Good Morning Ysrayl…

I trust all is well with you this morning… … … Before we get BACK on the TRIGGER… There are some things that “I” NEED to do… … … TRUTHFULLY… … … “THE KING” won’t even LET ME PROCEED “UNTIL” I DO… … …

To ALLL THOSE of my BIOLOGICAL FAMILY that “TOOK UP ARMS” “AGAINST ME”, MY REALITY, MY HOME, MY LIFE, MY MIND, MY KINGDOM, MY QUEENS, MY “FATHER”, THE KING and “THEIR HERITAGE”… WHETHER it BE THOSE THAT “ACTIVELY” PUT “MIND and ENERGY” into “DESTROYING” “MY HOME, LIFE, FAMILY, REALITY ETC”… Or JUST THOSE OF YOU WHO “CO-SIGNED” the BULLSHIT WITH ADDING “YOUR BELIEFS”, and WATCHING MY BEING ATTACKED and HANDLED LIKE a FUCKIN DEVIL… “WITH” YOU NOT EVEN “ATTEMPTING” to “PROTECT or TALK TO ME”… … …

As Y’all CAN “SEE”… … … THAT SHIT FUCKED ME UP… … … GOT a “REAL MAN” WANTING to “KILL” HIS “OWN” FLESH and BLOOD… … … “SOUNDS LIKE Y’ALL” DON’T IT?… … … SOUNDS LIKE “Y’ALL” “MARKINGS” DOESN’T IT?… … …

HOW “MUCH MORE” PERVERTED CAN a MFKA BE “RITE”?… … … WANTING TO “KILL” YOUR “OWN” FAMILY, LIKE SOME “RABID ASS FUCKIN DOGS” THAT NEED TO BE PUT DOWN WITHOUT EVEN a THOUGHT to YOUR LIFE?… … …

WELL “AFTER” YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH a “FRACTION” of the BULLSHIT that “I HAVE”… And PEOPLE “ATTACK” and ATTEMPT TO “DESTROY” “EVERYTHING” ABOUT YOUR LIFE, MIND and IDENTITY… THAT YOU’VE “BLED FOR” to BUILD “AGAINST” DEATH and DARKNESS… … …

Or PEOPLE “COMPLETELY” “DISRESPECTING” YOUR MIND, LIFE, IDENTITY, ENERGY and LABOR… LAUGHING, PLAYING, CRACKIN JOKES and SHOOTING SHOTS FROM a “SAFE DISTANCE”, “WHILE” YOU BLEEDING and STRUGGLING… “THINKING” THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH THAT SHIT BECAUSE YOU “RELATED”… And BECAUSE Y’ALL JUST SO USED TO “DOIN EACH OTHER THAT WAY”… … …

YOU KINDA HAVE a “SERIOUS” “NEED” to SEE a MFKA BRAINS to GIVE YOU SOME TYPE of “CLOSURE and RESOLVE”… … … AS FUCKED UP as THAT “MAY” SOUND to “Y’ALL”… … …

But what I “REALLY” NEED TO say is “THIS”… … … I “REALLY, REALLY, REALLY” TRIED as “HARD AS I COULD” to COVER YOU and YOUR SINS… And I MEAN “REALLY HARD”… … … EVEN TO THE POINT of CAUSING “MYSELF” “PHYSICAL SICKNESS”… … …

I LIED TO “MYSELF”, I “IGNORED MYSELF”, ORDER, LAW and “EVERYTHING” MY LIFE and KINGDOM is “BUILT ON”… AND “ALLL” of the PRINCIPLAITIES and AUTHORITY of MY IDENTITY as LIGHT and LIFE… … … And the REASON JUST BROKE DOWN TO “LOVE”… … …

I “HAVEN’T” FIGURED OUT “HOW” to TURN “THAT PART OFF” YET… I DON’T KNOW IF I “WILL BE ABLE” to TURN IT OFF… … … But what I “DO KNOW”, is that “I” CAN NOT COVER YOU… NOR CAN I EMBRACE YOU INTO THE KINGDOM of LIGHT and LIFE… … …

YOUR EVILS ARE “GREATER” than “I” HAVE the CAPACITY to TRIFLE WITH… It’s MAKING “ME” CRAZY… I DEFINITELY “CAN’T” HAVE THAT… THAT’S “Y’ALL” SHIT… … …

YOU “SEALED” YOUR SOULS IN THE KINGDOM and BONDAGE of the “SERPENT”… … … And IF Y’ALL READ “BACK” to EARLY ON IN ALLL THIS… … … I FUCKIN WARNED Y’ALL TO BE “CAREFUL”, because YOU WERE “ALREADY” CURSED and “IN BONDAGE” on ALLL LEVELS… … …

AND “THIS” IS “WHY” THE KING “HIMSELF” is MAKING ME DO THIS LIKE THIS “NOW”… “I CAN’T EVEN PROCEED”, and BUILD LIFE, LIGHT and SALVATION, “TRYING” to “INCLUDE” and “COVER Y’ALL”… AND “Y’ALL” ARE “COMPLETELY” THE PROPERTY of the “SERPENT”… EVEN to the POINT of “LITERALLY” TRYING to DESTROY ME and “ALLL” THIS … … I’M WAAAY OUTTA LINE… AND I’m SUFFERING FOR IT… … … BIG TIME… … …

