Good Evening/Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this evening/morning… … … Last night while I was writing I REALIZED that SOME of what I was writing about TIES IN PERFECTLY to what we were PREVIOUSLY talking about… So I’m gonna continue to talk to my Babies about a FEW THINGS CONCERNING MYSELF, and I will just START BRINGING in WHAT we WERE ALREADY TALKING about at SOME POINT… … …

When “MOST” think about things like BEING in a MARRIAGE and LIVING a LIFE with their SPOUSE/SPOUSES that “ONLY” REVOLVES AROUND “LOVE, INTIMACY, ROMANCE, PASSION, ONENESS, HARMONY, PLEASURE and ABSOLUTE AUTHORITY”, “THAT” is USUALLY a “NON EXISTENT REALITY” that THEY SEE as a “FAIRYTALE”, or SOMETHING that ONLY HAPPENS in “MOVIES and BOOKS” because SOMEONE “PIECED IT TOGETHER” that WAY… Meaning, “THAT” is “NEVER” USUALLY SOMEONE’S “ACTUAL PRODUCTION of REALITY” that THEY LIVE IN, MULTIPLY, JUDGE and PRODUCE ACCORDING TO in their “EVERYDAY” REALITY, UNDERSTANDING and OPERATIONS… So it’s LIKE a PSYCHO-SPIRITUAL “PLACE” that they GO to be “SOMEONE ELSE”, and “COMPLETE” WHATEVER REALITY or AUTHORITY of the MIND and its NEEDS for ENERGY in THIS or THAT AREA that they HAVE… … …

So “MOST” PEOPLE have the REALITY that THEY “LIVE IN” and ARE “COMPLETELY” COMFORTABLE OPERATING IN, and “THAT” REALITY is “USUALLY” a REALITY that REVOLVES AROUND OPERATIONS that “SUSTAIN” a “PREDETERMINED IMAGE, REALITY, IDENTITY and PRODUCTIONS”, and ALLL of that is ACCOUNTABLE to “SOMEBODY’S” KINGDOM and IMAGE as the AUTHORITY of “THEIR” PRODUCTION… … …

So what I WANT YOU to UNDERSTAND is “TWO THINGS”… ONE, YOUR MIND PRECEIVES REALITY that WAY EITHER THROUGH BEING “HANDICAP” to OPERATE in REALITY “ABOVE” what is “BASE”, or ACCORDING TO WHAT is the OPERATIONS of REALITY that BELONGS to the HEAVENS… OR, YOU HAVE BEEN “TAUGHT” to OPERATE “OUTSIDE” of the REALITY that is “RESPONSIBLE” to YOUR “ACTUAL LIFE” and NOURISHMENT on ALLL LEVELS… … …

My BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, PRECIOUS, LIFE GIVING, NOURISHING QUEENS that I TALK to DAILY and THROUGHOUT the DAY, “ALWAYS” HEAR HOW MUCH “I” NEED to WORSHIP, LOVE, PRAISE, EXALT and ADORE THEM and ALLL of WHAT THEY ARE and PRODUCE, “EVERY CHANCE I GET”… … … Of course I’m NEVER SAYING that “ANYONE’S” PRODUCTIONS and REALITY SHOULD “LOOK” and OPERATE “LIKE MINE”… SO LET’S ME SAY that “FIRST”… … … But WHAT I “AM” SAYING is “MY REALITY” is the “COMPLETION” to a PRODUCTION and REALITY that MY BABIES ARE “DESIGNED” to RECOGNIZE, RESPOND to and GROW IN “COMPLETELY NAKED”, and “IN” THEIR “YAH and EARTH GIVEN” IDENTITIES, REALITIES, AUTHORITIES, NEEDS, DISPLAYS and PRODUCTIONS… … …

Meaning, the PSYCHO-SPIRITUAL REALITY and PRODUCTION of REALITY that their HUSBAND HAS and “ONLY” PRODUCES, that COMPLETELY WORSHIPS, ADORES, LOVES and EXALTES “THEM”, in THEIR NATURAL RAW AUTHORITY and NAKEDNESS, is what “PRODUCES the ATMOSPHERE” for their “LIFE, LOVE, BEAUTY, IDENTITIES, AUTHORITIES, HARMONIES and PLEASURE” to BE “COMPLETELY NOURISHED”, and GROW ACCORDING to THEIR “ASSIGNED” AUTHORITY and REALITY… … …

