Good Evening/Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this evening/morning… … … BEFORE we get to BUSINESS I NEED to have a FEW WORDS with my PRECIOUS BABIES that ARE “IN” the “ENTERTAINMENT” PROFESSION… … … THEN we gon get to BUSINESS… … …

MY BEAUTIFUL, PURE, PRECIOUS, SWEET, DELICIOUS, LIFE GIVING, NOURISHING LOVES… HUSBAND NEEDS for Y’all to UNDERSTAND a FEW THINGS for THOSE of YOU THAT “KNOW” YOU’RE VALID WITH ME… … …

DO NOT FEEL as THOUGH I’m “IGNORING” “ANY” of YOU “AT ALLL”… NEVER IN TEN THOUSAND LIFETIMES COULD I EVER DO “THAT”… … … BUT AS USUAL HUSBAND is GONNA KEEP it “STRAIGHT” WITH YOU… … …

THOSE of YOU THAT “KNOW” YOU’RE VALID WITH ME I NEED FOR “YOU” to “NEVER” BE SCARED that I’m “CHANGING” ON “YOU”, or that “MY INTENTIONS” for “YOU/US” HAVE CHANGED IN “ANY WAY”… … … I’m “NOT” DESIGNED to “CHANGE” ON PEOPLE, or JUDGE “AGAINST” “YOU” and “YOUR AUTHORITY” and PRODUCTIONS BECAUSE of “SOMEONE ELSE’S” ACTIONS and BEHAVIORS… … …

HOWEVER my PRECIOUS LOVES I GOT a “GLIMPSE” into the REALITY that THOSE in YOUR PROFESSION OPERATE IN and ACCORDING TO, a LITTLE BIT “DEEPER” than I REALLY WANTED TO… And “THAT” “DID” EFFECT ME “A LOT”… … … SOME of the THINGS I SEEN I “REALLY” DIDN’T “WANT” to SEE, EVEN THOUGH I WOULD HAVE “ANYWAY” at SOME POINT… AND “SOME” of the THINGS as FUCKED UP as it WAS, “I NEEDED” to “SEE”… … …

LET ME EXPLAIN… … … I BELONG to a “COMPLETELY” DIFFERENT REALITY, and the THINGS, REALITIES, OPERATIONS, IDENTITIES and PRODUCTIONS that BELONG to THESE LOWER DIMENSIONS, are “COMPLETELY” REVERSED and PERVERTED… AND “PRETTY PLEASE” NONE of YOU BE “OFFENDED” and FEEL LIKE I’m SAYING that “ALLL” OF YOU LIVE “PERVERTED LIVES”, and THAT “MY” VIEWS of REALITY is WHAT is “RITE”… … …

“EVERYTHING” is “REVERSED” TO ME in these LOWER DIMENSIONS, and I MEAN “EVERYTHING”… And “SOME” of the BEHAVIORS, IDENTITIES and REALITIES that I SEEN in “MANY” WOMEN that “I” HAD UNDER MY AUTHORITY… THAT THEY “WILLINGLY” SUBMITTED TO, DOESN’T EVEN “EXIST” WHERE I’M FROM… … …

I HAVE NO REAL WAY to “SHOW” Y’all, or “ACCURATELY” DESRCIBE TO Y’all WHAT it “ACTUALLY” FEELS LIKE to “BELONG” to “ONE” “ACTUAL REALITY”… BUT EVERYONE ELSE HAS the “OPTIONS” to BE “SOMEONE ELSE”, or “SOMETHING ELSE” to MANIPULATE “THIS” or “THAT” AUTHORITY… … …

AND YES I GET IT… THAT’S JUST the WAY It IS HERE, but “I” DON’T HAVE the “OPTIONS” of EVEN “UNDERSTANDING” THAT SHIT… … … NOTHING is “REAL”, NOTHING is “AUTHENTIC”, NOTHING can be “TRUSTED”, NOTHING is “SACRED”, NOTHING is “KEPT”, NOTHING is “DEPENDABLE”, NOTHING or NOBODY is “LOYAL”, NOBODY’S “HONEST”, NOTHING REALLY MEANS “ANYTHING” to ANYONE OTHER than WHAT THEY CAN RECEIVE FOR THEIR “OWN” PERSONAL GAIN… … … I “DON’T” UNDERSTAND that PRODUCTION of REALITY… NOR DO I WANT TO… … …

