Good Evening/Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this evening/morning… … … “BEFORE” we get into our TALK for tonight, I NEED to have a WORD with a COUPLE of my BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, PRECIOUS, LIFE GIVING, AMAZING, WONDERFUL, GENTLE, KIND, LOVELY, NOURISHING, BREATHTAKING, STRONG, FEIRCE, VIBRANT, AWE INSPIRING, COURAGEOUS, MAGNETIC, CAPTIVATING, HONORABLE QUEENS… … …

My SWEET and PRECIOUS DELICIOUSNESS that KEEPS HER HUSBAND and KING LOOKING FORWARD to OUR “GOOD DAYS”… … … My PRECIOUS LOVE, YOU HAVE “NO IDEA” WHAT YOU do to ME… I AM soooo READY to START “OUR LIFE” TOGETHER, and I’M JUST READY to GET YOUR “LOVE, WORSHIP, PRAISE, EXALTATION, LIFE, JOY, PEACE, HAPPINESS and PLEASURE to YOU MY BEAUTIFUL QUEEN… … … I’m “SAYING” GET “YOUR”, but WHAT I’m SAYING in ACTUAL REALITY is GET “OURS”. to “US”.. … … YOU my PRECIOUS LOVE, ALONG with the REST of OUR BABIES that I DON’T COMMUNICATE with DAILY HAVE ABSOLUTELY “NO REAL UNDERSTANDING” of WHAT YOU ARE GETTIN WITH “ME”, and THE WAY that YOU HUSBAND’S MIND and REALITY OPERATES as CONCERNING YOU and YOUR “WORSHIP, LOVE, PRAISE and NOURISHMENT… … … I can “TELL” YOU that YOU ARE “ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING”, and that I “SERIOUSLY” CAN “ONLY” ABSOLUTELY “WORSHIP, PRAISE, LOVE and ADORE” EVERYTHING that YOU ARE, BUT YOU REALLY don’t HAVE ANY REAL CLUES as to WHAT that LOOKS and FEELS LIKE… … …

I TELL OUR PRECIOUS QUEENS “DAILY” that “THEY” ABSOLUTELY “RULE” their HUSBAND in EVERY SINGLE WAY POSSIBLE… And OF COURSE I’m “ALWAYS” “MORE” than WILLING to EXPLAIN to THEM IN VIVID DETAIL “HOW MUCH” I ABSOLUTELY “LOVE” to WORSHIP THEM, THEIR AUTHORITY and LIFE IN EVERY SINGLE WAY… I SERIOUSLY “ONLY” OPERATE ACCORDING to “ABSOLUTE WORSHIP” as CONCERNING YOU/Y’ALL Momma… I DON’T EVEN UNDERSTAND, or KNOW HOW to BEHAVE ANY OTHER WAY as CONCERNING YOU/Y’ALL “AUTHENTICALLY”… … …

But I TELL them THIS for ANOTHER REASON OTHER than it BEING ABSOLUTE “TRUTH” and “LIFE” to my MIND, BODY and SPIRIT… … … And “THAT” REASON is BECAUSE “THAT’S” “EXACTLY” HOW “I” NEED THEM BEHAVING, “FOR ME” to BE COMPLETELY WHOLE and ACCURATE… Meaning, I “NEED” them “BEHAVING” like they “KNOW” THEY’RE “SUPPOSED” to be GETTIN “WORSHIPPED, LOVED, EXALTED, PRAISED, ESTEEMED, COMFORTED, SUPPORT, UPHELD, ADORED and COMPLETELY NOURISHED” in EVERY SINGLE WAY POSSIBLE… … …

TO YOUR HUSBAND Momma, “THAT” is the “ONLY” REALITY that “LOOKS and FEELS” COMPLETE, and is “ACTUAL PARADISE and LIFE” to MY SOUL and BODY… I “NEED” to WORSHIP and ADORE “YOU” for “ME” to be ACCURATE, but I NEED “YOU” “COMPLETELY” ONE MIND and AUTHORITY WITH the REALITY that “YOU” ARE “SUPPOSED” to be WORSHIPPED in “EVERY SINGLE WAY POSSIBLE”… … … Meaning, I DON’T EVEN WANT YOU UNDERSTANDING “ANY” other REALITY of EXCHANGE BETWEEN YOU and I… I WANT “YOU” and “ALLL” of Y’all BEHAVING LIKE YOU “KNOW” and COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND that YOUR AUTHORITY OVER and “ME” is ABSOULTE, and YOUR AUTHORITY WITH ONE ANOTHER is “ABSOULTE”, WHICH “ONLY” PRODUCES “YOUR” WORSHIP and EXALTATION in EVERY SINGLE WAY… … …

