Good Afternoon Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this afternoon… … … So “BEFORE” I LAY ALLL THIS DOWN and “SEAL IT”… I would like to EXPLAIN a “FEW THINGS” “OPENLY” so that MY UNDERSTANDING as to “WHY” I AM DOIN this is “CLEAR”… … …

Many of Y’all READING UNDERSTAND that “MY BIOLOGICAL FAMILY” TURNED ON ME “WHILE” I was “SACRIFICING” MY LIFE FOR “THEM”… AND THEY “DID” EVERYTHING IN “THEIR” POWER TO “DESTROY” ME, MY COURSE, MY LIFE and HOME STRUCTURE… THEY BELITTLED ME and TORE ME DOWN as a MAN, they INSULTED my CULTRUE, MY KINGDOM, MY KING, MY REALITY, MY QUEENS, MY IDENTITY, THE WORK that I HAVE PUT “ON MY OWN” that HAS MADE me a “MAN”… THEY HAVE “COMPLETELY” FUCKED UP “ALLLL” OF MY RELATIONSHIPS WITH MY “YOUNGER and OTHER” COUSINS… AND they DID THAT BECAUSE THEY RECOGNIZED “ME” to BE AN “ENEMY” of SOME SORT… … … SO LITERALLY “ALLL” of MY FAMILY TURNED ON ME LISTENING TO a “ANIMAL, DEVIL, EVIL, DISGUSTING, PERVERTED, DEMON FILLED, DEAD ASS HOE BITCH that is GONNA BURN IN ABSOLUTE FUCKIN TORMENT and DESTRUCTION “FOREVER”… … …

Now “FIRST” I would LIKE to EXPLAIN “THIS”… MOST of those READIN WOULD UNDERSTAND that ONE of MY SLIGHTLY OLDER “FEMALE” COUSINS was “MUCH” of the ENERGY in TUNRING MY FAMILY “AGAINST” ME… THAT DEVIL ASS BITCH DID THAT SHIT “WITHOUT” TALKING TO ME, or EVEN a SLIGHT MIND to “PROTECT ME” FROM a FUCKIN DEVIL… And THIS BITCH WOULD LITERALLY CALL ME FOR ANTYHING and “NEVER” HEARD the WORD “NO”… … … BUT I “REALLY” NEED something to BE “CLEAR” for a FEW REASONS… … …

I HAD a “VERY SERIOUS” SITUATION ERUPT with a FEW of MY MALE COUSINS… And THE REASON that I NEED to MAKE THIS “WHOLE” THING CLEAR, is BECAUSE I NEED for “EVERYONE” to “SEE” the PERVERTION that THIS FAMILY OPERATES ACCORDING… AND I “REALLY” NEED my YOUNGER COUSINS to UNDERSTAND that the “INDOCTRINATION” that “WE” WERE “TAUGHT” is ALLL LIES, EVIL, and COMES “STRAIGHT” FROM the DEVILS that OWN THAT FAMILY… THE ONES that “TAUGHT US” DON’T EVEN LIVE BY, or PROTECT and BELIEVE the SHIT that they TAUGHT “US”… … …

So “MY” COUSINS “ATTACKED” ME in a VERY SERIOUS WAY, and THE “REASON” that THEY “ATTACKED” ME was BECASUE ONE OF MY “AUNTS”, WHOM I LOVED SOOOO MUCH, I LITERALLY COULD HAVE NEVER EVER SEEN ANY HURT, HARM or DANGER COME TO HER, “SIC’D” THEM ON ME LIKE a FUCKIN PUNK ASS BITCH… … … NOW “THIS” is WHAT “I” NEED FOR “EVERYONE” to UNDERSTAND… … … IF I DIDN’T LOVE MY COUSINS AS MUCH as I DO, I WOULD HAVE NOT EVEN THOUGHT “TWICE” ABOUT KILLIN “BOTH” OF THEM… … … NOW I DON’T KNOW IF ANY of Y’all UNDERSTAND what “THAT” type of REALITY DOES to SOMEONE… MEANING, YOU LOVE SOMEONE WITH EVERYTHING, NO GUARDS UP, AND THEY SIC YOUR FAMILY THAT YOU LOVE “AGAINST”, LISTENING to a DEVIL BITCH… … …

SO NOT ONLY WAS I FUCKED UP because the WOMAN that I LOVED and TRUSTED SAW ME LIKE a FUCKIN BITCH ASS NIGGA ENOUGH TO TRY and SIC MFKAS ON ME, but I SERIOUSLY HAD a MIND to KILL MY OWN FAMILY BECAUSE of ALLL the EVIL I WAS ENDURING for “NO CAUSE”, and THESE NIGGAS WAS MOCKIN ME LIKE SOME BITCHES… … … AND LET ME HELP YOU UNDERSTAND… … … “YOU” FUCKED YO NEPHEWS and KIDS UP with THAT FUCKIN BROKEN, PUNK BITCH ASS SHIT… … … AND I SERIOUSLY WOULDA KILLED “BOTH” of them NIGGAS FOR FUCKIN WIT ME if WE WEREN’T as CLOSE as WE WERE… … … YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND WHAT “THAT” TYPE of STRESS and PAIN that PUTS to a “MAN”, BUT YOU ALMOST FOUND OUT… … …

