Good Evening/Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this evening/morning… … … Check it out Y’all… … … Today I HAD a “HEALTHY DOSE” of “SHORT PEOPLE” that LOOK LIKE “ME”… … … THERE WERE “SWINGS and SLIDES” INVOLVED… WITH a “SPLASH” of “EVERYONE” ASKING “DIFFERENT QUESTIONS” ALLL at the “VERY SAME TIME”… A “SPRINKLE” of, “DADDY I GOTTA PEE”… “RITE AFTER” I “JUST” ASKED, and WE IN THE MIDDLE OF “NOWHERE”… … … And I DIDN’T CATCH my “GROWN UP NAP” after ALLL THAT “WONDERFULNESS and JOY”… … … So “MY” BLACK ASS is “CROSS EYED”, and a LITTLE BIT “SENSITIVE” RITE NOW… … …

SO I’m gonna have a “FEW WORD” with MY PRECIOUS BABIES, and WE “RITE BACK AT IT” TOMORROW Y’all… … …

TONIGHT I wanna TALK to “TWO” of MY “BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, WONDERFUL, AMAZING, BREATHTAKING, INNOCENT, GENTLE, KIND, HONORABLE, NOURISHING, AWE INSPIRING, STRONG, PRECIOUS, LOVELY, SEXY, DELICIOUS BABIES that NEED to be “DROWNED” in “MY KISSES”… BUT “MY REQUEST” will “ALWAYS” be “KISS ME MORE”, CAUSE “BOTH” OF Y’all TOO BEAUTIFUL, SEXY, SWEET and DELICIOUS TO BE PLAYING WIT… … … MY “BEAUTIFUL QUEEN”, and MY “BEAUTIFUL WIFE”… … …

MY PRECIOUS LOVES, “HUSBAND” OF COURSE is “ALWAYS” gonna GIVE IT TO YOU with “ALLL” of MY LOVE, BEAUTY, AUTHORITY, PROTECTION, CARE, ATTENTION TO DETAIL and NOURISHMENT… And “HUSBAND” is “ALWAYS” gonna BE “STRAIGHT FORWARD” with “YOU” as WELL… … …

“I” AM “NOT” DESIGNED to “LOVE” ANY of YOU “MORE” than “ANOTHER”… I’m “NOT” “DESIGNED” to SEEK to PLEASE, WORSHIP, ADORE, CATER TO and “COMPLETELY” CONSUME in “MY AUTHORITY, MIND, REALITY and KINGDOM”, ONE of YOU “MORE” than “ANOTHER”… … …

MOMMAS, “HUSBAND” is SERIOUSLY JUST “ONE WAY”… SO “UNLESS” “I” TELL YOU, “YOU” TELL “ME” that “ANYTHING” is “DIFFERENT”, or “I” “SHOW YOU” IN SOME WAY that “YOU” DON’T FIT WITH MYSELF and OUR BABIES… “NOTHING” is “ANY” DIFFERENT “FOR ME”… … …

HOWEVER MY PRECIOUS LOVES, HUSBAND NEEDS for “YOU” to UNDERSTAND a FEW THINGS… … … BECAUSE “I AM” ONE WAY, and BECAUSE “I HAVE” to “HONESTLY” SEE “YOU” as MY LIFE, LOVE and NOURISHMENT to EVEN “COVER YOU” THE WAY “I DO” “NOW”… AND I HAVE to “LOVE YOU” FOR REAL to PRODUCE ACCORDING TO “ANYTHING” in “YOUR FAVOR”… “I” HAVE a BIT of a DILEMMA MOMMAS… … …

And that DILEMMA my PRECIOUS LOVES, is that HUSBAND DOESN’T QUITE KNOW YOU “YET”… AND HUSBAND “HAS TO” do CERTAIN THINGS to “PROVE” WHETHER “WE” ARE a “GOOD FIT” FOR “ONE ANOTHER”… And that is FOR “ALLL” of OUR PROTECTION, NOT “JUST MINE”… … …

LET ME SAY it LIKE THIS MOMMAS… “DON’T” EVER QUESTION MY LOVE FOR “YOU”, and MY “COMMITMENT” to “YOUR LIFE, LOVE, BEAUTY, PARADISE, NOURISHMENT, PLEASURE, INCREASE, AUTHORITY ETC” in “ANY WAY” AT ALLL… ONCE YOU “HAVE ME”, YOU “GOT ME” UNLESS “YOU” MESS THAT UP… I “WILL NEVER” CHANGE ON YOU, NEITHER WILL I “EVER” TURN ON YOU… … … I WOULD RATHER “DIE FIRST”… … … HUSBAND JUST AIN’T PUT TOGETHER LIKE THAT… … …