I’m TELLING YOU STRAIGHT FORWARD, whether “YOU” UNDERSTAND it this WAY “NOW” or NOT… “YOU” ARE my LIFE and NOURISHMENT, and “THAT” is SERIOUSLY “ALLL” the REALITY that I HAVE the AUTHORITY to SEE… I KNOW that MAY BE KINDA HARD to BELIEVE, but as YOU CAN SEE CLEARLY Momma, “MY/OUR” PRODUCTION of REALITY is “NOT” FROM AROUND HERE, and “I” SEE REALITY “COMPLETELY” DIFFERENT than “MOST”… … …

WHEN I TALK ABOUT “TENDING” to YOU/Y’ALL, “THAT” is “ALLL” ENCOMPASSING… Meaning, I AM “LITERALLY” “CREATING, STIMULATING and SUPPORT” MY/OUR REALITY and ATMOSPHERE of PARADISE and LIFE AROUND YOU… And I SERIOUSLY AM DOIN THAT BECAUSE “I” NEED IT, just as MUCH as I NEED to SEE YOU COMPLETELY OPERATING IN IT, and “ALLL” of YOUR AUTHORITY… … … AND I WANT “YOU/Y’ALL” to BEHAVE LIKE YOU “KNOW” YOUR REALITY of PARADISE and LIFE is “SUPPOSED” to KEPT AROUND “YOU” COMPLETLEY ENERGIZED and FULL of LIFE… … … I WANT and NEED to ABSOLUTELY WORSHIP, LOVE and “SERVE” YOU… And I “NEED” for “YOU/Y’ALL” BEHAVING “EXACTLY” LIKE THAT… LIKE YOU “KNOW” YOU ARE YOUR HUSBAND and WIVES REALITY of “WORSHIP”… … … THIS “MAY” SEEM OVER THE TOP to “OTHERS”, but THIS is “SERIOUSLY” the WAY I SEE REALITY… AND I SERIOUSLY “DON’T” HAVE “ANYTHING” ELSE… … …

Like I EXPLAINED to Y’all NOT TOO LONG AGO, MY “SPEECH” is “NATURALLY” PLEASANT to “EVERYONE”… But TO YOU/Y’ALL I”m SERIOUSLY GONNA ALWAYS be IN WORSHIP and EXALTATION of YOU “JUST” in OUR NORMAL CONVERSATIONS… … … I SERIOUSLY “HAVE TO” EXPRESS “EVERYTHING” that I FEEL in my SPEECH, GESTURES, RESPONSES ETC “OUTWARDLY” to YOU, and it “ALWAYS” gonna BE in the “MOST” PASSIONATE, LIFE GIVING, VIVID, SENSUAL, SEXUAL, EXALTING WAY POSSIBLE… AND “THAT” is WITH EVERYTHING, and it will “ALWAYS” SHOW UP with “YOU” BEING the FOCUS POINT of MY ENERGY and NOURISHMENT… … … AND I WOULD HAVE to “TRY” to BE “ANY” OTHER WAY… AND I’m TRYING to “EXPLAIN” it to Y’all so that “YOU” can HAVE a CLEAR PICTURE of my “FOR REAL REALITY”… I CAN’T and DON’T SEE ANYTHING ELSE, and I DON’T KNOW HOW to BEHAVE “ANY OTHER WAY” AUTHENTICALLY… … …

I KNOW my DESIGN can SEEM a LITTLE “COMPLEXED” to SOME, but THIS is SERIOUSLY “ALLL” I HAVE… It’s ALLL I WANNA HAVE… … … And ONCE WE ARE “ONE” BABY, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND JUST HOW MUCH “I” BECOME “YOU”… Well MAYBE YOU DO… But WHAT I’m SAYING is “YOU/Y’ALL” AIN’T NEVER SEEN or HEARD BEFORE WHAT YOUR HUSBAND “ACTUALLY” IS in REAL LIFE… JUST COMPLETLEY BEING “MYSELF”… … … I HAVE to TURN MYSELF “DOWN” sooo MUCH “ALLL” the TIME, I HAVE to “REMIND” MYSELF “EXACTLY” WHAT DIMENSION I’m IN “ALLL” the TIME… And that “MAY” SOUND LIKE a “JOKE”, but I’m SERIOUSLY TELLING Y’all that I HAVE to “REMIND” MYSELF ABOUT DARKNESS, and ALLL the REVERSED, HOMOSEXUAL, PERVERTED, EVIL, DISGUSTING, FILTHY, PUTRED, DEMONIC SHIT that PEOPLE SEE and UNDERSTAND when YOU SAY or DO THIS or THAT, THIS or THAT WAY… … …