THEN ON TOP of it Y’all, SHE TIRED TO “HIDE” the SHIT LIKE a FUCKIN DEVIL… LIKE I DIDN’T “KNOW” IMMEDIATELY WHEN I GOT OUT OF JAIL, “SOON” as I SAW YOU WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOIN ON… … … SO WHEN Y’all READ that I ENDURED “CERTAIN” CUTS that I WASN’T BUILT FOR, “THAT’S” WHAT I’m TALKING ABOUT… SOMEONE that I “ONLY” SEEN and RESPECTED as a “MOTHER”, COMPLETELY TURNED on ME and SENT MFKAS FOR ME LIKE a EVIL ASS BITCH… … … NONE of THESE PEOPLE “COMPLETELY” UNDERSTANDING “WHO’S” LIFE they’re PLAYING WITH… … …

So YES A COUPLE of MY MALE COUSINS ACTED LIKE SOME COMPLETE FUCKIN BITCH ASS NIGGAS, and CAME AFTER ME LISTENING TO SOME BROKEN BITCHES PLEAD a CASE AGAINST THEY NIGGA WITHOUT TALKING to ME… But WHY I HALFWAY “DON’T” COMPLETELY BLAME “THEM”, is BECAUSE THEY WERE “NOT” IN TOWN, or CLOSE ENOUGH TO ME to “SEE” ANYTHING “DIFFERNT”, and I “CONPLETELY” UNDERSTAND the “CULTURE” of MY FAMILY… AND SHIT LIKE “THAT” is “NORMAL” IN DIFFERENT WAYS and EXPRESSIONS… SO it’s “THE OLDER” GENERATIONS is WHO GOT US YOUNGER ONES ALLL FUCKED UP, FIGHTIN LIKE DEVILS and SHIT, and WE WASN’T RAISED “NOTHING” LIKE THAT… OUR GENERATION WAS TAUGHT TO “REPECT and FOLLOW” OUR ELDERS… AND “THAT’S” WHAT’S FUCKIN US UP “MOSTLY”… “ALLLLLLLLL” THEM MFKAS IS COMPLETELY FUCKED UP… AND THEY “FUCKED US UP”… … … “ALLLLL” OF US iS FUCKED UP “BY OUR PARENTS”… … … WE LIVING BACKWARDS and SHIT, TRYNA HOLD ON to SHIT BECAUSE “THAT’S” WHAT WE WERE “TAUGHT”, NOT BECAUSE that SHIT ACTUAL DOES ANYTHING but KEEP YOU CURSED and DEAD… … …

SO THAT’S the EXPLAINATION of THAT… “COUSINS” BEEFIN and SERIOUSLY COULD HAVE TURNED INTO SOMETHING ELSE “IF” the RITE COCKTAIL of EVENTS were PUT IN PLACE, because OUR “PARENTS” DOIN THIS FUCKIN BITCH ASS SHIT TO US… … … AND “NOT” ONE MFKA HAS “SAID” ANYTHING to ME ABOUT FUCKIN NOTHIN… … …

SO SINCE “NONE” of MY FUCKIN FAMILY HAS SUPPORTED “ANY” OF THIS, or ME WHILE DOIN IT IN “ANY” REAL CONCRETE WAY, GUESS WHO AIN’T GETTIN INTO the KINGDOM, and IS GON DIE IN THEIR SIN, “COMPLETELY” UNCOVERED, and GUILTY of “MY BLOOD”… … … YUP… … … THE HISTORIC “YSRAYL” Y’all… … … DON’T ALLL THIS SHIT SOUND “JUST” LIKE SCRIPTURAL “YSRAYL”?… … … “KILL” THE “ONLY” NIGGA THAT CAN DO “ANYTHING” FOR YO FUCKIN ASS… … … WHILE LAUGHIN, JOKIN, PARTYIN and SHIT, “HALFWAY” DISCONNECTED SO YOU CAN “BAIL” IF I FUCK UP, or GET FUCKED UP and REMAIN “UNNAMED and UNACCOUNTABLE”… … …

SO this is WHAT “I’M” GONNA DO… AND OF COURSE Y’all CAN PETITION the KING ON YOUR “OWN”, AGAINST “MINE”, and SEE if “HE” WILL DO ANYTHING IN YOUR FAVOR… … … BUT I’m SURE YOU UNDERSTAND the WHOLE TRUTH… … …

“ALLL” of my UNCLES and AUNTS ON MY MOTHER’S SIDE ARE “EFFECTIVELY” “UNCOVERED”, and “COMPLETELY” SUBJECT TO YOUR “OWN” SIN, EVIL and DESTRUCTION, “WITHOUT” “OLE NEPHEW” STANDING IN THE WAY… DIDN’T KNOW I WAS DOIN that DID Y’all?… YUP… BEEN DOIN it for a GOOD WHILE NOW… … … SO “NONE” of “YOU” WILL BENEFIT FROM “ANY” of this IN “ANY” WAY at ALLL… … … Does that MEAN I DON’T LOVE YOU?… … … OF COURSE NOT, I’m JUST “MATCHING” “YOUR” LOVE and ENERGY, CONCRETELY”, as OPPOSED to USING MY OWN, as WELLL as MY OWN APPLICATIONS of “LOVE”… … … YOU KNOW, MAKING SURE WE GET WHAT WE DESERVE OUT OF ALLL THIS… … …