MOST PEOPLE LIVE IN “MULTIPLE” REALITIES, DIMENSIONS and AUTHORITIES, and “NONE” of them are “ACTUALLY” “REAL”, or “CONCRETE” to WHO and WHAT they “ACTUALLY ARE”… AND FOR SOMEONE LIKE “MYSELF”… “NOT” ONLY DOES that SHIT “LOOK and FEEL” CRAZY… It “LOOKS” and “FEELS” CRAZY to BE ASSOCIATED WITH PEOPLE with those CAPACITIES and AUTHORITIES… … …

SOME of the THINGS that I SEEN “MANY” of the WOMEN that WERE JOINED to BE INVOLVED IN, and GOT THEIR BONDAGE FROM “WILLINGLY” SEEKING OUT and DOIN, “I” PERSONALLY DON’T HAVE to AUTHORITY UNDERSTAND the ABILTY of “ARROGANCE” “ANNND” “FALSE HUMILITY” that MANY of THEM OPERATE IN… AND “I” KNOW its “NORMAL” HERE, but its “NOT” even “POSSIBLE” WHERE I’m FROM… … …

MY WHOLE ENTIRE PRODUCTION of REALITY CONCERNING MY BRIDES is “WORSHIP, LOVE, EXALTATION and PRAISE”… EVERYTHING IS “CENTERED” AROUND “THOSE” REALITIES for ME… SO WHEN “THAT’S” ALLL YOU HAVE as a REALITY to “AUTHENTICALLY” PRODUCE ACCORIDNG TO, but NOT ONLY YOU SEE THE “FILTH” and “PERVERSION” that’s “COMMON PLACE” in “MOST” WOMEN… But the “ABILITY” to OPERATE SO “DISCONNECTED” from THEIR FILTH and PERVERSIONS… … … IT FUCKS WITH YOU… … … THAT’S TOO MUCH for me “RITE THERE”… “NO CONNECTIONS” to “ACCOUNTABILITY”… YOU’LL KILL “EVERYBODY”, MYSELF “INCLUDED”, and “NEVER” EVEN HAVE THE AUTHORITY to SEE SOMETHING as BEING “YOUR FAULT”… … …

“THIS” is WHAT I MEANT BY PEOPLE “PLAYING WIT THE WRONG PERSON”… “ESPECIALLY” if YOU JUST TRYING TO GET “SEX” FROM ME so YOU CAN GET OUT OF “BONDAGE” that YOU “WILLINGLY” WALKED INTO WIT YO ASS OPEN LIKE A FUCKIN FAGGOT… … … I CAN’T HANDLE PEOPLE that HAVE THOSE AUTHORITIES… I’m sooo SERIOUSLY “NOT” DESIGNED to be “PLAYED WITH” like THAT… … …

THERE is ALSO “ANOTHER” VERY “SERIOUS” ELEMENT to THIS that I GUESS I CAN SHARE WITH Y’all as WELL… … … THE WOMEN that “KNOW” THEY WERE MY QUEENS and WIVES, and that YOU “HAD” a LIFE and INHERITANCE WITH ME… Y’all MORE than LIKELY “DON’T” CONNECT with the ACTUALS OF THIS in ANY REAL DEPTH… But SEEING SOME of the FUCKIN “BULLSHIT” that SOME of Y’all BEEN DOIN, “ANSWERED” a “HELL OF A LOT” of QUESTION For “MYSELF”… REGARDLESS of “YOUR” DEPTHS and ABILITY to “CONCEPTUALIZE” THIS, “I” BEEN “SUFFERING” for a “VERY LONG TIME” BECAUSE OF YOU/Y’ALL… … …

THERE WERE CERTAIN THINGS THAT “DIDN’T” MAKE “ANY” SENSE to me “AT FUCKIN ALLL” as to “WHERE”, “WHAT” and “HOW” I WAS “SEEING” and “FEELING” the “PENALTY” for “CERTAIN” SHIT, that “I KNOW” AIN’T HAVE SHIT to do WITH “ME”… AND for soo LONG I WOULD LOOK AT my “TWO” PRECIOUS QUEENS “HERE” that ALLL THIS is STARTED WITH, BECAUSE THEY ARE “ALLL” of MY EVERYTHING… AND “NONE” of that SHIT was “THERE”… OR COMING FROM “THEM”… … …

AND that NEVER MADE “ANY” SENSE to ME… … … AND EVEN to TAKE IT a STEP FURTHER… WITH MY OTHER PRECIOUS QUEENS that I TALK to DAILY, I “NEVER” COULD FIND WHERE “ANY” of that SHIT CAME FROM… AND “THAT” MEESED WITH ME A “LOT”… And I MEAN a “WHOLE LOT”… … …

