have HAD MUCH of the VERY SAME EXPERIENCES that “I” HAVE HAD… THOSE of US that “ACTUALLY” HAVE OUR RITE MIND, and UNDERSTAND “ACTUALS” ABOUT REALITY, “ALLL” have THE “VERY SAME MIND”… … … “WE JUST DONE”… … … MEANING, WE JUST “DONE” LIVING LIKE DARKNESS and WE’RE “NOT”… DON’T MEAN “WE” BLAME “ANYONE” for “OUR” SITUATION, “IT’S” OURS, and “WE” HAVE to “CHANGE IT”… … … BUT WE DONE… … …

WE DONE FUCKIN PLAYIN GAMES WIT WHITE PEOPLE, BLACK PEOPLE, RED PEOPLE, BLUE PEOPLE… WE DONE MAKING “EXCUSES” for OUR SITUATION BEING FUCKED UP, and WE DONE LETTING “OTHER PEOPLE” TELL “US” WHAT WE’RE SUPPOSED to HAVE, and WHAT WE CAN and SHOULD be DOIN with OUR MIND and ENERGY… WE JUST DONE… … …

So WHAT that “MEANS” for “LIGHT” when “WE” DONE… It MEANS that WE GON “MIND” OUR BUSINESS and BUILD “OUR LIFE, HOME, REALITY and KINGDOM” ACCORDING to “OUR” DESIGN and AUTHORITY, and “WE” GON LIVE “EXACTLY” the WAY that WE “WANT” and “NEED” to LIVE for “OUR” HEALTH, PEACE, JOY, INCREASE, PLEASURE and HAPPINESS… AND BECAUSE WE “ARE” LIGHT, LIFE and LOVE, “WE” ARE OPEN and WE “WELCOME” “FAMILY” that is LIGHT, LIFE and LOVE, and RESPECT our LIFE and REALITY… … … GENUINE ACCURATE “LIGHT” ONLY HAS the AUTHORITY to “SEE”, and OPERATE ACCORDING to LIGHT… MEANING, COLORS and BACKGROUNDS MEAN NOTHING to US… … …

“HOWEVER”… … …”PLEASE” UNDERSTAND that “WE” WILL “NOT” BE “STOPPED” by ANYONE for “ANY” REASONS… … … MEANING, IF “WE” ARE ACTED UPON, “WE” “WILL” DESTROY “ANY” and “ALLL” of OUR THREAT with the “BEAUTY, STRENGTH, GLORY and AUTHORITY of OUR KINGDOM, IDENTITIES and RITES as LIGHT, LIFE and MANKIND… … …

So WHAT I’m SAYING is “THIS”, STRAIGHT FORWARD… … … I’m JUST WRITING RITE NOW, and I’m JUST MINDING MY BUSINESS BUILDING “MY/OUR” FAMILY… “BUT”… … … PLEASE “DO NOT” THINK that YOU ARE PLAYING with a “CHILD”… … … AND PLEASE DON’T THINK that “MY AUTHORITY” DOESN’T EXTEND “COMPLETELY” INTO the HEAVENS and THE THRONE OF YAH “HIMSELF”… … … AND “THAT” can be “PROVEN” VERY EASILY IF NEED BE… … … MY POINT is THIS… IF YOU “NOT” WITH US, JUST “PLEASE” STAY OUT OUR WAY… “I’M” DONE PLAYING WITH DEVILS, and IF YOU HAVEN’T NOTICED, “ALLL” of MY “FAMILY” is DONE as WELL… … … I AM “ONLY” HERE FOR LIGHT, LIFE, BEAUTY, LOVE, HARMONY and PEACE… THAT’S ALLL I “EVER” WANTED for MYSELF, MY BABIES and MY FAMILY… … … BUT I “CAN” GET BUTT FUCKIN UGLY and “ONLY” RECEIVE LIFE FOR IT IF and WHEN I “NEED” to BE… … …

SO PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME/US ALONE if YOU “DON’T” WANT a WAR FOR “NOTHING”… BECAUSE “THAT’S” EXACTLY WHAT YOU GON GET IF WE KEEP GETTIN FUCKED WIT FOR MINDING OUR BUSINESS… … … “NOBDOY” WANTS that SHIT… MYSELF “FIRST”… … … BUT WE NEED to “ESTABLISH” SOME “RESPECT” THE OLD FASHION WAY if I/WE “HAVEN’T” EARNED it BY NOW… … …

KING MAAZYAH

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