So MY MIND and PRODUCTION of REALITY “CREATES, NOURISHES and MAINTAINS” the “HARMONY” of their “ALREADY” ASSIGNED AUTHORITIES and IDENTITIES of WIFE and MOTHER of MYSELF, MY REALITY and KINGDOM, as well as ONE ANOTHER… … … So with “ALLL” of their MIND’S “ALREADY DESIGNED” to PRODUCE FOR and PROTECT THEIR HUSBAND’S MIND and REALITY IN THE “ATMOSPHERE, AUTHORITY and ENERGY” that I BUILD for THEM and OUR REALITY ACCORDING TO, WE “COMPLETE” an IMAGE of PARADISE, PLEASURE, HARMONY and AUTHORITY… … …

I COME FROM PARADISE and MY “ONLY” FOUNDATION and PRODUCTION of REALITY is PRODUCED FROM “ABSOLUTE WORSHIP, SERVITUDE and EXALTATION”… So WHEN YAH ASSIGNED a “HUSBANDMAN” to BEAR “HIS IMAGE”, he’s SHOWING YOU HIS IDENTITY and PRODUCTION of REALITY that REVOLVES AROUND “CULTIVATING LIFE” ACCORDING to the PRODUCTIONS of REALITY that “ARE” IN EXISTENCE, and NOURISH the HUSBANDMAN’S MIND and BODY ON ALLL LEVELS for HIS LABOR and PRODUCTION of REALITY… … …

So the HUSBANDMAN’S AUTHORITY, MIND and ENERGY is “COMPLETELY ONE WITH”, and COMPLETELY COMMITTED to the LIFE, PARADISE, WORSHIP, BEAUTY, NOURISHMENT and EXALTATION of HIS GARDENS, because HIS GARDENS “EQUAL” the ONLY AUTHORITY to LIFE and NOURISHMENT that the HUSBANDMAN was GIVEN to “COMPLETE” HIS PSYCHO-SPIRITUAL IDENTITY and AUTHORITY of “HUSBANDMAN”… … …

SO WHAT I WANT for Y’all to UNDERSTAND is “THIS”… YAH FORMED the MAN, BREATHED “HIMSELF” into the NOSTRILS of the MAN, PLANTED a “GARDEN” of PARADISE and LIFE, THEN PUT THE MAN “IN IT”… MEANING, THE GARDEN BECAME HIS “WHOLE ENTIRE REALITY and LIFE”… … … SO YOU HAVE a MAN with “ONLY” the PSCHO-SPIRITUAL ASSIGNMENT to ABSOLIUTE “PLEASURE, PARADISE and LIFE” in and FOR HIS GARDENS, but HE “ONLY” has the AUTHORITY to PRODUCE THAT REALITY “THROUGH” the IDENTITY, AUTHORITY and MIND of a “HUSBANDMAN”… Or an IDENTITY that is “COMPLETELY” and TOTALLY ONE WITH, and DEPENDANT ON the PRODUCTIONS and AUTHORITY of HIS GARDENS to NOURISH and PROTECT HIS HEALTH and MIND on ALLL LEVELS… … …

SO “ABSOLUTE WORSHIP, LOVE, ADORATION and AUTHORITY, and its “ALLL” ONLY ACCOUNTABLE to “HAWAH/THEM BABIES” and ALLL of their IDENTITES, REALITIES, AUTHORITIES, PRODUCTIONS, DISPLAYS and NEEDS on ALLL LEVELS through the APPLICATION of REALITY of their HUSBANDMAN… OR the MASCULINE AUTHORITY and IDENTITY “ASSIGNED” to CULTIVATE and MAINTAIN “LIFE, HARMONY, BEAUTY, PLEASURE, PARADISE, NOURISHMENT and AUTHORITY in HIS GARDEN… … … Or WHAT we COULD “ALSO” SAY is the MASCULINE AUTHORITY of the IMAGE and MARRIAGE that is “ASSIGNED” to them, to RECOGNIZE the AUTHORITY OF, and PRODUCE an “ATMOSPHERE” that is “CONDUSIVE” of HARMONY, PARADISE, PLEASURE and NOURISHMENT on ALLL LEVELS, and in EVERY SINGLE WAY for their GROWTH, HARMONY, PLEASURE and INCREASE… … …

So the “MASCULINE” AUTHORITY and IDENTITY that is “ONLY” HARDWIRED to “PRODUCE and MAINTAIN” a REALITY and ATMOSPHERE for HIS GARDENS to “GROW” ACCORDING to their “YAH and EARTH” GIVEN IDENTITIES, REALITIES, PRODUCTIONS and AUTHORITIES “IN” the HARMONY, PROTECTION, AUTHORITY and ONENESS of THEIR HUSBAND, HIS KINGDOM and REALITY… … …