THE DEVIL/SERPENT GOT Y’ALL THROUGH THAT WOMAN… … …”OF COURSE” THERE WERE a FEW OF YOU THAT “HELPED HER”, “HELP YOU” FLIP ON ME… … … BECAUSE SHE “DID” HAVE HELP… … …

But the BOTTOMLINE, and BUTT NAKED TRUTH is that “I” DON’T HAVE “ANY” TYPE of “RITES or LEGAL AUTHORITY” as CONCERNING Y’ALL… I JUST BEEN “FORCING IT” USING MY AUTHORITY… … … BUT YOUR SOULS BELONG TO “THE SERPENT”… … … AND THERE is “NOTHING” that “I” CAN DO ABOUT IT “AT ALLL”, “FOR REAL”… … …

And “ME” “THINKING”, or “ATTEMPTING” to do “ANYTHING” as CONCERNING YOUR SOULS and SALVATION, is JUST “ME” LYING TO “MYSELF”… AND PLAYING GAMES WITH MYSELF… … …

BUT THOSE THAT TOOK UP ARMS “AGAINST ME”… AND THOSE THAT “DISRESPECTED MY LIFE”, “THOSE IN IT”, and the WAY “I” CHOOSE TO LIVE IT… … … Y’ALL HAVE TO ANSWER TO YAH and THE KING FOR THAT SHIT… … … BUT I’m “SURE” YOU UNDERSTAND THAT… … …

THE PART THAT “I” HAVE DEAL WITH… AND “PROBABLY SEE” a WHOLE LOT “DIFFERENTLY” “THAN YOU DO”… Is that Y’ALL FUCKED YOUR “CHILDREN” WIT THAT BULLSHIT… … … NOW “I” CAN’T EVEN DO NOTHING “FOR THEM”… … …

Y’ALL COMPLETELY FUCKED YOURSELVES IN THE KINGDOM… YOU PISSED ON “YOUR OWN INHERITANCE”… LAUGHIN and PLAYING and SHIT LIKE SOME FUCKIN DEVILS… … … WHAT THE FUCK… … …

WHEN I LOOK at SOME of the SHIT Y’all DIDN’T KNOW I COULD “SEE”, I HAVE to do it on an “EMPTY STOMACH”… … … SOME of Y’ALL NEVER EVEN LOVED ME “FOR REAL”… … … I’m NOT EVEN SURE THAT Y’ALL LOVE “EACH OTHER” FOR REAL… … …

MUCH of THAT “DOUBLED MINDED”, “WISHIE WASHIE”, “FLIP FLOPPIN and SHIT”, Y’ALL “INHERITED”… “ATTACKING YOUR OWN” LIKE CRAZE FUCKIN ANIMALS… BUT SOME of THAT SHIT Y’ALL “LEARNED” WATCHIN “OTHER MFKAS” DO THAT SHIT… … … BUT “ALLL” Y’ALL “KNOW BETTER”… … … BECAUSE “NONE” of US WAS RAISED to even “THINK” TRUNING ON “OUR OWN” is WHAT’S HAPPENIN… “EVER”… … …

LIKE I SAID the “OTHER DAY”… FIND a “REAL BLACK MAN or WOMAN” of LIGHT and LIFE, and “SEE” WHAT IT TAKES TO MAKE THEM “TRY” to “DESTROY THEIR OWN”… “ESPECIALLY” LISTENING to a MFKA THEY DON’T EVEN KNOW… YOU WILL PROBABLY GET “YOURSELF” FUCKED UP EVEN “TRYING”… … WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT Y’ALL?… … … LOOK AT “MY FAMILY”… … … NIGGAS “WAAAY TOO EXCITED” TO GET THEY OWN NIGGA… … … NIGGAS SO EXCITED, Y’ALL FORGOT TO EVEN THINK THE SHIT “ALLL” the WAY OUT… … … FUCKIN DISGUSTING… … …

THEN YOU MFKAS HELP FUCK ME UP, and “ALLL” MY SHIT… DISRESPECT “ALLL” of MY LIFE, QUEEN/QUEENS, LABOR, ENERGY and IDENTITY… AND THEN GO “SILENT”… GO RITE BACK TO LIVING YOUR LIVES, READING MY STRUGGLES and BULLSHIT THAT “YOU” MFKAS “HELPED” CREATE… … …

I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK “I’M” THINKING “ANYWAY”… TRYNA FOGIVE PEOPLE that “DIDN’T EVEN ASK FOR IT”… … …

BUT the REASON for THIS is BECAUSE I NEED TO LET Y’ALL GO “FOR REAL”, and “STOP” PLAYING WITH IT… THOSE THAT DIDN’T PARTAKE… DISREGARD… … …

BUT I HAVE TO BUILD THOSE THAT ARE LIGHT and LIFE “IN” THEIR CONCRETE INHERITANCE… AND “I CAN’T” DO IT WITH MYSELF “ATTEMPTING” to “INCLUDE Y’ALL”… … … I “SERIOUSLY TRIED”… PLEASE BELIEVE IT… … … But OF COURSE THE KING AIN’T GOIN FOR IT… … … AND “AFTER” SEEING some of the ATTACKS ON THOSE that “DO” MEAN “EVERYTHING” to “ME”, so VIVIDLY… … … “I” “DON’T” HAVE THE “STOMACH” to EVEN “SAY” “FAMILY” IN REGARD TO SOME OF YOU… … … THIS SHIT IS FUCKED UP… … …

KING MAAZYAH

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