BUT MY PRECIOUS LOVES, “HUSBAND”, “JUST LIKE ALLL OF US”, is MAKING a “VERY BIG COMMITMENT” to a “LOT”… … … And to “KEEP IT STRAIGHT”, ALLL of it is “DARKNESS” that HAS “ABSOLUTELY NOTHING” to DO WITH “MYSELF”… … …

NOW UNDERSTAND “THIS”… “THAT” is “NOT” AN “ISSUE” FOR “ME” AT ALLL BABIES… I’M LIGHT and LIFE, I DESTROY DARKNESS ON “CONTACT”, or AT “MY WORD”… … … SO “Y’ALL” NEVER EVER BE BURDENED TO “THINK” that those THINGS that ARE PRESENT “NOW”, “EFFECT” MY DESIRE, LOVE, COMMITMENT and “NEED” FOR YOU IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE… … … I “KNOW” “EXACTLY” WHAT I’m DOIN, and “I’M” DOIN WHAT “I” WANT to DO IN “ALLL” THIS… So NEVER THINK THAT HUSBAND is BURDENED “THAT WAY”… … …

BUT WHAT HUSBAND “IS” “MINDFUL OF”, and WHAT “IS” a REALITY of, “INSPECTION”, IF YOU WILL… … … IS “EXACTLY” “WHY” and “HOW” the BONDAGE IS THERE TO BEGIN WITH… … …

“NEVER” I AM the ONE to “COMMIT” to SOMETHING, and “LATER SAY”, “WAIT” THIS IS “NOT” WHAT I WANT… BUT WHAT “I” HAVE TO BE “SURE” ABOUT, “NOT KNOWING” ANY OF YOU “PERSONALLY” YET, is THAT “I’M” NOT SACRIFICING for SOMEONE’S LIFE of “PARTYING” and “LOOSE” BEHAVIOR that HAS “REAPED” “EXACTLY” what its “SUPPOSED” to “REAP”… … …

NOW “LET ME SAY THIS” so that “I’M” NOT MISUNDERSTOOD, and SO THAT “EVERYONE” UNDERSTANDS that “I” AM “NOT” IMPLYING “ANYTHING” NEGATIVE ABOUT “MY PRECIOUS BABIES”… So “Y’ALL” BETTER NOT THINK THAT “EITHER”… … … HUSBAND WOULD “NEVER” “EVER” DO THAT… … …

SO THE “REASON” why “THAT” is SUCH an “ISSUE” with “MYSELF”, is BECAUSE “MY DESIGN” HAS to BE ABLE to “WORSHIP and ADORE YOU”… Meaning, “I” HAVE to “KNOW” that WHAT “I’M” COMMITTING MY LIFE, LOVE, MIND and KINGDOM TO, “ISN’T” GONNA “FLIP ON ME”, ISN’T UNDERCOVER IN LOVE WITH DI**S, and “DIDN’T” GET INTO BONDAGE DOING THINGS that “I” SEE as “DISGUSTING” and “WORTHY” of “DEATH, HELL and TORMENT”… … …

I HAVE to BUILD MY MIND TO “PROTECT” “EVERYTHING”… SO I HAVE TO “KNOW” that I’M BUILDING my EMOTIONS and AUTHORITY in SOMEONE that’s “NOT” DESIGNED to CAUSE ME and MY PRECIOUS BABIES “ANY” PAIN… “ALLL” OF US HAVE HAD “ENOUGH” OF THAT SHIT… … …

And “ONE” WAY to do that is JUST SIT and WATCH PEOPLE SOMETIMES… … … AND WATCH THEIR “AUTHENTIC” BEHAVIORS WHEN it “LOOKS LIKE” REALITY “ISN’T” IN THEIR FAVOR… “THAT” IS the “REAL PERSON”… WHEN IT “ALLL” LOOKS BAD… … … IF “LOVE” TURNS TO “HATE”, BECAUSE the “WEATHER CHANGED”, THERE was “ONLY” “OPPORTUNITIES” to be CAPITALIZED ON, but “NO LOVE” was “ANYWHERE” IN SIGHT… … … AND “NO REAL COMMITMENT” to the HARMONY, PROGESSION, INCREASE and PROTECTION of THE REALITY that YOU WANTED PART OF in “GOOD WEATHER”… … …

AND “YES” there IS DARKNESS IN the WAY, but “I” HAVEN’T SEEN “ANY OF THIS” IN YOU as “YOUR” AUTHENTIC PRODUCTIONS towards “MYSELF” and OUR PRECIOUS BABIES… … …