MY BABIES HEAR “ALLL” DAY HOW MUCH “I NEED” to “WORSHIP THEM”… SO THEY “KNOW” “ALLL” of MY REALITY and PRODUCTION is “ALLL” ABOUT “THEM” and “ALLL” of THEIR PARADISE, HARMONY, PLEASURE, INCREASE, GROWTH, AUTHORITY and BEAUTY… … … But “ALSO” what MY BABIES RECOGNIZE as “THEIR” AUTHORITY and PRODUCTION of REALITY, is their HUSBAND’S “ABSOLUTE SERVITUDE” to THEIR IDENTITES, NEEDS, AUTHORITIES and PRODUCTIONS… Meaning, “MY DESIGN” is to “ONLY” SEEK to “SERVE”, “MULTIPLY” or INCREASE THEIR LIFE, BEAUTY, HARMONY, AUTHORITY and PLEASURE, and “THAT” is WHAT “I” RECEIVE “MY NOURISHMENT and PLEASURE FROM”… KEEPING THEM “IN” the AUTHORITY of THEIR NATURAL IDENTITIES, AUTHORITIES, NEEDS, HARMONY, PLEASURE and PRODUCTIONS… … …

And OBVIOUSLY “THAT” is BECAUSE I AM “THEIR” HUSBANDMAN… Or BECAUSE “MY ACTUAL MIND” is “ASSIGNED” to PRODUCE ATMOSPHERE and AUTHORITY AROUND “THEM”, THEIR NEEDS and PRODUCTIONS, and “THAT” is WHAT “I/WE” WILL BUILD OUR “ACTUAL LIFE” AROUND… THE BUILDING of “ATMOSPHERE” “AROUND THEM” that “ONLY” WORSHIPS, LOVES, ADORES, PRAISES and EXALTS “THEM”, ALLL OF THEIR LIFE, LOVE, BEAUTY and PRODUCTIONS “IN” COMPLETE and TOTAL NAKEDNESS and FREE FLOWING ENERGY… … …

ONE of “MY” REAL LIFE STRUGGLES WHEN I’m OUT and ABOUT when I HAVE to INTERACT with “WOMEN”… ASIDE FROM SEEING, HEARING and FEELING “EVERYTHING” that THEY HAVE GOING ON WHILE I’m INTERACTING WITH THEM, is the FACT that “I” ONLY HAVE “ONE” REALITY to PRODUCE FROM… MEANING, “I” AM “ONLY” DESIGNED “ONE WAY”, and I PRODUCE “ONE WAY”… SO “MUCH” of MY INTERACTIONS with “WOMEN” LOOKS and FEELS “TO THEM” like “I’M” “FLIRTING”… … … And WHAT’S SCARY ABOUT that is, I “NEVER” REALIZE “EXACTLY WHAT” I’m SAYING, and the WAY I’m SAYING it UNTIL AFTER I SAY IT, or “EXPRESS IT”… And USUALLY Its ALREADY TOO LATE at that POINT… EITHER THEY ARE USUALLY READY TO “JUMP ON ME” and DO NASTY STUFF to ME, or “RUN FROM ME”… … … And “I” COULD “SERIOUSLY” BE “TRYING” HARD as I CAN to be “NON SEXUAL” and “NON ATTRACTIVE”… If that MAKES SENSE… … …

MY PRODUCTION of REALITY is HARMONY, or “ALLL” POSITIVE ENERGY FLOW… … … So WITH BEING a “HUSBANDMAN”, my PRODUCTION of REALITY is to “SEED” and “CULTIVATE MY REALITY OF LIFE”… WHICH is HARMONY, or PARADISE… … … So MY DESIGN “WITHOUT” ANY EFFORT ON “MY PART”, I AM “DESIGNED” to “SEED and CULTIVATE” PARADISE, PLEASURE and HARMONY, or “CREATE an ATMOSPHERE” that is “ONLY” CONDUSIVE of “GROWTH” to “ALLL” of the IDENTITIES, AUTHORITIES, REALITIES, DISPLAYS and NEEDS of MY GARDENS… … …