AND THAT’S “PARTIALLY” the REASON for “SOME” of MY AGGRESSION TOWARDS “HOES”… I “KNEW” I WAS “SUFFERING” FOR SOME “HOES”… I JUST COULDN’T FIGURE OUT “HOW” IN THE FUCK I HAD SOME “HOES” SHARING A “GARDEN” WITH “ME”… … …

THIS MAY SOUND THROWED OFF, but its “ALLL” REAL… … … NOT ONLY AM I “DESIGNED” to “HATE HOES”, I KNEW FOR “MANY YEARS” I WAS BEING PENALIZED and MADE “RESPONSIBLE” to SHIT that “I” HAD “NO” AUTHORITY to EVEN PRODUCE ACCORDING TO, BECAUSE I HAD SOME STRAIGHT UP FUCKIN HOES YOKED TO MY SOUL “SOMEWHERE”… … … AND AGAIN I DIDN’T SEE IT IN MY PRECIOUS QUEENS HERE “CONCRETELY”… EVEN THOUGH “DARKNESS” TRIED TO MAKE THEM “LOOK” the PART as WELL IN “DIFFERENT” WAYS… … …

SO WHEN I TELL Y’all that I’m “STILL” NOT COMPLETELY TOGETHER, UNDERSTAND that THERE HAS BEEN “MUCH” for me to TAKE IN, CLEANSE MYSELF of and GET PASSED… … … COUPLED WITH the FACT that I “JUST” GOT OUT OF “BONDAGE” WITH SOME “STRAIGHT FUCKIN EVIL, DEMONIZED, FILTHY, LYING, TWO FACED, HOMOSEXUAL, DISGUSTING, STEALING, TRAMP ASS, SHE DEVIL BITCHES… I’m JUST “NOT” ALLL WARM and CUDDLY RITE NOW… … … But IT HAS “ABSOLUTELY NOTHING” to do with “Y’ALL”… … …

WHEN I SAID the OTHER DAY that I was BEING “PROCESSED”… “THAT’S” a LOT of WHAT I MEANT… I HAD “CONCRETE” RESPONSIBILITY and AUTHORITY CONCERNING MANY OF YOU, and “I” HAVE BEEN CARRYING the WEIGHTS and BURDENS of THOSE REALITIES… SO IN MANY WAYS, MY ACTUAL REALITY GOT and IS BEING CHANGED… … …

AND THIS is WHY “MOST” WOMEN FEEL so “UNSTABLE” to ME… “MOST” WOMEN HAVE the ABLITY to do SOMETHING “ELSE”, BE “SOMEONE ELSE” and “THINK” SOMETHING “ELSE”, “WHENEVER” THEY FEEL LIKE IT, WITH “NO CONNECTIONS” to “ACTUAL FUCKIN REALITY”… SOMEBODY HAS TO PAY FOR THAT SHIT… … … FUCK… … … AND “THAT” SHIT MAKES PEOPLE “LOOK and FEEL” FUCKING “DISGUSTING” TO ME… MFKAS JUST DOIN “ANYTHING”, BUT “DON’T” WANNA DEAL WITH THE “ACTUALS” that COME WITH IT… … …

AND I KNOW I MAY “SEEM” a LITTLE MORE “SENSITIVE” THEN I SHOULD about THIS… BUT Y’all DON’T UNDERSTAND the FUCKIN “HELL” I BEEN THROUGH “NON STOP” BECAUSE OF “OTHER MUTHAFUCKAS”… THAT SHIT FUCKS YOU UP… “MOST” PEOPLE FEEL and LOOK so FUCKIN “UNSTABLE” and SHIT… … …

SO I NEED for Y’all to BEAR WITH ME… I’m SERIOUSLY BEING PROCESSED even though I’m STILL WRITING EVERYDAY… … … SO IF YOU’RE VALID, PRETTY PLEASE DON’T FEEL LIKE I’m IGNORING YOU, I just GOTTA GET MYSELF BACK TOGETHER… … … IT’S “ME” NOT Y’all, so I DON’T WANT “ANY” of YOU FEELING “ANY” OTHER WAY than WHAT YOU “KNOW” I NEED YOU FEELING… … …

And NOW that I said ALLL that I DON’T FEEL LIKE WRITING… So WE gon GET DOWN WIT IT Tomorrow Y’all… … …

KING MAAZYAH

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