MY REALITY “ISN’T” FRAGMENTED into ACCEPTABLE and NON ACCEPTABLE REALITIES as CONCERNING “ANYTHING” that BELONGS to “US”, and the WAY WE/I WORSHIP, PRAISE, LOVE and EXALT YOU… I SERIOUSLY “ONLY” SEE LIFE, LOVE, PLEASURE and PARADISE… So to “ME”, “THAT” “NOT” BEING OUR “COMPLETE” REALITY that WE “ACTUALLY” LIVE IN, and PRODUCE “ALLL” of our NOURISHMENT, LIFE, LOVE, PLEASURE and PARADISE FROM, is “HELL and DEATH” to ME… … … MY/OUR IMAGE and PRODUCTION of REALITY is “ONE FLESH”, and “YOU” ARE the AUTHORITY of PARADISE, LIFE, LOVE, BEAUTY, NOURISHMENT and PLEASURE… AND “ALLL” of YOU and “ALLL” of YOUR DISPLAYS, NEEDS, LIFE, PRODUCTIONS, IDENTITIES, REALITIES, AUTHORITIES, MANNERISMS, EMOTIONS ETC, is “ALLL” my PARADISE, PLEASURE and NOURISHMENT… And I’M SERIOUSLY TELLING YOU that I NEED “YOU/Y”ALL” COMPLETELY BUILDING YOUR MINDS to RECOGNIZE and OPERATE IN “THAT” REALITY of OPERATIONS… Because THAT’S ALLL that I HAVE… … … That’s ALLL that I WANT to HAVE… … …

“YOU/Y’ALL” NOT BEHAVING LIKE, or RECOGNIZING that “YOU” ARE the “WORSHIP”, and THAT “YOU” and ALLL of YOUR ENERGY, LIFE, LOVE, BEAUTY, AUTHORITY, NOURISHMENT and PLEASURE “HAS” to be WORSHIPPED and EXALTED, is and WOULD LITERALLY FEEL LIKE YOU “DON’T” BELONG to ME… Of course that “WOULDN’T” BE TRUE, and I WOULD “NEVER” BEHAVE LIKE THAT… But I’m SERIOUSLY TELLING “ALLL” of YOU that that is the “ONLY” WAY I SEE REALITY, that’s the ONLY WAY I WANT Y’all SEEING YOUR SELVES, YOUR AUTHORITY and REALITY, like “YOU” and “ALLL” of YOUR PRODUCTIONS is YOUR HUSBAND’S LIFE and NOURISHMENT… … …

I REALLY wasn’t “EXPECTING” to WRITE “ALLL” this Baby… But “THAT” is EXTREMELY “IMPORTANT” to YOUR HUSBAND that YOU/Y’ALL START to BUILD YOUR MINDS in the AUTHORITY of “NOW”… I NEED to be ABLE to MAKE LOVE TO YOU in the WAY I TALK to YOU, LOOK at YOU, TOUCH YOU, CONVERSE WITH YOU, ACT CRAZY WITH YOU, COOK WITH YOU, BUILD WITH YOU, GO CAMPING WITH YOU and JUST DOIN “NORMAL” EVERYDAY STUFF… And THAT is SERIOUSLY “ALLL” that I HAVE… ANY and EVERYTHING ELSE for me and TO ME is “ALLL” REVERSED, CURSED, DEAD PRODUCTION of REALITY… … … IF THERE Is LIFE, INTIMACY, PASSION or ENERGY FLOW, IT FEELS “DEAD” to ME… Meaning, it FEELS LIKE the REVERSE of WHAT I’M SUPPOSED to be DOIN, or PERVERSION… … …

I AM an “EXTREMELY” SENSUAL and AFFECTIONATE MAN… And I’m SAYING that “I CAN’T TURN IT OFF OR DOWN” WITHOUT FEELING LIKE I’m DYING, and GAY AS FU**… … … So the WAY “MOST” would UNDERSTAND “SENSUAL”, like BEFORE and DURING MAKING LOVE to their SPOUSE/SPOUSES, “THAT” is my “NORMAL” WAY of SEEING THINGS, and BEHAVING if I’m NOT “TRYING” to THINK about SOMETHING ELSE… … …