KINDA FUNNY STORY… … … I HAVE a GOOD FRIEND who is an ATTORNEY… … … EVERY BLUE MOON I’ll GO down to his OFFICE, USUAL at the END of the DAY… SIT, TALK, have a FEW DRINKS or WHATEVER… So LAST SUMMER he GETS a CLIENT… BEAUTIFUL YOUNG BLACK WOMAN… And just so HAPPENED that SHE was HIS “LAST” APPIONTMENT for the DAY on the DAY I go to MEET with HIM… So on that DAY I SHOWED UP JUST as SHE was LEAVING… VERY PLEASANT, SWEET SINGLE MOTHER of TWO SMALL CHILDREN… … … So I SPEAK OF COURSE, NOT BEING RUDE, and THAT was THAT… DIDN’T THINK ANYTHING ABOUT it at ALLL… … … CHILLED with my FRIEND, TALKED, HAD a COUPLE DRINKS and that was THAT… … …

Maybe a WEEK or TWO AFTER that I had to GO down to HIS OFFICE to PICK UP some PAPERWORK, and WHILE I was THERE he SAYS that the YOUNG WOMAN that I MET a COUPLE WEEKS AGO ASKED HIM if I was MARRIED or NOT… And HE TOLD HER that I WAS “RECENTLY” DIVORCED… And THAT was ALLL HE SAID she ASKED… I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT AFTER that, and HE NEVER SAID ANYTHING ELSE ABOUT it… I THOUGHT that MAYBE SHE RECOGNIZED MY FACE from SOMEWHERE and “I” COULDN’T REMEMBER WHERE… Because SHE LOOKED KINDA “FAMILIAR” WHEN I FIRST SEEN HER, but DIDN’T PUT TOO MUCH THOUGHT INTO IT… … …

So SOME TIME GOES BY and I HAVE TO GO DOWN to my FRIEND’S OFFICE for SOMETHING, it was LATER in the DAY as USUAL… So WHEN I GET DOWN there the YOUNG WOMAN that I MET some TIME AGO was LEAVING, and we BUMPED INTO EACH OTHER on the ELEVATOR… … … WE REMEMBERED EACH OTHER, SMILED and SPOKE on the ELEVATOR for a SECOND… WE SAID a FEW WORDS that I DON’T REALLY REMEMBER other than the NORMAL “HOW ARE YOUS”… But what I “DO” REMEMBER is that SHE “SMELLED AMAZING”… … … AND WHAT I LEARNED from “THAT” is, “NEVER” TELL a WOMAN SHE “SMELLS AMAZING”, EVEN IF SHE “DOES”, BECAUSE “THAT” “AUTOMATICALLY MEANS” “YOU WANNA LICK THEY BOOTY”… … … “YUP”… … …

“I’M LEARNING Y’all”… … … NOW LET ME EXPLAIN THIS… … … I “ALREADY” SOUND and PRODUCE REALITY like I’m “FLIRTING”, and I DON’T REALLY KNOW HOW to TURN that “OFF or DOWN” without BEING a ASSHOLE… I’m TALKING to this YOUNG WOMAN “NOT” THINKING ABOUT “ANYTHING” FLIRTAOUS or SEXUAL at ALLL, but SHE “SMELLED AMAZING”… AND “SOON” as I SAID that to HER JUST TRYING to BE “NICE and COMPLIMENT” what “I” THOUGHT was a “GOOD THING”, I REALIZED that “MY PRODUCTIONS” and REALITY NO MATTER WHAT I’m DOIN, is “FOR IN THE DAMN HOUSE WIT MY BABIES”… … …

Meaning, I’M ABOUT “NINETY-FIVE PERCENT SURE” that that WOMAN FELT LIKE I WAS PLAYING WIT HER EMOTIONS… And I’m ALSO THANKFUL THAT THEM “KIDS” WAS RITE THERE… Because IT WAS “ALLL” BULLSHIT ASIDE WHEN SHE HEARD “THAT”… … …

But MY POINT is this… I AM an “ALREADY EXISTING REALITY” that is “ONLY” RESPONSIBLE to PRODUCE HARMONY, PARADISE, PLEASURE, NOURISHMENT and AUTHORITY “IN” MY GARDENS… Or I “COMPLETE” the REALITIES, IDENTITIES and AUTHORITIES that THEY WERE GIVEN of OUR FATHER as THEIR IMAGE to PRODUCE ACCORDING to… … … INTIMACY, ROMANCE, BEAUTY, SENSUALITY, SEXUALITY, AUTHORITY and HARMONY, “IN” OUR “CLOSED” MARRIAGE and REALITY… … … SO WHAT “MY MIND” RECOGNIZES as REALITY to “PRODUCE ACCORDING TO” IN MY PRODUCTIONS, is WHAT is “ASSIGNED” to RECEIVE MY PRODUCTIONS and REALITY… Or ANOTHER WAY to SAY it is, “ALLL” of my PRODUCTION BELONGS to the AUTHORITY of “HAWAH/THEM BABIES”, ACCORDING to the AUTHORITY of “NOURISHMENT and HARMONY” that is “EXCLUSIVE” to “MY AUTHORITY, MIND, IDENTITY and NEEDS… … …