“ALLL” OF MY “OLDER” COUSINS that “LIVE” HERE in the CITY that HAVE STOOD AROUND and “WATCHED” ALLL THIS from the COMFORT of YOUR SITUATIONS, and HAVE DONE “NOTHING” “ONCE” to SUPPORT and COMFORT “ME” in ANY REAL WAY, HAVING “ENOUGH” SPIRITUAL UNDERSTANDING and INSIGHT… ESPECIALLY IF “YOU” “WATCHED” ME GET LOCKED UP “REPEATEDLY”, and “NEVER” MADE ANY EFFORT TO PROTECT ME, WRITE ME, CHECK ON ME, or “ANYTHING” IN “ALLL” of this, AND YO ASS IS READIN THIS SHIT “DAILY”… … … GUESS WHAT?… … … I GOT “NOTHING” FOR YOU… … … MATTER OF FACT, I WANT “ALLL” my YOUNGER COUSINS to “SEE” EXAMPLES in OUR FAMILY… … … So Y’all as WELL WILL LIVE IN YOUR “OWN” REALITY, ACCOUNTABLE to YOUR “OWN” SIN and DEATH… … … “NONE” of MY ENERGY is “FOR YOU”… … …

TO MY OLDER FEMALE COUSIN WHOM I LOVE “DEARLY”… LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING STRAIGHT FORWARD… … … “YOU” DOIN “TOO FUCKIN MUCH”, and “YOU” REALLY SHOULD “STAY” IN YOUR LANE… BECASUE “YOU” CAN “EASILY” GET WHAT “EVERYBODY” ELSE HAVE FOUGHT ME and “NEGLECTED ME” IS GETTIN… BECAUSE “YOU” HALFWAY GUILTY WITH the REST of THEM… “ALLL” YOU MFKAS BEEN SITTIN BACK “WATCHIN” ME BLEED, READIN AND SHIT… “FUCK ALLL THAT” HOE ASS SHIT… BUT YOU FEEL LIKE “YOU” GOT ENOUGH “CREDIT” IN THE BANK to BE “TELLIN” “ME” WHAT THE FUCK “I” SHOULD BE DOIN, OR HOW I SHOULD BE SEEIN THINGS… KEEP THAT BITCH ASS SHIT TO YOURSELF… ALLL THIS HOE ASS SHIT I BEEN GOIN THROUGH WHILE YOU NIGGAS IS “WATCHING”, READING and SHIT… … … SO IT DON’T MATTER “HOW” FUCKIN GIFTED “I” AM, AND HOW “GIFTLESS” EVERYONE ELSE IS, IF FAMILY IS FAMILY, WHAT THE FUCK IS GOIN ON THEN… … …

ALLL of the REST of MY COUSINS… I’m NOT GON CHARGE “Y’all” WITH “ANYTHING”… WE “ALLL” FUCKED UP, and WE WERE “TAUGHT” THIS FUCKING HOES ASS SHIT… … … BUT I’m TELLIN ALLL Y’all STRAIGHT FORWARD, IF “I” SEE ANYTHING that REMOTELY LOOKS and FEELS LIKE the HOE ASS SHIT that I BEEN DEALING WITH, I’M CUTTIN YO ASS TOO… … …

AND FROM HERE ON OUT… THIS IS “LAW”… … … SINCE ITS “MY ASS” GETTIN FUCKED UP, TAKING ALLL THESE FUCKIN SHOTS FOR “EVERYBODY ELSE”, AIN’T “NOBODY” GETTIN SHIT FROM ME that DON’T DO SHIT “FOR ME”, or this WHOLE REALITY… … … PERIOD… … … I AIN’T SAYING “NOBDOY” OWES ME “ANYTHING”… … … “BUT “EVERYBODY” READIN THIS SHIT IS GROWNING if YOU AIN’T DEAD, and THAT GROWTH is FROM “MY” REAL LIFE FUCKIN ENERGY, SACRIFICE, BLOOD, SWEAT and TEARS… SO “DON’T” THINK for ONE SECOND that YOU JUST GON “READ”, NOT SHOW YOURSELF in “SOME TYPE” of WAY and RECEIVE “ANYTHING” FROM ME… … … That’s JUST “NOT” ACTUAL REALITY…. AND I’m DONE GETTIN FUCKIN PLAYED WITH while “I’M” SUFFERING FOR “EVERYBODY”… … …

FATHER YAH, as YOUR SON and YOUR SERVANT, MY PETITION is that “ALLL” this BE SEALED IN THE HEAVENS, and that YOUR WILL BE DONE COMPLETLEY, OVER and WITH “EVERYTHING” THAT I YOUR SON HAVE DECLARED… AND SO BE IT… … …

KING MAAZYAH

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