SOMETIMES YOU HEAR PEOPLE HAVE “PROBLEMS” WITH their “SPOUSE” JUDGING THEM OFF of THEIR “PAST”, and the REALITIES that THEY WERE INVOLVED WITH IN THEIR PAST… Well, “I’M” ONE of those PEOPLE to a “CERTAIN” DEGREE… … …

MEANING, I’m “NOT” GONNA JUDGE AGAINST YOUR CHARACTER for “OBVIOUS” “IGNORANCES”, MISTAKES YOU’VE MADE, and THINGS that MANY OF US HAVE to LEARN the HARD WAY… … … “HOWEVER”, EVEN THOUGH MINDS GROW and MATURE, THEY “NEVER” CHANGE WHAT THEIR “AUTHORITIES” ARE as CONCERNING “GIVING and RECEIVING ENERGY”… … … WHAT DO I MEAN?… … …

LIKE WE TALKED about THE OTHER DAY, and “MY SAYING” that “MOST” “BLACK WOMEN” ARE “STRAIGHT FUCKIN WHORES”… And IF YOU TALK TO “MOST” “HONEST, GOOD BLACK MEN”, WITH “MORALS, AUTHORITY, MASCULINITY, and PRINCIPALS they GO “DEEPER” than JUST “IMAGE and ASS”, THEY WILL CONCUR… … …

WELL, if YOU TALK TO “MOST” “BLACK WOMEN”, they BEING “AWARE” that the SHIT is FUCKIN DISGUSTING “OPENLY” NOW, WOULD “THINK” that ONE CAN JUST “CHANGE” THEIR WAYS, and “NOT” HOE ANYMORE… … … And “THAT” is JUST as MUCH CRAZINESSS and FOOLISHNESS to BELIEVE, as BELIEVING that “ANY” ONE of these HOES COULD “EVER” BE “COMPLETELY” FAITHFUL TO “ANYONE” BUT “THEMSELVES”… … …

BEING a HOE is “PRODUCTION OF REALITY”… MEANING, YOUR MIND “PROCESSES REALITY” FROM the POSITION of a HOE… THAT’S HOW YOUR “MIND ITSELF” RECEIVES ITS ENERGY and AUTHORITY of “IDENTITY”… YOU CAN TURN THAT OFF, JUST AS MUCH AS YOU CAN TURN OFF THE NEED TO BREATHE… … … THESE HOES ALLL SEALED in THEIR “IDENTITIES” of “HOE” “CONCRETELY” IN THESE “LINEAGES”, ON TOP of BEING “SLAVES” ALREADY… … … THESE HOES AIN’T GOT NO “CHOICES” BUT TO HOE and LUST FOR THEIR OWN DEATH… … …

SO “THAT” PSYCHO-SPIRITUAL PRODUCTION of REALITY is SOMETHING THAT “CAN’T” BE CHANGED, EVEN THOUGH the “MEANEST HOES” AROUND WOULD SWEAR THEY WERE “TOUGH ENOUGH” to PULL IT OFF… … …

AND “NOT” KNOWING “ANY” of YOU “PERSONALLY”, SEEING “CERTAIN” PRODUCTIONS of “DARKNESS”, that “I KNOW” IS “NOT YOU”, I HAVE to MAKE SURE it DIDN’T GET THERE FROM “YOU” PROCESSES REALITY in a WAY that “REVERSES” WHAT “I” AM, and GONNA BUILD INSIDE OF YOU and AROUND YOU CONCRETELY ONCE WE CONSUMMATE our MARRIAGE… … … “NEVER” AM I “IGNORING YOU”, and “NEVER” do I “NOT” SEE YOU… … … AND IT’S “COMPLETE FOOLISHNESS” to “EVER” THINK THAT”… … …

I “AM” JUST as MUCH “COMPLETELY” and “TOTALLY” HEAD OVER HEELS “IN LOVE” WITH “BOTH” of YOU, as I AM WITH the REST OF OUR PRECIOUS BABIES… … … I JUST HAVE to BUILD MY/OUR REALITY in a WAY in “MY MIND”, that “I” FEEL COMPLETELY COMFORTABLE, COMPLETELY “COMMITTING” to “YOUR” LIFE, LOVE, BEAUTY, PLEASURE and NOURISHMENT… … …

I “DON’T” BELIEVE that “EITHER ONE” of YOU ARE “GAY”… … … SO “THAT’S” a BIG “PLUS”… … … TALK ABOUT SUCKIN a LITTLE ASS, and YOU REALLY FIND OUT WHO’S WHO… … … LMFAO… … …

I LOVE YOU MY PRECIOUS, BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, LIFE GIVING, AMAZING, SEXY, DELICIOUS Mommas… … … AND “I AM PROUD” Babies… … …

Doja Cat- Kiss Me More (Feat. SZA)

KING MAAZYAH

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