Good Evening Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with this evening… … … Check it out Y’all… … … Tonight I’m writing to talk to “ALLL” those that READ and FOLLOW… Whether YOU READ to “LEARN and GROW”… Or YOU READ because YOU HATE MY GUTS… EITHER WAY, I would like to have a FEW WORDS with “ALLL” of YOU… … …

Ok… … … So the OTHER DAY I wrote and told EVERYONE that I would ONLY be WRITING a FEW TIMES a WEEK, and that I would “KICK IT” with Y’all a LITTLE BIT “DAILY”… … …

But “UNFORTUNATELY” I’m “DON’T” BELIEVE that’s GONNA be POSSIBLE ANY LONGER… NOT because I “DON’T” WANT to WRITE to YOU a FEW TIMES a WEEK… I PERSONALLY LOVED WRITING and SHARING with “ALLL” of YOU “DAILY”, at LEAST “SIX TIMES” a WEEK… SOMETIMES MORE… … …

JUST to KEEP with the “WHOLE BUTT NAKEDNESS” REALITY that I’ve “BEEN” OPERATING IN… I HAVE “SACRIFICED EVERYTHING” for “THIS HERE PROJECT”… OF COURSE “NO ONE” ASKED that of MYSELF, and I “WILLING” “COMMITED” “MYSELF” to THIS the WAY that “I KNEW” HOW it would “WORK”… AND LIKE “EVERYTHING ELSE” WORTHY DOIN… IT “COST ME”… … … Which is FINE… … …

BOTTOM LINE is that “I” CAN “NO LONGER” JUSTIFY the TIME, ENERGY, LABOR, SACRIFCE, EMOTION, and FLAT OUT, the “PRESSURE” of “MAINTAINING” “MY OWN LIFE and REALITY”, as WELL as MY CHILDREN, and its “JUST ME” BARING the LOAD OF “ALLL” of THIS… WITH the WORLD and KINGDOM of DARKNESS “FIGHTING ME” TOOTH and NAIL… … … And MY “OWN” LIFE, REALITY, HAPPINESS and JOY, as WELL as my PRECIOUS Babies and CHILDREN BEING what has to BE “SACRIFICED” with “NO TYPE” of HELP or “CONCRETE CONSIDERATION” and HELP from “ANYONE”… … …

JUST so “EVEVRYONE” KNOWS “ACTUAL REALITY”… “LITERALLY” “NO ONE” has DONATED “ANYTHING” to ME, THIS, or ANYTHING that “REMOTELY” HELPS “MYSELF” and the VISION that SOOOO MANY PEOPLE WITNESS to BEING LIFE and ACCURACY… … … And I UNDERSTAND “NOT” wanting DONATE ONLINE to this CAUSE, or HAVING “ANY” CONCRETE CONNECTIONS to SOMEONE “LIKE ME”… … …

But I HAVE RECEIVED “PHYSICAL MAIL” from THOSE that HAVE “ENOUGH ENERGY” to TRY and “CRITICIZE ME” and DESTROY ALLL THIS… But “NO ONE” WHO “SUPPORTS” THIS VISION, or “ANYTHING” that I WRITE has CARED to show “ANY” CONCRETE “CARE” for “MYSELF” and MY CONCRETE “NEEDS”… HAVING “EXPRESSED” to Y’all at the “BEGINNING” of this YEAR the “MANY” RISKS that I HAVE to INVOLVE MYSELF IN “JUST” to SUSTAIN “MYSELF” and MY CHILDREN… … … WITH a FUCKIN TARGET on my BACK… … …

And I’m REALLY STRUGGLIN to JUSTIFY that “ANY LONGER”… … … I HAVE SHOWN “MYSELF”… And I HAVE BEEN “AS TRANSPARENT” as “I” KNOW HOW to BE… “ALLL” of this is “COMPLETELY” “ONESIDED” from “MY” POSITION… … … I PERSONALLY “DON’T” UNDERSTAND “COMPLETELY”… BUT there is a LOT that I “DON’T” UNDERSTAND… … … LMAO… … …

BASICALLY what I’m SAYING is that “I LOVE YOU” ALLL… BUT “ALLL” of US ARE “GROWN”… AND “THAT’S” ALLL REALLY “NEEDS” to be SAID… I PERSONALLY “DON’T” PLAY “MIND GAMES” with PEOPLE… I PERSONALLY “DON’T” BELIEVE that “ANYONE” READING “THESE” WRITINGS “DAILY” is “STUPID”… … …

SO UNTIL I can “AFFORD” to WRITE and BUILD WITH YOU ALLL… BECAUSE “I TOO” HAVE “BILLS”, and a “ENERGY CAPACITY” that MY MIND and BODY OPERATES ACCORDING TO… … … AND “I TOO” WANT to ENJOY MY LIFE with MY PRECIOUS QUEENS, and MY CHILDREN LIKE “ALLL” of YOU… … …

For those that ARE MORE “SPIRITUALLY INCLINED”, Y’all UNDERSTAND WHAT’S “NECESSARY” to DELIEVER LIKE YOU ARE READING “DAILY”… … … So I’m ONLY GONNA WRITE “WHEN” I CAN… … … Or when it “LOOKS LIKE” its “NOT” JUST “ME and MY BABIES” WILLING to “CONCRETELY” SACRIFICE for WHAT’S BEING BUILT and DISPLAYED… … …

PRETTY PLEASE “NO ONE” SHOOT AT ME for MAKING THIS DECISION… I DIDN’T START DOIN THIS to MAKE ENEMIES… I GOT “ENOUGH” of THOSE… … … I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU that LOVE ME and MY PRECIOUS BABIES… … … TALK TO Y’all SOON… … …

KING MAAZYAH

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