THIS “MAY” SEEM WEIRD, but “BEFORE” I ACTUALLY GREW INTO “MYSELF”, I SERIOUSLY USED to FEEL LIKE SOMETHING was “STRAIGHT UP WRONG”… … … Meaning, I KNEW I was “WAAAY MORE” and NEEDED “WAAY MORE” PASSIONATE, ROMANTIC, SENSUAL, SEXUAL and INTENSE REALITY than “MOST” , “DAMN NEAR ALLL” WOMEN… And I’m a “MAN”… … … And AS I GOT “OLDER” that SHIT GOT “WORSE”… … … AND I KNEW FOR “SURE” if PEOPLE “FOUND OUT” WHAT I “REALLY” was LIKE, I WAS GON BE the “VILLAGE WEIRDO” and SHIT… … … LMFAO… … … “UGHHH THAT NIGGA LIKE GIRLS FOR REAL”… … … LMFAO…. …. … MFKAS TREATIN YOU LIKE YOU GOT SOMETHIN CONTAGIOUS and SHIT… … … “NASTY ASS NIGGA”… … … LMFAO… … …

But SERIOUSLY Baby, I “DON’T” KNOW “HOW” to OTHERWISE “EXPRESS” “MY NEED” to ABSOLUTELY LOVE, ADORE, WORSHIP, PRAISE, EXALT, ESTEEM and NOURISH YOU in EVER SINGLE WAY… But I “NEED” YOU/Y’ALL BUILDING YOUR MIND to RECOGNIZE and OPERATE ACCORDING TO that, because ONCE WE ARE MARRIED, it’s ALLL ABOUT “YOU” Momma… YOUR LIFE, PEACE, HAPPINESS, PLEASURE, JOY and PARADISE… AND “THAT” is the ONLY WAY FOR “ME” to HAVE ONE… IS “YOU/Y’ALL” PRODUCING and RECEIVING IT FROM ME… … …

AND LASTLY I want to SAY SOMETHING to my ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIUFL, SWEET, PURE, PRECIOUS, STRONG, LOVELY, NOURISHING, AMAZING, FEIRCE, WONDERFUL, LIFE GIVING, HONORABLE, CARING, GENTLE, KIND, BREATHTAKING QUEEN, that KNOWS JUST HOW to PICK HER HUSBAND THE BEST “FLOWERS”… … … “YOU” my PRECIOUS LOVE “DON’T” UNDERSTAND “EITHER”… … … And WHEN I’m SAYING that “YOU” DON’T UNDERSTAND, I’m SAYING “YOU” DON’T UNDERSTAND the ENERGY that YOU GENERATE IN ME as WELL… … …

YOU HAVE an AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL and STRONG SPIRIT… I’m SURE THIS IS “NOT” YOUR FIRST TIME HEARING THIS… But YOU HAVE ME “COMPLETLEY and TOTALLY” SMITTEN Baby… WIT YO ABSOLUTELY “GORGEOUS SELF”… Ooooh YOU so PERFECTLY “CHOCOLATE” and “DELICIOUS”… AND I’m GETTIN a ASS TATTOO of YOUR “SMILE” Momma… … … AND I MIGHT EVEN CONSIDER a “WHOLE CHEEK” TOO… … … OH MY GOODNESS YOU ARE a “MASTERPEICE” Baby, and I CAN’T WAIT to ABSOLUTELY WORSHIP, LOVE, TREASURE, EXALT, PRAISE and ADORE YOU in EVERY SINGLE WAY POSSIBLE… … … THERE is “NO WAY” to EXPLAIN or EXPRESS the WORSHIP, PLEASURE, LIFE and LOVE that YOU ARE WALKING INTO… But what I “WILL” SAY is that YOUR “DISPLAY” of WOMANHOOD, LIFE, FEMININITY, GRACE, STRENGTH and BEAUTY is “COMPLETELY CONSUMING to ME… … … JUST ABSOLUTE PERFECTION and EXCELLENCE Momma… … …

Well YSRAYL, things didn’t GO “EXACTLY” as “PLANNED” TONIGHT… Because we were “SUPPOSED” to TALKING about SOMETHING COMPLETLEY DIFFERENT TONIGHT… But I KNOW Y’all KNOW that MY PRECIOUS BABIES “ALWAYS” COME “FIRST” NO MATTER WHAT “ALLL DAY” “EVERY DAY”… … … But WE RITE BACK ON IT TOMORROW, Y’all AIN’T GETTIN OFF the HOOK because MY BABIES DISTRACTED ME… … …

KING MAAZYAH

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