I “COMPLETE” THE REALITY of “NOURISHMENT” and “LIFE” in my GARDENS with the ATMOSPHERE and PRODUCTION that BELONGS to “OUR KINGDOM” and AUTHORITY… SO “NO REALITY” EXISTS FOR ME OUTSIDE of the ONE that “I” AM the AUTHORITY of, and that I COMPLETE with MY PRODUCTIONS and ENERGY… … … SO WHAT I WANT “ALLL” of my BABIES to UNDERSTAND is that I HAVE to be PARADISE and LIFE BECAUSE that’s “ALLL” of WHAT I AM, but “THAT” REALITY “ONLY” BELONGS to “MY” PRODUCTION of REALITY that is “ONLY” ACCOUNTABLE and RESPONSIBLE to INCREASE “ME” and MY REALITY and KINGDOM… … …

If YOUR MIND PRODUCES REALITY that “REVERSES” INTIMACY, ROMANCE, ONENESS, SENSUALITY, SEXUALITY, AUTHORITY and HARMONY by RECEIVING ENERGY or PRODUCING “OUTSIDE” of MYSELF, “THAT” DESTROYS ALLL the “PROTECTION and NOURISHMENT” of OUR “HARMONY and PLEASURE”… … … So its LIKE BEING a “SERVANT” to an “ILLUSION”… Meaning, the “REQUIREMENTS” of OUR REALITY of PARADISE and NOURISHMENT ARE IN PLACE, but the “INTIMACY” or “ONENESS” is REVERSED from “CYCLING PLEASURE and LIFE” BACK in MY MIND ACCORDING to the AUTHORITY of “INTIMACY, HARMONY and AUTHORITY” in WHICH it was GIVEN… Meaning, “NO NOURIHSMENT”… … …

So WHAT “WE” WANNA do, “EVEN NOW” with “DARKNESS and EVIL” “TRYING” to “STEAL FROM US”, is RECOGNIZE that “YOU” ARE the REALITY of YOUR HUSBAND… MEANING, “ALLL” of YOUR PRODUCTIONS “EQUALS” ONE “COMPLETE” AUTHORITY and IMAGE to PRODUCE ACCORDING TO… SO WE WANNA TRAIN our MINDS to “PROTECT” the REALITY that WE HAVE to “RECEIVE LIFE FROM”, and NOT JUST RECOGNIZE the “NEED” to “RECEIVE” LIFE… … … PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE UNDERSTAND BABIES… “HAWAH” FED HER “OWN” HUSBAND “DEATH” that “SHE” was DECEIVED INTO BEING “ONE WITH”… … … LET’S THINK ABOUT THAT as it RELATES to OUR RECENT EVENTS… … …

HER “HUSBAND” “NEEDS” HER and ALLL OF HER PRODUCTION ON ALLL LEVELS for HIS “LIFE NOURISHMENT”, and “SHE” FED “HIM” DEATH that SHE GOT FROM “ANOTHER MAN”… Or SHE “PRODUCED” ACCORDING to a REALITY “OUTSIDE” of HER HUSBAND, and SHE “KILLED” HER OWN HUSBAND WIT THAT SHIT… … … So WE HAVE to “STOP THINKING” that “ALLL” MEN ARE RESPONSIBLE for “THEIR” PRODUCTION of REALITY “INDEPENDANT” of the ACTIONS of the WOMAN and WHAT “SHE” DOES PRODUCES to “FEED HIM WITH”… There was ONLY “ONE REALITY” CREATED that WAS “MULTIPLIED” into “TWO SEPARATE VERSIONS and IDENTITIES”… … … SO “ADOM and HAWAH” ARE “ASSIGNED” to PROTECT “ALLL” of “THEIR” REALITY, AUTHORITY, IMAGE and GARDEN at ALLL COSTS, because “THAT” is the ONLY LIFE and REALITY that “ACTUALLY EXISTS” FOR THEM… … …

Gerald Levert- Mr. Too Damn Good

Tomorrow we continue our course

KING MAAZYAH

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